Chapter One
I woke up to the sun shinning through the curtains I could hear the birds chirping outside and the dogs barking. For a moment I forgot then it hit me again with a vengeance last night when I walked in to the clubhouse of the Sons of Silence Jaxon was in the corner with one of the club whores, Cherry. With her bright red hair Cherry colored lips and figure to die for he was kissing her neck like there was no tomorrow. The worst of it was he looked me in the eye and continued. So I turned on my heel and walked out to my car drove home to my parents house and ran to my room. I then continued to cry my self to sleep I might have also stole one of my dads bottles of jack if the headache I could feel this morning was anything to go by I knew I was in for a day of torment.You see everyone classed me as the clubs Princess because I was Rocco Beast Haymans daughter. And he was the president of the Sons of Silence. I was the apple of his eye he was always very protective of me as was my mother Barbara aka Babs Haymen. I mean he wouldn't even let me have a date to my prom he made me take his prospect jasper. And yes you can guess why he gets called that because he is as white as jasper the ghost from the movie. I always thought that funny honestly the whole club is very protective of me because they all see me as this little girl. But that's far from true I'm 18 now and I graduated last week finally I don't have to go to that hell hole every week. I mean truthfully i was excluded every month for fighting any way everyone always looked down on me because my family was from the local motorcycle club. And when I fought back it was always me who got the worst punishments because the school agreed with the rest of the pupils. They all thought I was just trash a biker whore well now i don't have to see them any more so fuck them. But it's time for a change there will be no more letting Jaxon stamp on my heart. I have had enough of him and the club thinking I'm a child its time to make a change. I'm not that little girl anymore I'm a fucking woman. I am a Haymen it's time to act like the bad ass biker bitch I am.I take a long shower letting the hot water help my aching muscles. I then brush my teeth. I look in the mirror there was bags under my eyes from drinking so much last night and crying myself to sleep. But I still look relatively pretty with my black hair cascading down my back near touching my ass. My bright blue eyes with dark lashes. I had very defined cheek bones and a small straight nose. My teeth were perfectly straight and white and I have very tanned skin with spending all summer out helping my dad. He got this old bike it was a rust bucket he got at the junk yard we are still currently working on it but we managed to fix most of it. I loved spending time with him out at the garage. I know he could be stubborn and protective but I was a daddy's girl through and through. Walking to my wardrobe I decided to wear a pair of denim cutoffs and a white tank top with pink flip flops. I towel dry my hair put some natural curl product in it and tie it on top of my head. I grab my purse and head for the door I looked at my phone seeing a text from Daisy.
BABE MEET ME AT MINE.
I replied telling her I'd be there in 5 minutes.Daisy was my best friend and she understood what I was going through she was Butch's daughter. Butch was my dads VP and best friend for over 20 years so me and daisy grew up together. Being the same age and growing up together in the club we're more like sisters. She felt the same about Tank he thought of her as a little girl as well and was always flaunting clubwhores in her face. Tank and Jax was brothers there dad being John he was the sergeant at arms I made my way down stairs and I could here my mom in the kitchen. I was rushing out the door when I heard her yell phone me if you need anything. I ran out to my mustang bright red and my absolute baby. Flinging my bag In the back I stuck it in drive and accelerated out of there. I put the radio on and some P!nk come on I started belting it out. Today was going to be a good day. Today was going be different.I pulled up to Daisy's two story house with the blue shutters and white picket fence. Peeping the horn she came barrelling out the house dressed similar to me although she was wearing a set of gold wedges on her feet and sunglasses on her face she opened the car and got in.
"Bitch what took you so long?" she said whilst smacking away on her gum.
"Daisy I told you 5 minutes and look at the clock it's been 6 minutes; calm your panties, woman."
"Aw I'm sorry, Harls I didn't mean to snap. I have had a rough night."
"What's up babe?Well just after you left the clubhouse last night, I seen Tank drag that club whore, Sam, back to his room. He looked me right in the eye and smirked. I swear I wanted to junk punch him." I burst out laughing.
"My god, Daisy. Really who says junk punch nowadays?" I say laughing.
"Shut up, Harls."
"No seriously, are you okay?"
No Harley I'm sick of this shit. They're absolute fucking bastards."
"You know what, Daisy? You're right, but all that's going to change today."With that, I turned the radio up loud as Rihanna's rude boy blasted the stereo and took of towards the mall. 20 minutes later we were pulling up to the front I took my bag out the back and grabbed Daisy's hand pulling her towards the front of the mall. "Come in, Daisy. Let's get our hair and nails done first, then hit the shops."
"Yeah let's go, babe." We where now sitting having some lunch I looked at my newly manicured nails and loved the color I went for hot pink with some black writing. It read SOS short for Sons of Silence. I loved the club and I had loads of T-shirt's that read SOS. So I decided to get matching nails. Anything to support my club and family. I also got matching toe nails my hair now had some layers in it and framed my face better. Whilst I also got my eyebrows done and eyelash extensions I was feeling a million bucks. I looked over to Daisy who was sipping her latte. She looked really down and she hasn't spoken much all day except when she seen me in this pink dress. That I apparently just had to have she screamed then "YOU MUST MOTHERFUCKING HAVE IT." People in the shop looked at us like we were crazy and rude we quickly got the dress and ran for our life's laughing our asses of. But now we were sitting here and it was just quietness so unlike my best friend.
