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“You make me vulnerable
Through your love,
I cannot defend myself against you
And that scares me,
More than anything else”
"Mriana....”
You called me with a demeanour of dominance and possessiveness.
I am scared to face you. But my other self wanted to touch you and feel you, yet, the fear and terror caused the resistance to take control of me.
Tears overflowing, the horrifying dread devouring me, the helplessness that engulfed me, look how you exceedingly effect me.
I looked at you with my sorrowful and teary eyes. Those demonic, silver ones staring back at me, portrayed the hunger and beastly desire within you.
You moved towards me, causing me to do the opposite.
You knew very well, how much you make me fear; how defenseless I am when it comes to you, and my crave for you.
You enjoy it; you relish doing this to me for it contents your pleasure.
Now there’s no way I can go against you as your arms enclosed me, hands placed on the wall. All I could do was obey your wicked dominance.
"Mriana, look at me. Now.” You commanded. Your words bore superiority and the impatience which you tried to conceal but it was naively expressed.
I didn’t look. I cannot look at you. You make my heart race like never before and I hate that you were the leading source of it. The fact which breaks me apart is that you are unreachable...
My heart cries for you, it wants to hear those entrancing three words from your mouth; however, at the end, it forces itself to wait for this wish to come true in a miraculous day.
You forced me to look at you, grabbing my jaw harshly. Why can’t you sense these feelings that harbor in my heart? They are scratching its frail walls for being conveyed, they have gone insane and wild. Please stop, and feel me. Feel my love; feel my passion. I want you so much.
“N-no, please...I-I can’t.” I sobbed, out of words for expressing how I felt.
However, your looks pierced my fragile frame, causing me to feel numb and naked.
Your face drew closer, hot breath tempting my ear; at this rate, my rib cage wouldn’t be able to survive the undying beating of the heart.
"It’s just the beginning ...sweetheart..” You whispered malignantly, amorously nipping my earlobe, proceeding downwards with kisses that left me needy .
My heart blended with different sentiments.
I was tempted by you, that’s one thing I couldn’t deny; although, horror conquered my mind.
My heart felt so gleeful to just hear your voice...the voice that called for me. Felicity is what took over my emotions.
Though my heart was oblivious, my mind wasn’t as it knew that I was engaging myself to a vicious creature and once I give myself to him then there’s no way he would let go of me, for he finally found the pleasure his hunger and thirst were holding restlessly on for.
Although the consequences were well perceived by me, I can’t bring myself to resent you. If I lost you, I wouldn’t be able to survive the brutal destiny.
Kim Taehyung, we both are in need of each other, for we know what perilous path we have chosen, which would bestow the inevitable hazard upon us.
I n e v i t a b l e H a z a r d
[ A FORBIDDEN NOVEL ]
K I M T A E H Y U N G
She had a weakness for his hand on her neck, his words in her heart; neither of which she had the will to refuse.
—“Forbidden; an enduring temptation, irresistible passion and a captivating spell. When you have its sensation caressing your heart, what would you do to stop the agonizing desires?”
