Chaos Instilled [MxM - Rock Romance]
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Chaos Instilled [MxM - Rock Romance]

This story contains themes of: homophobia, explicit imagery

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Story Notes

Chaos Instilled is complete and fully edited. It’s the second story I wrote, before Second/Frame, which is also complete. I’d rather share it than keep it sitting in a file. It was first posted in installments on AO3 (as Callisto Vale), and this is the cleaned-up full run.

Content notes: explicit M/M scenes, strong language, a homophobic slur and on-page harassment, a bar fight, and mentions of parental death and the foster system.

If you like found family, rival bands, and a love story that grows quietly next to the loud one, welcome to the loft.

Summary

The year is 1997... Tokyo’s underground rock scene runs on demo tapes passed hand to hand and venues that smell like spilled beer. Burnt Circuit has no label and doesn’t want one. Ryu fronts it: loud, physical, impossible to ignore. Naoki, Toru and Kenji move around him as one unit. They own their sound, their space, and their momentum, and they intend to keep it that way. Then the attention starts. Rival frontman Ren fixates on Ryu, and what began as competition turns personal. Yuta is a baker at his grandparents’ shop, quiet and observant, and he exists entirely outside the music world. Ryu has a performance for everyone. He has none to give Yuta. What grows between them arrives sideways, through proximity and shared stillness, and it doesn’t solve anything. It makes Ryu clearer. The band tightens around it. With a ten-thousand-dollar Battle of the Bands on the line and Ren circling, Burnt Circuit has to decide what they’re willing to protect. Slow burn. M/M. Explicit. Complete.

Status
Complete
Chapters
27
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

Sound Check

PRE-SHOW IGNITION

The walls of Venux breathe tonight. Thick, black-painted concrete soaked in years of spilled beer and cigarette smoke, the air heavy with it. From the other side of the stage door, the crowd murmurs roll in waves, low at first, then rising, restless, hungry. More bodies than last time. Word got out about Kicked In, the new one they wrote in a haze of three a.m. loft sessions and cheap coffee. People heard it on a demo tape passed hand to hand, or caught the riff leaking from a loft window. Now they’re here: regulars in worn leather jackets, kids with fresh dye jobs, a few salarymen who ditched the tie early, all pressing closer, voices overlapping in that low Tokyo buzz that sounds like static when you’re this close to the edge.

Backstage is smaller than the rumor makes it. Cables snake across the floor, amps hum, the smell of hot tubes mixing with the faint metallic tang of sweat already starting. Ryu paces the narrow space between the drum riser and the wall, long hair swinging, purple streaks catching the dim red work light. His hands flex and unflex, always moving, itching for the mic. Naoki leans against his amp, fingers tapping the neck of the guitar in silent practice runs, eyes half-closed. Toru sits on his stool, sticks twirling slow circles, breathing steady. Kenji checks the bass strap one more time, quiet, solid, the one who never rushes.

The house lights are still up out there, but the stage is dark. Mic feedback whines suddenly and sharp, held too long, the sound curling through the PA, a warning. Naoki’s guitar lets out an unresolved squeal, high and jagged, hanging in the air. The band shifts, boots scuffing, a cable rattling, leather creaking as someone adjusts a strap. Tension coils tighter.

Someone snaps, sharp and low: “Shh.”

The room goes still.

Then the stage lights snap on. White-hot, blinding for a split second before the eyes adjust. Drumsticks click the count: one, two, three, four.

Burnt Circuit launches.

The first chord crashes through the amps like a kicked door. Ryu’s voice cuts in raw and immediate, no warm-up, no mercy. Kicked In hits the room full force, fast and aggressive, the riff driving hard, bass thumping deep in the chest, drums snapping sharp behind it. The crowd answers instantly, a roar that swallows everything, bodies surging forward as one.

The circuit is live.

AFTER SET

The door swings shut behind them. The roar muffles, distant, the crowd still out there while the world shrinks to these four walls. The green room is barely a room, a few dim work lights, cables coiled on the floor, amps still ticking hot. Sweat drips from Ryu’s hair as he drops his arms, chest heaving, grin splitting wide. “Did you feel that drop on the second chorus? The whole place just fucking moved.”

Naoki slings his guitar against the wall, laughing low. “Yeah, because you screamed it like you were trying to wake the dead. Thought the mic was gonna give up.”

Toru eases onto his stool, sticks already twirling between his fingers. “Crowd was loud tonight. I could feel it through the kit.”

Kenji sets his bass down carefully, wipes his face with the back of his arm. “Good set. It was clean.” He glances at the door. “Let me check with Masaru quick, make sure we’re clear on closing.” He slips out, the door clicking shut.

The second he’s gone, Ryu turns to Naoki, eyes glinting. “You came in late on that bridge, man. Threw my timing.”

