HOW CAN I SAY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQ78G34_X5Y

*THE SONG THEY SING*

Jina’s P.O.V

1 year later:

“2nd year of college, means 2nd year of hell!” Yuri screamed as she carried heavy books, and I roll my eyes and laugh, I see her hair falling in her face, and I saw her struggling to hold those 5 books, and I kinda felt bad because, me, Nevaeh, Nathalie, and Evelyn only had like 2-3 books. Me, and the rest of the girls, are meeting up with Wendy and Alec, so we can go out to drink or I don’t know, have a girls night out, while the guys have a guys night out

“Give us some of the books.” Nathalie told Yuri and she shook her head

“Nah, I got it.” She says and then as of on cue, she drops the books “Dammit!” She yelled

“You got it, huh?” Nevaeh asked her in a mocking tone and Yuri looked over at her with a glare on her face

“I will hit you.” She told Nevaeh and I pulled a shock face… Yuri has gotten really confident with Nevaeh lately, and I feel like Nevaeh will bitch slap her one of these days, and it’s gonna be hilarious - I mean it’s not that I don’t like Yuri, she just says the wrong things at the wrong time

“I’ll hit you back, but harder.” Nevaeh told her and I laugh, and Nathalie, and Evelyn picked up a couple of her books, and leaving her with like 2 books

“You okay now?” I ask and she rolled her eyes and we continued walking to our dorm, hopefully, we’ll make it there, without looking like we just died, before we got there.

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Me, Nathalie, Evelyn, Nevaeh, Alec, and Wendy, are walking through campus, as we see little baby freshmen college kids, looking around completely lost out of their minds

“Ugh, I’m so glad, I don’t have to work at that damn coffee shop anymore!” I exclaim and the girls roll their eyes and smile, but I’m still gonna have to work at a coffee shop here, since it’s the only job close to campus

“Do you make good coffee?” Alec asked me and I look at her

“Uh well… kinda.” I say to her and she rolls her eyes

“You’re gonna have to make us a Frappe.” Wendy says and I roll my eyes

“Yeah, yeah, yeah, whatever.” I say to her, and I grab my hair tie from my wrist, and I pull my hair up into a ponytail, since it’s in my face, and I then stop as I see a way to familiar face… Jamie

“What is it, Ji?” Nevaeh asked me and I sigh and I pointed “Oh hell no.” Nevaeh says and I sigh, and I see her look over at us and she smiled

“Hey guys.” She said with happiness in her voice… oh I know that’s fake happiness, after where we left off, last year, there is no way she would be happy to see me

“Hey, Jamie.” Nathalie says with the grittiness in her voice

“Hey, how are you guys doing?” She asked and I sighed “I mean, it’s been a year an a ½ since we last saw each other, when Jae basically dumped me.” Jamie added, well that got awkward… I clear my throat

“Well, it’s great to see you, you look great.” I say to her, and she smiles

“Thanks.” She says to me… okay, is like actually being nice to me? “Oh, crap, I gotta go and do something, I’ll catch up with you guys later.” She says and we say goodbye to her and she runs off, and I look over at the girls

“What the hell was that?” I ask and they shrug… I hope to god, that I never have to see her again, because I know that she is gonna cause the same problems she caused last year.

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“So guess, what happened.” I say to Jae as I was wiping down some tables of inside and outside the coffee shop, and he looked at me, I really hope doesn’t get like - I don’t know mad

“What happened?” He asked

“We ran into Jamie.” I say and he widened his eyes

“What?” He asked and I nod

“Yeah, and she was all nice, but I feel like that it’s all an act, and that she might come out with her real personality, and I’m scared.” I say, as I throw the towel in the sink, and Jae motioned me over to him, and I sigh, and I walk over to him, and he grabs both of my hands

“Look, Jamie, is the least of our problems, our problem is that, we don’t have a song to sing for the welcoming gig at the college.” He told me and I widen my eyes

“Really?” I ask and he nods

“Can you write the song for us?” He asked and I sigh and chuckle

“I can write a kick ass song for you, if you buy me McDonalds.” I say and he groans and he then nods

“Fine.” He told me and I smile, and I kiss him for a few seconds, but then I realize he was frowning

“What’s wrong?” I ask him and he shook his head

“Nothing. It’s just - I don’t feel good.” He says and I furrow my eyebrows

“Are you sick?” I ask him as I felt his forehead, and it felt pretty warm, but not sickly warm… only because it’s freaking hot today “Your head is warm, but I don’t think you’re sick, I think you’re just getting overheated. I can make you some boba, if you want.” I say to him and he sighed and shook his head

