CHAPTER 1: BEFORE I BECAME HER
There was a time when I did not know I would become this girl.
I was just a girl trying to understand life, trying to find my place in a world that seemed to expect so much from me. I laughed easily. I dreamed quietly. I trusted people because I wanted to believe that the hearts I gave pieces of myself to would know how to hold them.
Back then, I thought growing up meant getting older.
I did not know it meant losing parts of yourself and discovering new ones.
There were things I experienced that changed the way I looked at people. There were moments I wished I could erase, conversations I replayed in my head, and days when pretending to be okay felt easier than explaining why I wasn't.
But this is not a story about a girl who had everything figured out.
It is about a girl who didn't.
A girl who made mistakes.
A girl who loved.
A girl who trusted.
A girl who was hurt.
A girl who kept going.
And somewhere between who I was and who I was becoming, I began to understand something:
Sometimes, the person you become is born from everything you thought would break you.
This is my story.
Not the perfect version.
Not the version I would tell if I were afraid of being judged.
Mine.
The story of the girl I was, the girl I lost, and the girl I became.