Neighbours in love

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Summary

What ? Too bland . Myra ,he tells me on verge of a buried sigh. Why ? Ahhh. Look myra , when you craft something you should leave a sign of you in that piece . It maybe a memory , emotion , feeling . "Chance encounters" . They are stuff I fantasize about . A hope screams deep inside me maybe the world has not given up on me yet . Somebody out there needs me . But is a chance encounter contained within the boundary of term unknown and foreign . Do i really want to believe someday someone will save me ? Do i want to wait ? If i am not happy today with my surroundings what makes me sure i will love a stranger tomorrow? Arent i escaping my own happiness . By ignoring and not putting an effort in present . Hope is a maze i keep on and on rolling around in a bubble that just doesnt let a smile prick it . But i still chase it . Perplexity right . So how about a compromise . It will be an encounter you will initiate a search for . But for that first lets make its existence tangible . How about narrowing field area . You know you are a stranger to yourself right . Haah . Lets not go there . I have sufficient brain modus operandi and self help books . They serve it . How about a watching a neibhour with new lenses everyday . And jotting down about him in a journal . Maybe some time later something will unfold . Maybe . I bet people are parts commingled . And more often they hide some from not only world but from themselves too . Their hearts are treasure troves . If i let go of my own prison maybe i will strike rich . A chance encounter right beside my yard . Well that is plan . Though my new neighbour is eye catching too . "Myra , no need to justify to your diary why is it right to stalk your neighbour ."

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
1
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
13+

Something about me - Myra

Today again they are fighting . Like two liars putting on bets with overhyped screams in background ( provided solely by them ) about who can persuade other or more realisticaly put others ego in crunch . Their egos have eaten up their love . Like its one thing holding them on their feet after a trip of doldrums in life . Quite a nasty thing to hold though . For its seeping its character onto them . Ahh, now they are breaking things . There goes. Its blessing they are not yet breaking each others bones though . That will get messy fast . And i hate sticky stuff . For if you dip your fingers in it , it holds for life to it . You may wash your hands with water but that prickling sensation something was there keeps on ringing in your ear, who by the way is very close to your command center . I am born romantic . Thats how you define me . But i am a coward too . Welcome to my losers club . No need to stay . Just look around at your pleasure . I am good at studies . Really good . For its best thing no one goes along at . And you can look elegant seating and surfing through waves of book . When your gaze is actually tracking that couple at back . Pity . How i wish i could drown myself in passion . My limbs going limp , my breaths getting heaved , my voice going numb , my thoughts running away and utmost surrender to bliss of love . For the life of me i cant visualize myself kissing anyone i cant love . Though Rya says it maybe due to my ground loving eyes . Eloquently put . I am tiny girl at 5ft . And most kissable lips of school are above that height . And if you gawk enough at ground you are dead sure to miss them . And no one is falling for me here . Am like an invisible curtain . Not enough attractive for bullying bees too.

Though they do roam around here. Despite the screaming walls at home i lack nothing . I am not super rich but i am from family where all my demands can be met . Though there are not many . For i like to hunt for free stuff on internet . Real classy , huh . Guilty pleasure .


" Hey , Earth to Myra . Whar are you giggling about ? Mrs Blaire is distributing our assignment sheets . Go fetch yours . "

Rya tells me hushedly . Hushing me .

She is a real sweet . " Stop looking at me . I know you love me , " that one was with a bossy look .

" Ms Wales , a very good write up . Keep it up . But as for your other assignment about future careers i will like you to review it one more time. Your sheet talks about options and they are vague at best . I want you to think on it . And come with a sure answer ." Mrs Blaire says fixing up her glasses . She is our English teacher in her late thirties who still looks like a young graduate . With brown hair losely held in a bun and a curvacious figure peeking out from her well worn attire she is a hot librarian from your dreams .

So is her voice . Calm and relaxed . A gentle song .

" Thanks, Mrs Blaire . I will do it again ."

Coming back to my seat i look at outside scene . Perks of a window seat . Empty grounds at noon . Sun kissed grass looking edible to sleep on . To drift away to lands where you can be everything without a doubt cursing your spirit . Fairies putting sparkles in it and dwarfs upgrading its grip with chains of gems . Stuff dreams are made up of . Positive , happy glittery stars. I know nightmares too. But lets keep them on hold for now .

"How do you know what you want to do with your life ?"

I read while picking up a book from topmost shelf of Self help books in our community library .

" A lost maiden . Hmmm. "