In love with my hyung

'Hi my name is Kim Taehyung, and I'm writing in this diary because I can no longer hide this secret in my head, I'm in love with my hyung Jeon Jungkook, he's so cute and adorable, he looks like a little bunny...but, I can't have him...he's straight, not gay, so I just decide to hide this secret from Jungkook and my hyungs, but I don't know how much longer I can hide this secret, my feelings are growing stronger'

I stop writing when there is a knock on my door. "Tae dinner is ready!" Jimin hyung yells from the other side of the door. "Ok be right out" I reply. I hide my diary and head off to the dinning room.

"Jin hyung, this looks sooooo good" Jungkook says jumping up and down excited by his food. He's so cute, I want him so bad. "Kim Taehyung!" Jin hyung yells at me smacking the back of my head. "Oww, what was that for!?" I say angry. "Stop staring at Jungkook it's making him uncomfortable, and it's weird" Yoongi hyung says. "Sorry, I just spaced out" I say hiding my face as I feel my checks turn red. "Tae I wanna talk to you after dinner" Jimin hyung says to me. "Ok" I reply.

After dinner Jimin leads me some where we are alone so he can talk to me. "Tae why don't you just tell him already" Jimin hyung says to me. "Tell who what?" I say confused. "Tell Jungkook that your in love with him, it's so obvious, all of us can tell, we were even talking about it before dinner, just tell him" Jimin hyung says. After I process what Jimin just said I freeze. "W-what...." I say scared. "I'm just kidding, I mean it's crazy obvious, but me and Yoongi are the only ones who know" Jimin says. "O-oh" I sigh a sigh of relief. "But I wouldn't be surprised if Jungkook knew, I think he might" Jimin says. "I don't want to tell Jungkook though, I don't want it to ruin our relationship, plus he's not even gay" I say looking down at my feet. "Do you not pay attention to things? Jungkook just announced at dinner that he found out he was gay" Jimin hyung says. During dinner I was just dozed off in my own little word, my fantasies. "Did he really?" I ask. "Yes, he did....but if you wanna wait to tell him that's fine, just tell him before he really does find out on his own" Jimin says then walks off.

When I enter the lounge and sit next to Jungkook. "What did Jimin hyung talk to you about?" Jungkook asked. "Oh, umm, he was just asking why I seemed so spaced out during dinner" I say. "You know it's easy to tell when your lying, but if it's something private that's ok, you don't have to tell me" Jungkook says. "Ok" is how I respond.

"So Jungkook when are you going to tell us who you think has a crush on you, your always blabbing about how you feel someone in the group has a crush on you but you never say who" Namjoon hyung says out loud so Jungkook has to say it. "Idk, I just know that 3 of you are hiding a secret from me, I'm not stupid, those three people are, Yoongi, Jimin, and Taehyung, so you 3 wanna tell me what you guys are hiding" Jungkook says. "Oh! Taehyung ha-"Yoongi hyung covers Jimin hyungs mouth before he finishes his sentence. " Jimin! That's not your secret to tell it's Taehyungs secret!" Yoongi yells at Jimin. "Oh yeah right sorry" Jimin apologizes. Jungkooks eyes land on me. "Tae care finish Jimin sentence?" Jin says looking at me. "Ummm, no I don't want to" I reply then head off to my room.