Life Into Pages

Hey guys,

First of all thanks for clicking on this book and reading this. T start this book, here is one of the story idea I wrote a long time ago. Hope you guys like it.

Lost in my own thoughts, I didn't hear when the car has stopped. My driver’s voice brought me out my my thoughts. He informed me that we were at the entrance of the town and we’ll reach our destination soon.

I rolled the windows down and looked out, just in time to catch the name of the town on a huge board. One sight of this place was enough to bring back so many memories. Those memories came rushing down on me, making it harder to breathe. I was not looking forward to meet all the people living here, scared about what they will think of me.

Five years. It’s been nearly five years since I left. It feels weird to be back here when I once decided to never come back. It still looks the same. Surrounded by trees and mountains, it was still the most beautiful place I have ever seen in my life. People walking on the road turned to see who’s car it was. They were still not used to new people coming here. They gave just a glance at my passing car and went back to what they were doing previously.

So much time has passed and people here were still the same. Just a few modern things were added, showing the effect of urbanization. But, it still looks the same as I left it. Tears were threatening down to fall. But I somehow composed myself. It was not the time to be weak.

They won’t even recognize me. I look completely different. I now have the confidence that I lacked when I lived here. I was not a 16 years old, ugly girl anymore. I was a 22 year old woman with her own IT company. Going away from here proved to be one of the best decisions I have ever made. Due to living alone in a big city with no support has made me strong.

But the pain was still there. The pain of disappointing the people whom I loved so much. So many years have passed and the guilt was still eating me alive, not letting me live peacefully even for a day. I have everything now. Cars, a big house, everything. But it was never able to fill the void in my heart.

I broke every connection with my parents and friends when I left. I deleted all my social media accounts and changed my number. I made them forget about me. I made people think that I am dead. No one cared anyways so it didn't matter if I was still alive. I changed my name so that no one can search for me. It was easier to create a whole new identity and start new.

But now that I was back, it was becoming more real each passing second. I know that the people in this town know that a new person is coming to settle here but they don’t know who it is.

And I was going to make sure it stays that way. I will complete my work here and disappear again. Just like I did five years ago and still no one will care. I am not here to interrupt anyone’s life and I hope that I will be able to leave without anything drastic happening.