Just the start
Are you deaf? Are you crazy? You're so weird, go be sad somewhere else. Go kill yourself. You shouldn't be here. Why are you alive? How can you look in the mirror, and still come out of your house? This is why you have no friends. Nobody cares about you. Nobody cares about what happens to you! Go cry to mommy and daddy, they don't care about you.
I have heard these many, many times. How does it feel? Terrible. Although, most of the time, I don't feel anything. I feel numb, I feel empty. I feel like there's nothing out there for me. What does happiness feel like? I don't know, you'd have to go back and ask 7 year old me. Here's my story....
My recovering story? I don't have that one....
