To the ones I never wanted to know
It hurt knowing this, thinking about it every day. You and me smiling and having fun, those times I use cherish, finding you just to be around you. We didn't have to speak or look, I just loved your presence.
Then something changed.
Something always changes, it's inevitable, but that doesn't mean I can't resist it. To lose you to the population of people. It hurt to watch you go and I hated the way you left. Leaving me, after so much. After so long.
Seeing you now, I feel nothing, I try not to look at what once was or what could have been. It will never be the same between you and me. Never the less, I could never hate you. No, I am far to weak to hate someone with my whole heart.
For it takes to much of my draining energy.
