Chapter 1
Ana POV
I have married the love of my life, had 2 beautiful children with my husband Christian Grey. We have been married close to five years and somewhere on the last year or so something has changed.
My husband isn’t around much anymore, staying more at his penthouse at Escala then at our home on the sound. I suspect he is cheating on me, and I wish I was stronger than to allow it to happen but with the ways things have changed for me that he isn’t aware of, I refuse to allow him to win with hurting me or acknowledgement of his predilections.
I am going to Bellevue to see mom and dad, taking the kids with me and Sawyer as well. I come here every few days for mom to help me and dad to look after the kids. Sawyer doesn’t know where we go for hours, he assumes it’s shopping or girls time. If only he knew. “Sawyer make sure you stay here with Carrick and the kids. Grace and I will be back in a few hours. If Christian calls I will be home this evening”. “Yes Mrs Grey”. I hate when they call me that. We get to the door and mom is waiting for me. “Are you ready to go Ana”? I nod and Carrick walks over to hold me gently. He doesn’t want me to bruise or hurt myself. “Thanks for watching the kids again dad”. “Ana you know I love watching these two little monsters. Just take it easy this time”. I nod and leave with mom.
We arrive at the doctor’s office for my appointment. Mom states “I hope we get good news today my dear”. I nod in agreement, too afraid to speak my thoughts. We check in and wait for Dr Lee to call us back. The nurse calls my name and we head back. We go straight back to her office and that doesn’t bode well for me. The doctor walks in and sits behind the desk. “Mrs Grey Dr Trevelyn-Grey wonderful to see you both today. How are you feeling today”? “Still have blurred vision and dizzy spells. But the nausea has gotten worse and my balance is getting worse”. She nods and looks into my eyes. “From the scan we did the other day, before your treatment, there has been no change, if anything it has gotten worse. I’m afraid that there isn’t much more we can do. We went in and got as much as we could. We placed the wafers and have done about 10 rounds radiation. Nothing has happened. I’m afraid my dear you have a few months at best before”....I hold up my hand. “I understand what your saying. How much worse will it get”? “Not much from what your experiencing now, just more pain and confusion”. “How long”? “I’d say 3 months give or take”. I shudder and look at mom. “Ana dear we will be there for you until the end. I will make sure it is as painless as possible”. “I am writing at prescription for you to Grace for morphine and fentanyl for pain. Also Phenergan for nausea. Would you like to schedule another appointment to follow up”? “I don’t think so. Not much of a point now. Grace will watch me and worse comes to worse, shell admit me into a hospice facility”. Dr Lee nods and wishes me well and apologies for not being able to do more.
We walk out of the office and into the car and I lose it. “Ana we will look after you, you need to tell him now. This may make things change”. I shake my head. “Mom he has been cheating for over a year, hasn’t realized I’ve had brain surgery. Hasn’t noticed I’ve lost weight and my appearance has changed. He obviously doesn’t care any longer. Can dad draw up some documents for me now that things have changed”? “I’m sure he will dear. You know we love you and the kids, and I don’t like what Christian is doing. We will do whatever it takes to make you comfortable for the next few months. Are Jason and Gail aware of what’s going on”? “Unfortunately yes, I’ve had a few issues that I’ve needed help with. They think things are getting better, I don’t know how to tell them”. We drive in silence back to Bellevue, to the lights of my life, my kids.
Christian POV
I have changed so much over the last couple of years. I have taken a submissive without informing my wife. She doesn’t know I have not slept with her, I have her around to help ease the darkness that has ensued my life lately. She has changed also. She has become secretive and closed off towards me. There are times I am actually working late, not being dishonest. The stock of the company has taken a hit and I am trying to get things back to where they were. No one in the family knows what has been going on, I haven’t shared anything with anyone. The family has also changed towards me a bit. They are warm with Ana and the kids but with me there is reservation. Even with my staff, it’s like they have something they are keeping from me.
I look at the time and notice I haven’t heard from Sawyer or Taylor all day. I decide to call Taylor to see what my wife I’d up to. “Taylor” “Mr Grey”? “Are Ana and the kids home”? “No sir they left with Sawyer to Bellevue hours ago”. “Do you know when they will be home”? “No sir. Anything else”? “That’s all”. Taylor disconnects the call. He knows what I have been doing and doesn’t approve, he is more loyal to Ana than myself now a days. I contact Sawyer to see when my family will be home. “Sawyer”. “Mr Grey”? “Are you with Ana and the kids”? “I am with the kids sir, Mrs Grey and Dr Grey have left for some girl time. They should be back shortly”. I frown at this. “Why are you not with my wife”? “Her orders sir”. “From now on, I want you with her wherever she goes”. “Yes sir”. “Let me know when you are returning home”. I hang up furious at Sawyer. I call my wife and it goes to voicemail. I am worried. Calling my mother I actually get a response “Hello Christian”. “Mother is Ana with you”. “Yes dear she is with me, we are returning from shopping”. “I tried calling her and it went to voicemail”. “Her phone died dear. Is there something you needed to talk to her about”. “Nothing specific just miss hearing the sound of her voice”. She scoffed and I’m taken aback. “She is resting right now, I will have her call you when we get home dear”. “Mother are you upset with me”? “Christian this is not something I wish to discuss right now. I love you dear and will have Ana contact you”. She disconnects with me and I am taken aback. What is going on here? I finish up my work and head home to the house on the sound.









don’t forgive him Ana if he hasn’t notice all the changes in you and your body and he has not even pay attention to you is because he’s been cheating on you,then he doesn’t deserves you he never did
Well, that is a little selfish and unfair to him as well.