Chapter 01 : Unknown
➵❝ Losing people for me, is a constant cycle. No one ever sticks, I never knew it’d end like this. ❞
" - pretty cameras, baby pretty cameras. I’m I glamorous, tell me I’m I glamorous ? ”
I was singing while drawing some circles in the void using my fingers tips, I just woke up and I’m already tired..I wish I could sleep more but unfortunately I can’t because I have to go to school today, since it’s Monday. Well then I should get up and get ready..or nah, I’ll stay in my bed sleeping like a koala instead of going to school it’s much better.
I finally got up and came to this fucking boring lyceum and here I am walking through the hallways silently without paying attention to anyone, I’m simply too tired to talk and smile today I’m really in a bad bad mood and gOD I REALLY MISS MY BED ; So I just try to get to class as soon as possible without starting any discussions with anyone, I’m afraid they’d ask me why I’m in a crappy mood and I really have no time to give explications to anyone, that’s not my fault if I’m so lazy huh ?
once the class door crossed I head directly along the class with my head looking down I wanna sit in the back today, after having comfortably placed myself in my chair I put my head in my arms to pretend that I’m sleeping like that nobody will dare to come to me and bother me with his problems, especially that I’m not the type of girl who loves talking too much also I think people talk too much to say nothing anyway, sometimes people are talking to me and in my mind I’m just like “shut up, shut up, shut up....blah blah blah blaaah.”
My classmates are so noisy ; I raise up my head from my arms to look at them with my super jaded head of the morning and then I see everyone who are busy doing something there are those who are sitting on the tables talking, laughing, there are those who are copying their lesson, there are those who are pissing off the others by making fun of them, but the thing that I don’t understand is how they can be full of energy like this in the morning ? whereas I the only thing I can do right now is merely thinking how I can go home, to find my adored bed, and sleep for hours, no FOR DAYS. Yeah I know I’m not really an interesting person, I constantly keep my mouth shut and my mind are always in the clouds thinking about some stupid things that’s why people don’t try to engage any discussions with me because I always end up letting them talk by themselves or not answering them because I always feel uncomfortable, school is really like really not for me even if I’m a good student..School is supposed to be a place where we can make friends, a place where we can learn about life and all those stuff, but for me it’s was the opposite : school is hell for me, it become for me a place where you’re judged on the way you are, a place where you get tested on what you have recently learned, school is no longer a learning place for me, that’s all. Thank god I have friends that still helps me and supports me 24/24h, besides, I always remember the day where I’ve met Rin, Tyler, Lana and José I also remember that I didn’t want to be friends with them but they haven’t stop running after me and asking me if I could join them in their table in the lunchroom of the school at noon, I kept saying " No, I won’t I’m busy.” Those words was my terrible excuse -my escape- that I gave them to let me in peace, but they never gave up. So I decided one day I don’t how I did it but I brought myself over their table, I can tell you that their reaction when they saw me made me laugh so so much but they we’re happy that I’ve finally came to them. Well you can say that it was really difficult for me to adapts with them because in the beginning I was too shy to talk to them because of their characters who we’re funny, cool, friendly, like everything ; but all my opposite, so it was a little bit intimidating but with the time and with their help of course I learned how to be more comfortable with them and now we’re best friends gosh I can’t believe it..I’m so grateful to have them in my life.
I lightly shake my head to chase those thoughts of my mind cuz I must concentrate on the lesson since the teacher just came in, but it’s completely missed..DAMN IT why should something catch my attention right now while I was planning to concentrate ? if only it was a thing, but it was a person.. the person who are sitting in front of me, but how didn’t I noticed when he sat down in front of me ? It’s so weird, is he a ghost or something like that ? Argh mia don’t be stupid..I sigh loudly while letting one of my small hands passing in my hair with my eyes closed, “it’s so frustrating.” in addition to that I can’t even see his face from here to figure out if I do know him or no, the only thing I can see is his smooth black raven hair that looks like coal and who gives me a crazy craving to caress them for so long..argh it annoys me so much.
-Two hours later.-
Finally we can rest from those two hours of history we had, I slowly stretch myself to be capable to get up and go join my friends outside the class without any problems, but fate decided otherwise since the boy on who I was talking about earlier turned to face me, his eyes were on something else but not on me I took advantage of the fact that he was looking elsewhere to peacefully detail his face ; his hair was slightly falling on his forehead that’s what gave him a little childish look, his white skin looks like cotton who must really be pleasant to touch, he has a scar on his left cheek I wonder how did he got it..he might have gotten the scar at childhood, maybe. he has a cute little nose, and a rosie lips who just look like two beautiful strawberry, and by chance our eyes met, and I couldn’t definitively get off my eyes from his, they were too pleasant to look at ; his eyes are beautiful they carry in them this brilliance which we can’t see nowhere, we can observe his soul oscillate and suddenly appear bigger and better reflected through thin walls, they are adorned with eyelashes that look like they were drew by festive angels who far from all reason, laughing loudly have given him children’s eyelashes, but we can also see that he’s carrying a lot of sadness and pain in him, but no one is helping him to get better..I softly bite my lips before seeing him smiling sadly at me.
- Don’t bite those cherry lips like that princess.. He whispered.
I just look away while blushing as hell, I hide my face with my hands before getting up from my chair and leave the class, just to ignore what he just said.
It’s the first time that I see this boy in the class, is he new or..? No, I don’t think so I haven’t just noticed him that’s all. I foolishly smile while putting my hand on my heart who’s betting really fast I think I’ll care about him from now on since he’s mysteriously mysterious and I’m so curious I wanna know more about him..even if I don’t know his name.
“- I wanna discover him.”