“Nah, I’m good.” He told me and I nod, kinda being unconvinced, but I let it go

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Nevaeh’s P.O.V

I was with Jae, Yuri, Brian, and Jina, and I look over to see Jina, writing in her notebook… probably writing for the opening gig, but me, Yuri, and Brian, really need to talk to Jae,

“Jae, we need to talk to you.” I say to him in a whisper, and he nods and we get up and we walked outside of the room

“So, what’s up?” He asked us and I sigh, and I look over at Brian and Yuri and they nod

“What’s going on with you and Jina?” I asked him and he looked confused

“What?” He asked me and I roll my eyes

“She told me that you were frowning after she kissed you.” I say to him and he sighs

“I hate myself.” He says and I got confused, what the hell does he mean, he hates himself?

“What do you mean by that?” I ask him, and he sighs

“I feel no butterflies, when I’m with her anymore, it’s just, I don’t think I love her anymore.” He says and I raise my eyebrows in anger

“What?” I ask him with anger obviously in my voice and he sighs

“I know, it’s just - I love her, but I don’t.” He told me and I sigh, and I lean against a wall

“Well, have you met anyone else?” I ask and he looks down at the ground and he nodded slightly

“I know, I shouldn’t have met anyone else, that made me feel like this, but even though me and her have been together for a 1 ½ years it’s just, I don’t feel the spark anymore, like she does.” He says and I sigh and I put my hands on my face out of frustration

“Dude, you have to tell her, cause if you don’t, you’re just hurting yourself and her more.” Brian says to him, and I look over at him

“No, he can’t.” I say to him, and Brian and Yuri looked at me confused

“Why?” They both ask at the same time and I roll my eyes

“She has thantophobia.” Me and Jae say to them, and they both looked confused

“What the hell, is that?” Yuri asked and I roll my eyes

“Thantophobia, is the phobia, of losing someone she loves, and if he tells her that he doesn’t love her anymore, she will feel like her phobia will become real.” I tell her and she nods

“But, I will have to tell her someday.” Jae says and I sigh and I nod

“I know, but it’s just I don’t want to see her get hurt.” I say and Brian puts his hand on my arm, and I sigh and look at him

“We all don’t want to see her hurt.” He told me and I look down at the ground, and I then see the door open, and I see Jina’s confused face

“What are you guys doing out here? Gossiping without me?” She asked and laughs, and I look at Jae, and he had this guilty look on his face, and I sigh

“Nah, just planning on what to get you for Christmas.” I say and she laughs and rolls her eyes

“Yeah, well, I finished the song, so you guys are gonna have to come and read it.” She says and we nod, and we walk back inside the room, so we can read the song she wrote.

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Jina’s P.O.V

I’ve met a lot of nice people, and I’ve met some mean people, but it’s like whatever, but I met this one girl, and her name is Adrian, and she is really nice and really cute, I bet my friends would like her

“So, your boyfriend is performing?” Adrian asked me, and I nodded

“Yep.” I say to her, and we sat down on the blankets, and I look over to see the girls walk over to us and sit down

“Who’s this Jina?” Nathalie asked me and I smile softly

“This is Adrian. Adrian, these are my friends, Nevaeh, Yuri, Nathalie, Evelyn, Wendy, and Alec.” I say introducing them to Adrian and she smiles and waves, and I look over to not see Eunwoo “Evelyn, where’s Eunwoo?” I ask her and she shrugs

“I think, he’s with your brother and his friends.” She told me and I roll my eyes

“Yeah, probably gonna get drunk, when the boys are done performing, go check on them.” I say to her, and she nods, and Adrian looked over at us

“Are your boyfriends performing too?” She asked and Yuri, Nevaeh, Nathalie, and Wendy nodded

“Yeah, Yuri’s boyfriend is Sungjin, who plays the guitar and is in the middle. Nevaeh’s boyfriend is Brian who plays the bass, and he is on the right of Sungjin. My boyfriend is Jae, and he also plays the guitar, and he’s on the left of Sungjin. Nathalie’s boyfriend is Wonpil, who plays the keyboard and synthesizer, and he’s right next to Brian. And, Wendy’s boyfriend is Dowoon, who plays the drums, and he’s in the back.” I say to her and she nods, then I see someone sit next to me, and I look over to see Jamie, and I tense up a little

