Chasing the Light
As I lay down trying to chase brightness
it keeps running away from me
and darkness always follows.
My heart cripples
and all the fears inside comes out alive,
chasing me.
How do I make them stop?
How do I chase the light?
That shining pure light,
which I so need in my life.
It makes everything alive and beautiful,
whereas darkness,
it makes me feel dead,
no beauty, no emotions, nothing.
This nothingness drives me crazy,
leaving me empty.
Emotions are slowly fading away,
going into nothingness.
Being pulled into the darkness,
not feeling anything,
slowly it takes my senses away.
Slowly I am fearing darkness.
I need that light,
that small ray of light visible far away.
I try and try
but its getting further and further away.
How do I get there?
How do I chase the light?
Just stop and relax
says my mind,
let the light fight the darkness and find you.
Maybe chasing the light is not what I need.
Let the light chase you
Let the light chase you
is what I keep repeating in my mind.
