Prologue
Pain....Sadness....All I feel now is Pain&Sadness. I have tried to be happy...but it never worked. I think the only person who can make me happy.....is Him.
The person who would make me happy was him, always him.
But I can't have him back now. He's gone. I'm the reason he's gone. I can't bring him back.
He was the love of my life. He is the love of my life. He is my life. Without him I have no hope. But I keep living because of my brothers and sister. They love me, I love them. They try to make me happy. It works rarely. I stay by their side like they have stayed by mine.
Because...
I don't want them to feel the same pain.
agust i see skkskskss
*i meant angst, sorry i can't spell sksk