Naoki snorts, stepping closer. “Threw you? I should’ve thrown you off the stage for that high note. Sounded like a cat in heat.”

“You couldn’t lift me.” Ryu flexes, arms thin and wiry, nothing but show. “Look at this. Pure steel.”

Naoki grabs him in a mock headlock. Ryu twists free, laughing, shoving back. They tussle for a second, elbows and shoulders bumping, boots scuffing the floor. Not hard, just enough to make the amps rattle. Toru watches from his stool, a small smile tugging at his mouth, sticks winding between his fingers. “Here we go again,” he mutters, almost to himself, a soft chuckle under it.

The door opens. Kenji steps back in, arms crossed. “Knock it off.”

They freeze mid-shove, Ryu letting go first, Naoki straightening up. Kenji’s voice is low and steady, the one that always cuts through. “Owner wants to speak to us.”

The room quiets. They look at each other, quick glances, nothing spoken. Ryu’s grin fades just a fraction, then snaps back. He reaches out, smacks Naoki on the back of the head, light and playful, the way brothers do, and bolts for the door. “Come on, losers!”

They follow him out, spilling from the narrow hallway into the main room.

The bar is still alive, though thinner now, clusters of people lingering over last drinks, low conversations mixing with the clink of glasses. Mika’s behind the counter, sleeves rolled, wiping down the wood. She doesn’t look up as they approach, just slides four glasses across the scarred top, already poured. Whisky highball fizzing sharp for Ryu. Lemon sour pale and tart for Naoki. Cassis orange deep and smooth for Toru. Frothy draft Asahi for Kenji, head perfect.

Ryu vaults onto the bar in one smooth motion, legs crossing under him, claiming the spot as his. He grabs his drink, takes a long pull, throat working.

Mika finally glances up, a small smile. “Busy tonight.”

Masaru steps over from the end of the bar, arms folded, looking out over the room, counting the take in his head. “More packed than usual. Word got around about that new song you just played. People were asking for it before you even started.”

He pauses, voice flat but not cold. “Local paper wants you guys in the morning. Small one. Tokyo Underground Echo. The interview is here. Nothing big, but they’re running something.”

Kenji nods once, sipping his beer. Naoki shrugs, tasting the sour. Toru hums the riff under his breath. Ryu lifts his glass higher, the fizz catching the low light. “Let ’em come. We’re ready.”

The room keeps humming around them.

LOFTERMATH

The streets are quieter now, neon bleeding into wet pavement as they walk back. The air is cooler, carrying the faint smell of rain and fried food from the late-night stalls. A black SUV glides past at a crawl, headlights cutting the dark. Naoki’s eyes flick toward it, just a second, then forward again. No one says anything.

The loft door creaks open, same as always. Inside, it is the usual mess. Futons shoved against walls, ashtrays overflowing, empty cans stacked on the windowsill like trophies. The single bulb overhead throws long shadows across the room.

Ryu jumps straight onto the couch, sprawling back, arms wide. “Fuck, I’m dead.” The others drop more carefully. Naoki sinks into the armchair, legs stretched. Toru perches on the edge of the coffee table. Kenji stays on his feet by the kitchen counter, still on duty.

Naoki rubs his face. “That interview tomorrow. Small paper, but still. We gotta look good.”

Kenji nods, letting him finish. Then he speaks, voice even. “We keep it simple. Talk the music, the set, how we write together. No big stories. Answer straight, don’t ramble. Let them fill in the rest.”

Toru smiles a little, hopeful. “Second one in two weeks. Starting to feel real.”

Ryu sits up on his elbows. “They’re just trying to get more eyes on us. Publicity’s good. But it comes with the other shit too. People watching, talking. You know how it goes.”

Kenji meets his eyes. “It does. But we need it. More shows, more money. Enough to start our own thing eventually. Independent label. No one telling us what to do.”

Quiet conversation rolls for a few moments. Toru mentions a contact who might help with recording. Naoki wonders if they should change the set order for the next gig. The room fills with low voices, overlapping, comfortable.

Then Ryu grins, leaning forward. “Anyway, we couldn’t make it this far without my beautiful face carrying the load.”

Naoki snorts, grabs a bottle cap from the table, flicks it at him. It pings off Ryu’s shoulder. “Your face? I’d trade it for a decent high note.”

Ryu laughs, lunges to grab him. They start up again, half-wrestling, half-shoving, couch springs creaking. Toru hums the opening riff of Kicked In, fingers drumming light on the table, keeping time under the chaos.

Kenji rolls his eyes, pushes off the counter. He pours himself a drink from the bottle on the shelf, leans back behind the makeshift bar area, and watches. The room hums with them. Laughter, the low clink of glass.


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