Fading Feelings

"Why am I not better?What is wrong with me?,Music is my life?,But why I'm I not serious?"Lui voiced out in her room.Painted Purple at the top and Black at the bottom;Paintings and words being written placed on the wall making a Good impression of a tomboy.

By the side of Lui's Room you can find a studio,She is actually a simple Girl who loves everytime around her simple,With the loud bang coming from the speakers,(Smile by Juice Wrld)Plays slowly as the phone vibrates.

"Hey Mia"Said Lui trying to sound normal but her voice was still sounding flat.

"L why are you sounding down?"Replied Mia on the other side.

"I actually want to tell you about Edith's Birthday Partyyyyy,It going to be fun all the hot boys will be there and you know what?"

"No"

"Brian will be there"

What is there to be excited about is not like his the king of the school"Lui said as she rolled her eyes but quickly switched the call to speaker as she reduced the sound of the song playing.

While Mia kept talking all about Prom,The After Party,And how her make off will be.

"Jes!!! You are killing me Mia"As she walked over to the sofa holding her phone

"And lastly I can I ask you something personal?,Don't ignore me this time!,Mia warned

Lui was silent for some minute trying to picture her face,How she walks,The dresses she wears.

"Lui..." Mia voice came from the phone."What is on you mind,And how are you thinking about please don't tell me is My Brian?" Asked Mia trying to know what is on her mind.

To be honest i don't actually like guys I do before but all of a sudden it change at High School when i first met her;Cute,Funny,Smart,Playful and one last thing she makes me smile a lot.Let me introduce myself I'm Pascal Lui from an Wealthy family but trying hard to make a name for myself growing up my parents got divorced and i started staying with my Dad,Mr Pascal.

*Smiles* My Dad is actually not a CEO but actually a Manager of Offshore Limited.Cold but smiles when nesscessary,Talks Less,Earn enough to see his kids through Education.But he is not committed,Me seeing my Dad's lifestyle i stopped trusting boys who are around me but I do trust my brothers,Making a living is hard people saying but I always have things easy or if I can't get it I save towards it,I'm actually in Grade 12 attending Maxwell High not being able to pass the final exam for my last class I was supposed to repeat but my Dad let me make my decisions right from 10 years of age.

I said "I don't want to go back there"is actually My 13 years old self talking trying to run from my mistakes.

Then I went over for the entrance exam my dad always tell me to read,But I do try my best that all I say,Until the result came out i failed!,I totally failed!,It was actually shocking for me.Then i completely accepted myself as a failure, I got a text in the morning from my iphone 15 Pro then it was my admission letter telling me about putting me on trial it did gave me hope not full tho,I hurriedly went to tell my Dad but he didn't look surprised and just there I was became aware that all these was his doing.I resumed High School.

The first day was not actually worth mentioning just my new classmate staring and chatting all about my fashion sense it was terrible.Making friends is not really my thing.

I sat alone for a while when a Girl tapped my back to get my attention.

"Hi I'm Mia" Said the Girl seating next to me

"Hey,I'm Lui,I'm actually new here so.."Lui replied sounding scared.

Mai *chuckled*

"Scared kitty?,No need to worry I got your back Girl!!!"

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Lui was out of words as her jaw downed displaying her perfectly set of white teeth. It was actually the first time someone has been this polite and free with her and she loved it.

"Hello?,Are you there?Lui right?"Questioned Mia who was actually staring at Lui in her shocked state."Hey..."Mia said as she tapped Lui by her shoulder.

"Yes?,Oh sorry I'm just getting to emotional.Please don't mind my manners"Replied Lui who quickly apologies.

"No worries,I like you,I really like you"Mia spoke leaving Lui silent for a minute.

"*Damn*,She is like a Goddess,So Gorgeous,And I love the way she speaks,The way she said those words I feel kissing her right now those lips...."Lui was actually in her own world.

When Mia called "Lui?"

"Ye..ah.."Lui replied as she took her eyes off Mai trying to arrange herself.

"Ha ha"Mia laughed for a while before asking "You think I'm pretty right?,No need to tell me I know.My mom do say it"Mai voiced loud which cut the attention of the boys at the back.

"What is Mia doing with the new Girl?"Asked Adrian from behind sitting next to him was actually the hottest boy in school Brian a notorious playboy,kind hearted but never takes any girl seriously."I guess there are having a Little girls talk"Brian replied mockly as he gently removed two of his button making his chest half exposed,While he sat down facing the other direction where the girls were seating.

"Hey look it's brian"Sasha said thinking brian was looking at her direction,"I thinking his looking at me " she turned to her friend Jane to ask about her makeup

"J how it my lipstick is it enough or should I add more, Is my color too dark.How I'm I looking?"Sasha was trying to looking gergous for her crush.

"Sasha,Brian is not looking this way his eyes are on the new girl over there"Jane was pointing at the direction as she explained the situation for her friend to understand.

"What!"Sasha shouted making her classmate turn towards her direction.

"Sasha you have to calm down is not like she is stealing him away from you; And besides no one dare to mess with your man! Everyone in Maxwell High knows how much you love Brian"Jane actually said that to make Sasha happy, Deep down Jane knows it's not true.

"I know right?,Guess what how about we go for some shopping,There is actually this new mall I want us to try"Sasha was now grinning wide thinking of all the new dresses that she will try on.