Chapter 1
Ragged breaths echoed in the room on a cold winter night .The room is filled with sounds of moans of two star-crossed lovers .The emotions filling the room is damp and moist yet warm as an early morning filled with bright rays of the sun. There are clothes lying on the floor of the room; the sheets, pillows and blankets dishevelled in the bed, where two lovers joins their bodies and souls. The hearth burns but the lovers’ embers burns even brighter and hotter. The cold air around them warms and evaporates with every breath they took. Even the cold weather is filled with envy, at the warmth emanating from the room. The snow itself would like to bask in their love making.
Moments before that......
The need burning in his eyes is so pure but filled with questions too. I could not deny the fact that I felt something in me. I don’t know what it is but I am sure I have never felt this emotion. The moment we entered the room, I couldn’t feel anything but warm and my heart begins beating in fast rhythms. He looks at me and something tells me that he don’t want to talk about anything right now, rather he wants something else.
‘But what could I give? ’ rings in my head. I shake my head at that strange thought. But before I recovered, he stands so close to me I could feel his warm chest as he hugs me. I opened my eyes shocked at his action. I look up at him to ask what he was doing. Still, he hugs me with greater force. I could only stand there feeling his body so close to me. I swear if he looks at me he’d notice that I was blushing the whole time. I feel confused that his heart beats in rhythm with mine. He is never one to be nervous in any situation. Hearing his heart beating so fast in his chest makes me feel loved.
’Does he love me?’I couldn’t dare imagine him loving me. The man has never liked anything in the past months I have been with him. He releases me making me realise I had been holding my breath. He cups my cheeks and looks me in the eye. For the love of me, I couldn’t dare refuse him eye contact .Looking into his eyes; with him holding me close, I felt safe and warm; for the most part happy. At that moment I realised, he makes me happy for no damn perfect reason. And then before a smile forms on my lips he speaks the words in soft whispers that I had to replay the words in my head.
“I love you.”He repeats making me feel lightheaded just with those words. I couldn’t find words to answer.’ How am I supposed to answer when he’s making me feel out of myself?’
“Tell me, do you love me?”He asks me, his voice just a whisper in the back of my head.
Right now, smiling is the only thing I could do. I nod my head, eyes closed; once, twice. When I opened my eyes, I was shocked when his lips met mine. But I slowly give in as he deepened the kiss. I have never felt so alive .The man who I never imagined could love, loves me. Just a kiss from him sends all these feelings inside me. Suddenly, all I want is to be closer. I never thought I would want someone to come close to me. Soon I held my arms around his neck pulling him closer all the while feeling his lips devour me, sending chills all over me. But the one thing that kept me on was his warmth. It was enough to make me feel hot all over. I bet he feels a lot more than what I’m feeling for he lifts me up making me wrap my legs around his waist. That action alone ignites something inside me. The feeling is so amorous when I became close with something in his pants that I unintentionally release a heavy breath. He felt it too that he nearly lose his grip on me. With me feeling intense, I chose to kiss him with all might, all the more wrapping my legs tighter around him. He returns the same with greater passion I feel like I’m losing the game; only that it’s not. I didn’t realise he had pushed me up against the wall of the room to keep me close, steady in his grip. All I could think about is how soft and warm his lips are with the ways he is making me feel all over my body. My chest heaves up and down with my heart beating so loud it was hard not to feel his need between my legs. He places his palm on the back of my waist with the other holding my neck in place just as he wants it. He kisses my neck and down to give me some air when I felt I couldn’t breathe .I took this moment to move my hips up and down, repeating the motion that made me want to take off all his clothes. Feeling it too, he abruptly stops his kisses to release heavy grunts as I keep on rubbing up and down. I shuddered at the feeling bursting at the action. We had not yet taken our clothes off but I feel so much inside me that I pull his face up to look at me. With our heads just a touch apart I told him the words I never thought I would tell anyone.
“Make love to me.”Those words made him smile as he close his eyes for a brief moment before he replies looking at me.
“I intend to even if you didn’t ask.”Those were his words before he pulls off my sweater and I, his. His lips were on mine again after he places me down on the bed. He undid my zipper and skims my jeans out my legs all the while giving me tingles with his touches. I , for my part, move my fingers down his bare chest with each touch making his breath uneven. I kept touching down with him kissing me, until I get a hold of his zip, loosened it helping him toss it down on the floor like he did mine. We didn’t lose any moment as he bent down giving me the kiss of my life. I could only place my palms on his chest which vibrated with his love for me. I became hungry for him that I wrap my legs around him again, which makes his breath uneven. I don’t know how long he can keep on kissing me without us becoming one. All I could think about is how crazy I need him right now, him kissing me leaves me senseless .He traces his kisses down my cleavage along my stomach and down. I only wrap my legs around him tighter as I curve against him with the need to be in contact with him and his lips. He grabs the hem of my panty and pulls it down ever so swiftly while I undid the hooks of my bra and took it off, getting impatient waiting for him to do it. I swear at that moment he looks at me with such intense eyes that I know for sure he wants me more so than I could even imagine. The next moment he’s kissing me with so much hunger, I felt nothing but more love for this man. I didn’t notice him removing his boxers until I felt something rub in between my legs slowly which made me instantly wrap my legs around him; only now nothing in between us with our centres touching. I feel so turned on at this feeling of him .He was so hard as it throbbed in my centre as I kept on grinding on him, holding him tight. He has a lot of control though it is evident from his heavy breaths that he’s about to lose control in a matter of seconds.
