Chapter 1. What just happened...
Yeah, that's right...no relationships for me and that's final...
I thought to myself.
As much as I loved watching people falling in love, dominance romance and all that stuff...
there was no way I'm getting into a relationship,I mean let's be real...there is no way anyone would want someone like
me;I don't have the beauty,the taste,and a nerd like me... nobody will ever accept me no matter what I do.
I've been bullied ever since I was in first grade, pushed away, everybody hated me because of my looks...or so I thought
With time I had to enjoy my own company and accept reality...but no matter what I do I couldn't stop asking myself what I did to deserve this
"Taylor!"
"Yeah mum...!?"
"Why are the lights still on?... Aren't you supposed to be asleep?"
"Umm...I was ... I was just from the bathroom.."awkwardly I said,what a white lie, I'm not even good at it and of course she wasn't buying it.
"I just hope you aren't chatting with boys on that phone of yours, you're not 18 yet to have a boyfriend "mum said her face turning serious...ugh this again!
"Oh come on mum, like I said... single,no problem...just earn money,eat,drink travel and sleep,and by the way I'm turning 18 in three weeks time in case you forgot,mum"I told her ,expecting her to leave and thankfully she did...thank God... I'm so sick of that stupid topic..why in the world would I want to be in a 'relationship'?
I turned off the lights,hopped in bed and opened my phone...wait, what's this?!A message from...no waaay,I must be dreaming...Luka of all the people texted me! and where the hell did he even get my number?..no no no..I could hear my heart beat fast.
I've never talked to a boy,save for my brothers,I don't even know what to say...?!
like what just happened?
Oh shoot I'm supposed to answer back
I texted back a simple hi...and
damn he just saw and now, he's typing back
This is crazy I am fuckin freaking out!?...
...
Yeah, that's right...no relationships for me and that's final...
I thought to myself.
As much as I loved watching people falling in love, dominance romance and all that stuff...
there was no way I'm getting into a relationship,I mean let's be real...there is no way anyone would want someone like
me;I don't have the beauty,the taste,and a nerd like me... nobody will ever accept me no matter what I do.
I've been bullied ever since I was in first grade, pushed away, everybody hated me because of my looks...or so I thought
With time I had to enjoy my own company and accept reality...but no matter what I do I couldn't stop asking myself what I did to deserve this
"Taylor!"
"Yeah mum...!?"
"Why are the lights still on?... Aren't you supposed to be asleep?"
"Umm...I was ... I was just from the bathroom.."awkwardly I said,what a white lie, I'm not even good at it and of course she wasn't buying it.
"I just hope you aren't chatting with boys on that phone of yours, you're not 18 yet to have a boyfriend "mum said her face turning serious...ugh this again!
"Oh come on mum, like I said... single,no problem...just earn money,eat,drink travel and sleep,and by the way I'm turning 18 in three weeks time in case you forgot,mum"I told her ,expecting her to leave and thankfully she did...
thank God... I'm so sick of that stupid topic..why in the world would I want to be in a 'relationship'?"
I turned off the lights,hopped in bed and opened my phone...wait, what's this?!
A message from...no waaay,I must be dreaming...Luka of all the people texted me!!and where the hell did he even get my number?..no no no..I could hear my heart beat fast.
I've never talked to a boy,save for my brothers,I don't even know what to say...?!
like what just happened?
Oh shoot I'm supposed to answer back
I texted back a simple hi...and
damn he just saw and now, he's typing back
This is crazy I am fuckin freaking out!?...
...
Yeah, that's right...no relationships for me and that's final...
I thought to myself.
As much as I loved watching people falling in love, dominance romance and all that stuff...
there was no way I'm getting into a relationship,I mean let's be real...there is no way anyone would want someone like
me;I don't have the beauty,the taste,and a nerd like me... nobody will ever accept me no matter what I do.
I've been bullied ever since I was in first grade, pushed away, everybody hated me because of my looks...or so I thought
With time I had to enjoy my own company and accept reality...but no matter what I do I couldn't stop asking myself what I did to deserve this
"Taylor!"
"Yeah mum...!?"
"Why are the lights still on?... Aren't you supposed to be asleep?"
"Umm...I was ... I was just from the bathroom.."awkwardly I said,what a white lie, I'm not even good at it and of course she wasn't buying it.
"I just hope you aren't chatting with boys on that phone of yours, you're not 18 yet to have a boyfriend "mum said her face
turning serious...ugh this again!
"Oh come on mum, like I said... single,no problem...just earn money,eat,drink travel and sleep,and by the way I'm turning 18 in three weeks time in case you forgot,mum"I told her ,expecting her to leave and thankfully she did...
thank God... I'm so sick of that stupid topic..why in the world would I want to be in a 'relationship'?"
I turned off the lights,hopped in bed and opened my phone...wait, what's this?!
A message from...no waaay,I must be dreaming...Luka of all the people texted me!!
and where the
hell did he even get my number?..no no no..I could hear my heart beat fast.
I've never talked to a boy,save for my brothers,I don't even know what to say...?!
like what just happened?
Oh shoot I'm supposed to answer back
I texted back a simple hi...and
damn he just saw and now, he's typing back
This is crazy I am fuckin freaking out!?...
...
