Chapter 1 ×- Silence.
My head lay against the window, rain tapped the glass quietly in the dark.
"It's 12 and I'm STILL awake?"
I think with a sigh. In the dim light of the moon I glanced to the nearby shelf. It held the weight of over a dozen notebooks. I flexed my hands, stretched, and closed my eyes. I rested my head on the window and closed my eyes inhaling slowly and sighing. I stood up and peeled my shirt off, noting the smell of smoke hadn't left yet. I dropped it beside the frameless mattress on the floor. I nudged my chair towards the desk beside my notebook shelf. In the dim light and cramped space, I lowered myself to the mattress and curled up on its bare surface. I'd pushed the blankets and pillows aside. Sprawled out and restless I closed my eyes again.
"Sleep is a nightmare..."
I took a deep breath realizing that the rain had stopped. Silence fell like a blanket over the tiny dark space I knew as mine.
"Won't be long now. It'll be those dreams again. I already know, it's one of those nights."
My ears started ringing and I curled into ball on the bare mattress.
"I'm not going to cry tonight. This week was bad enough. Besides I'll wake up with the blood in my eyes again. I hate that shit."
Slowly I felt myself slipping into it. That warm heartfelt silence called sleep.
I looked up at it. The turning swirling mass of metal. I could see gears and cogs, steam rolled out of smokestacks and from between sliding sheets of metal. I couldn't hear anything, but if it was real I'd be deaf right now, so it made sense. The spherical machine floated in nothingness ahead of me. It has to be massive, and really really far away, but I can't tell how big or how far away it is. It's like looking at the moon, or like those pictures from school or TV showing other planets. Only its like the size of a galaxy. No, this thing is infinitely bigger. I can...
FEEL
it's crushing mass. The damn thing's massive. I don't see how it's not swallowing me. And it all
moves
. Colorful lights shown through the inner parts. There must be entire universes inside it.
What is that thing...
I sat up in bed with a hand on the gun beside me. I laughed shortly. Then I noticed the feeling of something cold in my other hand. "No" I looked down to my hand. Unfolding my fingers I glimpsed the shine of metal in my hand. The bullet was there. "Impossible" I whispered.