Chapter 1
Dear Suicidal Teens,
I have seen countless advise blogs that tell you that they are your friend and that they truly care about you. Why? Why is it that people who don’t even know you spend half an hour writing about how much they love you when they have never even come in contact with you. The people you wish cared don’t but this stranger online does.
Is it because they want to get their good deed for the day done.
Maybe.
Even if they did care and they wanted to stop you from doing the one thing that you think would set you free. Do they really know what they are talking about? Do they even know what the demons in your head sound like?
They talk about blocking it out and thinking positively but do we even have anything to think positively about. Lets think. We could think about the people fat shame us or bully or the “great” home you come to.
Either way, do we actually feel a connection with the people who don’t know anything about us except from what they watch on TV or read in book.
Yes. I am here to talk about suicidal thoughts and how they are no good.
Unlike the fakers and the people who write with little to no knowledge of the truth. I have faced racism, being fat shamed and things beyond the ability of someone who has any sense of morality inside them.
I know how it feels to want to get away from the life that I didn't choose to have. I, like you, felt like if I ended it all, that would be the one thing I could control. The one thing that this pile of shit we call life doesn't have control over.
But one thing helped me. One thing made me realise that i didn't have to take the most valuable thing i have ever been give. No matter how ugly it coat is one thing made me see the diamond inside.
Yours Sincerely,
JustThoughts
