Chapter 1
What does DEPRESSION
mean?
drowning..except
everyone around you can still breathe.
//I don't know why he left.//
//He just did, no calls, no text, not even a single letter//
//Rumors i don't believe, but one day i will//
//Was it real love...that question lingers thru my head//
// I asked myself ''do i even deserve to live?''//
//I can feel hundreds of knives stabbing my heart, mirrors breaking, clouds thundering, the rain were your tears//
// That day was the most traumatic one..and it will forever hunt me//
-------------------------------flash back-----------------------------
Taehyung: Stop crying!
ME: *sobs*
Taehyung: can you shut up!
he grabbed an empty bottle and threw it at my arm that it start bleeding
ME: what was that for?!
Taehyung: I'm sick of this love, SEOHYUN, I"m so fuqing sick of it
ME: if you're sick of it why won't you just leave?
Taehyung: okay i'll leave then!
he stormed out of the door
I went to the sink and washed off the blood
ME: get off, get off!!
then i feel on the cold ground, crying in pain, not knowing what to do.
I went to the mirror and swallowed a pill
ME: what's with me?..i don't understand what love is
I tried to stop my tears from falling. suddenly an idea popped up
I went out and stare at the water
ME: taehyung, i'm sorry for what i've done,i'm sorry if i was being mean, i'm sorry if i was being a hard-headed girl. Please forget about all of our memories, they were not meaningful anyways.
then i jump in the water wishing i could as soon as possible
''taehyung you're so funny''
''seohyun, will you be my girlfriend?
''OMO!yessss''
'' thanks for the date, tae!
''no problem, darling''
''wait..where's my car?!''
''haha its right over there!
''right!''
''silly boy''
''i can't believe you were using me seohyun! I HATE YOU SO MUCH''
tae's P>O>V
=i ran to her but she wasn't there, then i saw a note
'' hello this is seohyun, you will find me in seoungsu bridge''
= i went there to look for her
=as i arrived,there was something floating on top of the water and it looked just like seohyun..
=i jumped and grabbed her then brought her to a nearby surface
end of tae's P>O>V
=i opened my eyes and saw water surrounding me
=i closed my eyes and felt someone grab on my arm then pulled me out of the water
= i know i was still breathing
=i was about to open my eyes and get mad at the person but that person start speaking
???: seohyun, forgive me, i'm so sorry for everything, i'm sorry for being a bad boyfriend, you don't deserve any of this
=i slightly open my eyes knowing it was taehyung who saved me
=i smiled weakly at him knowing it was taehyung apologizing
= he carried me in his arms
ME: i-it's o-okay.. i'll b-be al-ri-right..
TAE: you won't be
ME: i'll prom-mi-mise you..do not wor-worry i'll still l-lo-ve you even if we're n-not t-to-gether
TAE: no you're not going anywhere
ME: i-i- wi-ll will
=i closed my eyes
TAE: seohyun!! no please!
as taehyung stood on her grave, his eyes was filled with tears,he had accepted the fact that you're gone because he knows you'll always be there watching him
seohyun- i'll always be there
then taehyung felt coldness in the air..he knows it was her and that made him cry even more
then i woke up ''it was all a dream just a dream''
thank god i can never leave taehyung because I LOVE HIM
THE END