“You’re ....dri...driving me ....crazy.”He could hardly finish his words before he plunge it deep into me without warning to which my breath caught in my throat as it entered and became in contact around the walls inside me. This surge of emotion passed inside me and I felt it curl my toes and for a moment my hands lose its grip before I held him tighter and my fingers grip his hair. This made him feel more as he began to slide in and out in swift motions. I felt I could only submit to this feeling that he makes me feel. I bit my lip to muffle my uncontrolled moans but I couldn’t.
“Ohh...ahh..ah..hehh..hh..hehh..ohhh!!!”He keeps on thrusting it into me, I’m about to lose the grip my legs have around him. But to my surprise I only need him more; to keep him going on as he makes love to me. I try to kiss him and tell him I love him, but him inside me is making me so hot that our lips just touches each other unable to make full passionate kisses. With time and him still going in and out but deeper, our bodies gleam with sweat and he holds me up to sit on him, with him still inside me. He holds my waist and kisses my breasts one after another as I held on to his broad shoulder. I motion my hips in rhythms as he moans with heavy breaths. As he plunges deeper, I had to push him a bit away as with the pace he is going it is hard to hold on to him. Every time he goes a bit deeper, I shudder at the intense feeling that bursts. Our bodies glisten with sweat and our centres squeezes so much juice out; the faint sounds of skin slapping against each other echoes; filled with so much passion, there is heat emanating from our bodies. I kept on grinding with him filling me so full, so tight I feel I might collapse from the delicious trembling sensation. My mouth feels dry from his passionate thrusts that drains my strength and makes me feel weak but so high I could feel the tip of his member touching every spot.
“Go slow.”He tells me with such hardness inside me, I could hardly hear him with the loud moans he is giving me. “This feels so good.”He don’t want me to go slow, he only wants me deeper. I could tell he is lying partly; for I would give away everything just to make him hard inside me giving me this delicious feeling I could only gasps for more air to keep on going until I feel a shot of feeling bursting inside me making me collapse on him. He held me close in his arms holding me tight. Both of us breathing heavily, trying to calm our racing hearts. He lays me down on bed once again, with soft kisses on my cheeks. He looks at me in the eye.
“Are you tired?”He asks me but I don’t think he wants to listen to me talking about how tired I feel after all that. I simply shake my head no. “I love you so much.”He makes my heart skip a beat.”Ever since I met you, you always appear in my head with those lovely eyes of yours and these lips” he pauses before kissing me once more, ”I could kiss them until you want my kisses no more.” He shivers at my palm touching his face.”Just your touch makes me feel all this feelings I don’t think I can stop myself every time you’re around me, touching me; even the slightest touch ignites my very need for the touch of your skin, our bodies.”
“I didn’t know you felt that way.”I admit a bit surprised at his revelation.”I never thought you’d like me.”
“Now that you know, I’ll show you every little thing I’ve always wanted to do to you.”He grins as he sways the strands of hair out from my face and leans in to give me another breathtaking kiss. His warm lip moulds mine, in soft and warm kisses. His fingers grazes my thigh and moves over my waist making me want him all over again .I could feel the desire building up all over again. In an instant, my breath caught in my throat when he entered inside me again. My hands on his back were trembling with such intensity .His member juiced my centre so much my mouth felt dry, I had to gasp for breath to wet my lips. His breath became ragged and he too seemed out of breath but his pace didn’t waver. He thrusts so deep and with such great force that I reach my hand towards south to hold him back from thrusting too deep. But I failed since my touch accelerated his need and hunger so much that he begins thrusting deeper and faster. I cried out in sweet delirious moans that only turned him on so much more to the point I couldn’t take it any longer.
“Oh..uh ...hhh...mmmm...mmmmm..ah!!!!”I bite his shoulder to muffle my sweet moans of love he’s making me feel .Oh my God! He is a beast; I could only sink into this haze of love he is giving me.
“Ahh...ah..ah..ah..ah...ahhahhhh...!!!”He couldn’t control his breathing; it was a great feeling to hear sounds of his moan while thrusting into me like I’m the only girl in the whole world.
As he keeps on thrusting into me like a beast in heat in need of only one thing. The one thing being inside me; so full and itching the nerves inside me, I could feel it even in my bones. I could feel every inch of his big hard member grinding my feminine walls making me itch for more of him. I feel the tip of his hard member touching sweet spots inside me. I want him to fill me with his warm addictive amorous fluid that keeps me wanting to make his member enter deep into me. The sensation is indescribable, it is beyond any feeling I have ever felt. He entwines our fingers and holds it tight making me give in to his hunger. He thrusts deeper and faster for minutes until he reach his own climax and falls completely spent and limp on top of me and releases me from his sweet agony he made me endure. He then kisses my temple before holding me in his chest; a blanket covering our spent but satisfied bodies. He looks at me with lots of unspoken words.
“I’m sorry I went too fast, I just couldn’t control myself.”He says eyes glancing away from me; his shame evident in his eyes. I admit he was too fast but it’s just his way of showing love I guess.
“It was worth it. I loved every second of it.”I replied instead.”Although I hope you wouldn’t just be satisfied with just tonight.” I teased him. But to tell the truth, I’m starting to feel a little bit sore down there. He was big for me.
“Oh! Believe me tonight was just the beginning. I’d have to say you wouldn’t be able to sit or walk, with me doing things to you; especially being inside you.”He gives me that sly smirk of his which I’ll have to get used to it in the future. If he has anything more to show me, I don’t know what it is that he hadn’t showed me to-night. We finally drift off to sleep; even in my dreams he makes me moan with his love-showing.