“Hey, guys.” Jamie says and I sigh

“Hey, Jamie.” I say and Adrian looks over confused

“Adrian, this Jamie, Jamie, this is Adrian.” I say introducing them and Adrian smiles and waves, and I then see the boys walk up on the stage, and everyone starts clapping, and Adrian looks over at me

“Is that them?” She asked and I nodded

“Yep, that’s them.” I say to her, and she nods and smiled

“Hey, guys, we’re Day6, and welcome Freshmen! It’s good to see new faces, but it’s also great to see familiar faces. Now, this song was written by my lovely and beautiful girlfriend, Park Jina, and it’s called ‘Lean On Me’ hope you guys enjoy, and enjoy your first year Freshmen!” Jae yelled, and everyone clapped, and I smiled, as they started to play

{Brian}

“Why are you choosing a difficult love? I told you he wasn’t the one, but you don’t even know. And you’re hurting over the obvious end.”

{Jae}

“No matter how hard I try to approach you, I know my heart can’t reach you, I know very well. But the tears in your eyes, shake me up and makes me say…”

{Wonpil}

“Just forget him. Stop crying like that. Lean on me. Today (lean on me).”

{Sungjin}

“This is for the best. He hurt you. Lean on me. You can meet a good person.”

{Jae}

“Your pretty face is smudged with tears, I know you can’t stop right away. But lean on me even if it’s just for a moment. I hope your heart will feel at rest.”

{Brian}

“But the trembling in your hands are getting worse. And it makes me say…”

{Wonpil}

“Just forget him. Stop crying like that. Lean on me. Today (lean on me).”

{Sungjin}

“This is for the best. He hurt you. Lean on me. You can meet a good person.”

{Brian}

“I don’t know who will be your next guy. But this time, don’t just date anyone. When you feel like it’s too hard. Maybe you can look right next to you.”

{Dowoon}

“I’ll lend you my shoulder.”

{Wonpil}

“Today (lean on me).”

{Wonpil}

“Just forget him. Stop crying like that. Lean on me. Today (lean on me).”

{Sungjin}

“This is for the best. He hurt you. Lean on me. You can meet a good person.”

{Wonpil}

“Just forget him. Stop crying like that. Lean on me. Today (lean on me).”

After the last line was sang by Wonpil, everyone started cheering, and I smile, and Adrian looked over at me with just pure shock, and I laugh

“You wrote that?” She asked and I laugh a little and nodded, and I feel an arm go around me, and I look over and it was Jamie

“Yep, she writes the best songs for them. She writes a few songs for them, while Brian writes most of them, and she helps with them. She’s a really good writer.” Jamie says… okay, Jamie, stop kissing my ass, and Adrian nods

“I just can’t believe, Dowoon, finally got a line.” Wendy says to me, and she looks so happy, and I laugh

“Yeah well, your boyfriends, vocal lessons, are paying off.” I say to her, and she smiles, and I see the boys walk off the stage, and I get up from my spot, and I walk over to them,

“There she is, the 2nd greatest songwriter.” Sungjin says and I roll my eyes

“Stop kissing my ass. You wouldn’t even have a song, if Jae didn’t promise me McDonalds.” I say and the boys shook their heads, and I laugh, and I then see the girls walk up to us, and the boys widened their eyes, when they saw Jamie

“Hey, guys.” Jamie says, and the boys looked very awkward and I roll my eyes

“Don’t worry, about her. But, guys this Adrian, Adrian, this Sungjin, Dowoon, Wonpil, Brian, and my boyfriend Jae.” I say introducing them, and she smiles and waves,

“Good performance, as always.” Yuri says and the boys nodded, and I look over to Evelyn

“Go make sure, Eunwoo, and the rest of the boys are alright.” I say and she nods and then she walked off, and I turn back to the boys “Are you guys hungry, because there is a ton of food over there.” I say and they nod, and I went over to the food stand to get some food,

“Well, well, well, if it isn’t little miss Park Jina.” I hear a voice say, and I look over to see Yoon Sooah, and I roll my eyes

“What the hell do you want?” I ask and she smirked

“Ooh, you have such confidence.” She says and I roll my eyes

“Sooah, you should know that Eunwoo, told me what you tried to do.” I say to her and she rolled her eyes

“Yeah, whatever.” She says and I just grab some food, and I walk away from her, like hell she is going to make my 2nd year of college a living hell, like she did my Senior year, I will not let that happen.

A/N

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