Scared To Love || Min Yoongi

It’s your last first day back at school.

Your name is Lee Y/N. You’re 17 and you’re an only child and you live with your mum. Your dad is never home because of business trips. When he does come home it’s for a short while before he has to go again. He works for a big company in Korea which you can’t remember the name of because you really don’t care.

6:30

You wake up to the agonising sound of your alarm clock. You’re not used to the sound, so you drift back off to sleep rather quickly after slamming the clock on the ground.

Well, gotta go shopping for a new one later.

About 10 minutes after a short sleep your covers go flying off and your eyes open wide in shock of the cold air. You shiver and sit up, it’s your mum looking very annoyed at you.

“Ughhh, what is it?” You grumble, flopping back on the bed in anger.

“What do you mean ’what is it?’!? You have school today! Now get up quickly and get dressed, I’ve laid out your clothes on the chair. Be down in 10 and I’ll take you to school”

You roll your eyes dramatically while your mum just chuckles and leaves your room.

You get up slowly but surely stretching until you hear you bones crack and your face filled with satisfaction. Then you go into your bathroom and have a brief shower, brush your hair until it’s semi-dry which took a few minutes longer than you thought it would. As soon as you got your uniform on you ran downstairs with your schoolbag which was just a plain black bag that your mum packed. She gave you your lunch after getting out the car to the entrance of your school.

“Thanks, mum!” You said with a smile.

“Are you walking home today, hun?” Your mum asked nicely.

“Sure, it’s been a while.” You say back immediately.

“Okay then, bye!” your mum waved from the now shut window and you waved back smiling. She drives off to work in the café a little while away, just for some money to survive.

“Y/N!?!” A voice screamed behind you. You turn around at the familiar sounding voice to reveal your best friend Min Nayeon. You’ve been friend with her since the second year in middle school, that’s when she joined that school with her brother, Min Yoongi. The biggest bully in this school. He goes lower than anyone I’ve known to bully and bullies his own sister and me, but we’re not his biggest targets. Thank God. He’s part of a group in school, they call themselves ‘Bangtan Boys’ I don’t get the name though but oh well.

“Y/N! Oh my Gosh! Where were you?!” Nayeon asked excitedly. “Uhhh, home? Sleeping?” I said with a ‘duh’ look plastered on my face. “You sound like Yoongi.” Nayeon giggled. I stood shocked and punched her arm slightly “Shut up, weirdo.” I chuckled. Nayeon laughed along with me until the bell rang. “What class have you got?” She asked. “Uh, math with Mr. Gong. You?“, “Ugh, we don’t have the same class together!” Nayeon said sadly, “I have History with a new, old teacher.” She sighed. I just giggled at her and went to my class and sat down in a seat in the back row. Hoping for no attention for the full year. Yeah, being in the centre of attention really isn’t your thing. You also hate crowds, most people and communication unless it’s with your friends or family. After about 5 minutes of just reading your ‘passing time book’ as you call it, the teacher walks in and starts the lesson. You don’t really pay attention to anything, you’re invisible in his class. Well, most classes. It’s good though, again, not much attention. All you hear the teacher say is “Yoongi, can you please pay attention?” and he said it very angry like he’s told him countless times. “What do you mean? She’s not paying attention whatsoever! I’m at least listening!” He pointed straight at me, attracting everyone eyes straight to me. At that very second, I wanted to curl into a ball and get swallowed by the floor. Mr. Gong thankfully saved me though by saying I was his top student, Yoongi just rolled his eyes away from me. I quietly sighed in relief as everyone had turned around... except Jungkook. Another member of ‘Bangtan Boys’... still don’t get the name. Anyway, Jungkook kept his eyes on me but I didn’t notice until I could feel someone staring at me, so I looked back at him and he just smirked before turning away. ‘Why was he staring at me? Oh no... he noticed me! Bye good reputation’. I got lost in my thoughts until the lunch bell rang. I grabbed my stuff quickly and threw my bag on my back and realised I was one of the last people to leave. There was just one person left... Jungkook. Oh God what’s going to happen? I just wanted to go meet Nayeon in the cafeteria. I speed walk to the door and was about to step into freedom before Jungkook grabbed my wrist and pulled me back, making me stumble backwards into his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight, so I couldn’t escape... I tried but he’s way too strong, like, wow. He chuckled at me struggling and just held me tighter. “Let go of me!” I yelled not to loud. He let go slightly but his arms were still around my waist. He turned me around to face him and then pushed me to a nearby wall by shoving shoulders back. I winced when my back hit the unexpected cold, rough wall. “Not until I do this.” He said smirking. All I could do was try and squirm around out of his grip. It didn’t work so I turned my head in the opposite direction while his face was getting quite close. I shut my eyes tight praying someone would help. THUD. I opened my eyes quickly as I heard someone drop, then I realised I’m out of Jungkook’s grip and I can move. “Are you okay?” A panting, male voice suddenly said behind me. I turned around quickly in shock to find...