1: Hello there, is anyone there?
Jina’s P.O.V
Why wasn’t I good enough for him? Like, what did I do for him to do this? Was I too clingy? Too annoying? Or maybe he just didn’t love me anymore... well fuck him! Fuck him! I was walking down in the sidewalk in the rain, while crying, I know I shouldn’t be crying over him, but I loved him how can I not cry? As I was walking I heard footsteps following me, and I stop and I turn around to see nobody there
“Eunwoo?! If this is you, this ain’t funny!” I exclaim and then the thunder clapped and I jump, and then I started walking again, and I heard footsteps again, and I stop and turn around again “Okay, come on out, cause this isn’t funny!” I yell, and then I see someone with a umbrella come out from behind a building but they looked familiar, and I realized it was one of my best friends, Park Jaehyung, but most people just call him Jae, wait, was he following me? “Jae, were you following me?” I ask and he looked down
“Umm, no?” He said, but it sounded like a question and I rolled my eyes
“You were.” I say
“I saw the whole thing, with you and Eunwoo.” He said awkwardly, and I look down, “I’m sorry, Ji.” He told me and I nod slightly ‘Don’t cry! Don’t cry! Don’t cry!’ I thought
“It’s o-okay.” I say but my voice cracked at the end, then I feel tears well up in my eyes, and I let out a sob, and I completely broke down crying, and I walked over to Jae, and hugged him, not caring that I was completely wet because of the rain
“It’s okay, Jina, you don’t need him, he’s a jerk.” He says, and I sniffle, not completely believing him.
“B-But, I love him.” I tell him, and he sighs, and that made me sad
“Yeah, I know, but Ji, I don’t know if you heard what he said, but I did, he’s a complete jerk. Just because he’s the most popular and good looking guy in school, doesn’t mean he can just break your heart like that.” He told me and I laugh
“You sound like my brother.” I tell him
“Well, we have been friends for like ever, I know everything about you.” He says and I thought about it, me and Jae have been friends since like birth, since our moms knew each other since High School, and Jae is best friends with my brother Jimin.
“Can I stay with you tonight?” I ask him
“Of course,: He says to me and I smile, “Come on, let’s go.” He says and we started walking to his house.
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NEXT DAY:
I hate when people look at me. I just hate it. I know what they’re thinking ‘Why does she have to look like that?’ ‘Why is she so awful?’ ‘She should just go kill herself.’ I know what they want, they want to see the bruises on my skin until it’s all purple and black. They want to see me cry, until I have no tears left. They want to see the cuts on my arms, until I have no blood left in them. I know it. I was walking to my locker, and I opened it, to see a picture of me and Eunwoo, and I sigh... I just wanted to know what I did. I blankly looked at the picture for a few seconds until the picture was gone ‘What the hell?’ I thought, and I look over to see Jae, with the picture in his hand
“Yah, give it back.” I demand and he just stood there, “Jae, give it back.” I say but he didn’t listen
“Ji, how are you gonna let him go if you still have this picture?” He asked me
“I really don’t care about that, so give me back the damn picture.” I say trying to get the photo, but he raised it above my head so I wouldn’t be able to reach it “Aish! Park Jaehyung, I hate you!” I yell as I’m trying to get the photo from him, damn, I hate 5′1!
