Chapter 1
Prologue.
Vanessa.
Ever since when I was young, I have learned to be alone. My parents left me alone when I was every young. They took me to an orphanage and told me that they will get me in the noon. The noon came but they never did.
Every day I would wait and wait for the noon to come so that my parents would come to take me away from this ugly place. Don’t get me wrong some orphanages are good and so are the people there. But in my case, it was opposite. I was kept there has a servant rather than a child who needed someone to discuss her nightmares, dreams, tears, happiness. But unluckily she never got it. She never got someone who would embrace her for her, until he came in her life.
I still remember that day when he came in my life as an angel...a dark angel.
He was rough, cold, rude and arrogant for who he was. I never liked these types of guys, but he was different. But then again no one is different, it's your mind who tells you that. Everyone might think the same, they might think someone they love are special.
But seriously it's your mind that tells you this and plays with your mind.
He came in my life as an angel but turned out to be a dark angel. Who will shatter my heart in pieces. I remember how we met, when we first kissed, when he officially proposed to me, when we got married. Everything was going smoothly until he started to change.
Every day he would come home with a new woman. Right in front of my eyes he would fuck her while I would hear them moaning. I became depressed after some time. I thought everything will fall into its place but as time went by, I realised he have become someone else. Someone I didn't liked.
But I also knew that I must give it a chance and I did. But he never appreciated me, so I left.
I left him with my heart inside his palm.
Asher
She left me without anything. I know I fucked up, but I was not happy. I felt she was needy. She would not let me breath in peace. Always asking if I have eaten, if I am hungry, if I need her to give me a massage, or if she could do something for me.
I get it. She never had someone for her, I was the first person who showed her love. But sometimes it's annoying. She was basically getting on my nerves. And I did not like it at all. I wanted a break and from their I went back to my playboy nature.
As time went by, I knew she was not the one. I would never be able to love someone like her. She did try her best to safe her marriage, but I did not feel the same anymore. I turned her down every time she did something for me out of love. It felt fake with her. And then I met Nina.
And I knew she was the one. I wanted to tell Vanessa about Nina. Because I felt Vanessa deserved to know, I would not keep her in dark. But before I could tell her she left me.
I am kind of happy that she left because now I can be with Nina without feeling guilty. But at the same time, I need a divorce. I can't marry Nina without divorcing Vanessa. And that’s why I am going to contact her after 2 years of not talking.
The only thing I want is that she gives me what I want without any drama.