“Okay fine here,” Jae says as he gives the photo back to me, and I was confused “I don’t want to hear ‘I hate you.’ come out of your mouth again.” He continued and I roll my eyes
“Oh my god, Jae, you know I love you.” I say, and I tape the picture back into my locker
“Okay, let’s go to class.” He told me, and I nod and we start walking to our class
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We walk into our class, and I saw a whole bunch of people looking at me, because I have Eunwoo for this class, and I feel embarrassed, and I look down at the floor, until I felt a hand intertwined with mine, and I look over to see Jae, and I furrow my eyebrows, and I look over to see people’s reactions, and they looked surprised and shocked
“Just trust me.” He told me and I nod and he walked us to our seat, and we both sat down, and everybody went back to their own thing when the teacher walked in
“Okay, what was that for?” I whisper to him and he shrugged
“I remember that always worked, when you felt sad or embarrassed, and I always tell you the same thing: to trust me. And you always do.” He says, and I smile
“Aigoo (Aw), I can’t believe you remember that.” I say in a cute voice while ruffling his hair which he hates, but since it’s me he smiled anyway
“Of course, I would.” He told me
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LUNCH:
Me and Jae were sitting with our friends, Sungjin, Wonpil, Dowoon, Brian, Nevaeh, and Yuri. We were talking about what song the band should perform, yeah Jae is in a band with Sungjin, Wonpil, Dowoon, and Brian, and they are called Day6. They did have 6 people in the band hence the name Day6, but no one can talk about it. So, anyway, Sungjin plays the rhythm guitar, Jae plays the guitar... sometimes raps, Brian plays the bass and raps, and Dowoon plays the drums. While me, Nevaeh, and Yuri, try to find gigs for these boys, but I actually have a job as a barista, and let me tell you I hate it! But, it’s the only way I can actually get money and job experience when I go into college, because I plan on being a writer or a songwriter. Nevaeh works at a bookstore, selling books, she also wants to be a writer, just writing, and let me tell you she is really good! Yuri, works at a music store, and she says she wants to be a singer, but she thinks that she doesn’t have a good voice, but her voice is amazing!
“So, do you guys have any lyrics written for a song you want to perform?” Nevaeh asked and they nodded and they gave us the paper and I began reading the song that was called “Congratulations”
Now you won’t even pick up my calls
Instead of you, I hear a dull voice
There are always hard days
But you can’t win over that moment and you look for an alternative
Let’s take some time
When I heard that
I understood it exactly as it sounded
That we should take some time
Congratulations, you’re so amazing
Congratulations, how could you be so fine?
How could you
trample on me?
I see your smiling face, I guess you forgot everything
When you said let’s take some time
When you said let’s think about it
You looked into my eyes and made me believe you
Like this
How could you be so fine?
How could you trample on me?
I see your smiling face as you completely forgot about me
As you’re being so happy
How is he? Is he better than me?
Did he erase all your memories about me?
Yes, your happiness is all that matters
No, I’m not gonna tell a lie like that
Why should I wish you happiness
When you’re the one who left me?
I don’t give a
Congratulations, you’re so amazing
Congratulations, how could you be so fine?
How could you
trample on me?
I see your smiling face, I guess you forgot everything
When you said let’s take some time
When you said let’s think about it
You looked into my eyes and made me believe you
Like this
How could you be so fine?
How could you trample on me?
I see your smiling face as you completely forgot about me
As you’re being so happy
Seriously wow girl congratulations
It didn’t take you long, you’re such a hotshot
Huh, I saw your picture on the Internet
Are you that happy?
Your smile goes up to your ears
For me, my heart still hurts every time I breathe
But it’s good that you’ll never be in pain
Because even if you break up with him
You’ll just
start a new love again
Congratulations, how could you do this?
Congratulations, you won’t ever come back to me
I don’t even expect it
I don’t know how well you’ll live without me
When you said let’s take some time
When you said let’s think about it
You trapped me inside this waiting
And only you are free
Leave me
Go to him
As if a guy like me never existed
You’ve fallen in love
“Wow, this is good.” I say and Nevaeh and Yuri agreed, Brian writes all these songs, and I’m just like damn, who the hell hurt you, for you to write these lyrics?
“Yeah, all you have to is find the melody, and the beat, and you can perform this.” Yuri says and they nod, and I see this girl walk up to us, and I groan slightly
“Hey, Jina, so I heard that you and Eunwoo has broken up.” She says and I sigh
“Yeah, um, Sooah, that’s really none of your business.” Nevaeh says
“Oh, but, it really is, if he is my boyfriend.” She says and I look up from the table, I feel tears well up in my eyes and I let out a shaky breath, I look over to see Brian whisper something to Jae, and Jae stood up from his seat
“Umm, Jina, come on.” He says and I stood up from my chair, and he grabbed my bag, put his arm around me and we started walking out of the cafeteria. As we were walking, I looked over at Jae, and I felt myself blushing, but wait why?! I mean, I’ve been best friends with him since, we were like babies, so I can’t be doing this, cause that’s all we will be... best friends.
A/N
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