"What's wrong, Daisy?"
Nothing let's just get out of here.Okay let's go. We paid our bill and left bags in hand.We drove to mine to get ready I just pulled up when I seen my dad pull up on his Harley with Tug. Tug was nearing 50 with his long grey beard and grey hair. Him and my dad have known each other for years his wife was Brandy they had a daughter and a son Xanthe and Zander. They were twins and completely different. Xanthe was shy and didn't go out much where Zander would party everyday all day. Getting out of the car my dad seen me and greeted me with a wave I walked over and he hugged me.
"What's up, baby girl?"
"Nothing Dad. Me and Daisy is just going to head up and get ready."
"Alright baby. You coming to the party tonight?"
"Yeah Dad, I'll be there."
"Well, remember no flirting with any of my men, no drinking, and dress appropriately."
"Dad, seriously do you think I don't know your 3 rules by now?"
"Yes Baby, I know, but you know how protective I am of my little Harls. Don't make me have to shot one of my own men," he said. Him and Tug bursts out laughing.I rolled my eyes and gave Tug a hug.
"Hiya, Harls. You alright baby," he said.
"Yeah Uncle Tug, I'm fine. See you later at the party?"
"Yeah Baby, see you there."
I grabbed Daisy's arm and ran in to the house. My mom was in the kitchen as usual. She shouted a hello and we replied with a hi whilst running up the stairs.We deposited our bags on my bed and I went and started the shower. By the time I came back daisy had emptied the purchases on my bed. I went over to my items and chose some underwear first. I chose a bright pink bra and pantie set. Then I chose the pink dress I bought and headed to the bathroom. I could see daisy setting up my vanity in the corner with the curling tong and make up.I took my time in the shower shaving everything bare and took my time to wash my hair by the time I got out I was feeling great. I looked at my self in the mirror and just knew that things were about to change. I could feel it. Let's just say a gut feeling. Slipping my underwear and dress on, I looked at my self In the mirror. I had to say I looked gorgeous the dress reached just above my knees it had long sleeves and it left my shoulders bare. It was tight in the middle and showed my waist perfectly. It made my hips and ass look big and I loved it. Walking out I seen Daisy dressed in her gold dress with the sequins all over it every time she moved it shimmered she paired it with the gold wedges she wore earlier.
"Wow, you look hot, Harls,"she said whilst giving me a hug.
"Thanks, Dais. I actually feel beautiful.Well let's get your hair done, bitch."
"Okay let's get it done."
I walked over and daisy started drying my hair. She then curled the bottoms leaving it in soft waves down my back. She then turned me around so I couldn't see my makeup when she was finished about a hour later I turned to look in the mirror.
"WOW Daisy, I look fucking amazing! "
"I told you, Harley you're gorgeous, Babe."
I know I'm not ugly, but I don't think I'm something special, but tonight you have worked your magic on me, so thanks, Daisy. You really are the best you know."She looked at me and smiled. She really is my best friend. She's always there for me as am i with her. She gave me a dark smokey eye with some pink glitter on my eyelids and eyeliner. She then paired it with pink blush and lipstick I have on a gold choker necklace and some bracelets. Paired with my light pink heels I feel amazing tonight Jaxon will notice me one way or another.Daisy finished getting ready she decided on gold eye shadow with some liner and nice nude lipstick. She went for some gold highlighter and she was finished. We both grabbed our purses and headed out the door.Mom was busy watching one of her programs. When we were walking to the door she called out.
"Hun, you away to the party?"
"Yeah mom that's where we're headed. You not going tonight?"
"No babe, I don't feel too good. You keep a eye on your father for me though."
"Yeah mom, I will. See you later. Love you."
"Okay Babe, love you, and you look gorgeous, baby girl."
"Thanks mom, I'll see you later."Me and Dais headed to my mustang I started the engine and put the radio on. Akon started blaring, me and daisy started singing all the lyrics to "Right Now". We got to the club in 15 minutes as it was just down the road from my 2 story house.The town of Charleston was quiet as it only had just a few shops the only big thing was the mall everyone was in everyone's business in this town but the town respected my dad and the club. Because what they say was law because you see they had the local sheriff department in there pockets but my dad did charity runs every year and held cook outs and funfairs to raise money for the local hospital and kids so every one was okay with the way my dad ran things. And the club for what they do. I parked at the very back of the clubhouse parking lot because it was heaving tonight.It was there annual summer BBQ so a few brothers were over from different chapters the lot was full with bikes cars and even some motor homes there was even a few tents pitched up on the grass. Me and Daisy exited the car and went in to the clubhouse smoke drifted everywhere and the smell of alcohol hit my nose there was some members over in the corner. I looked to a table in the corner and see my dad, Tug, John, Jax, Tank, Chase, Zander, and then there was Talon, Damon, and Dragon from one of the visiting chapters. There was other bikers and woman scattered around the rest of the tables and some at the bar. Me and Daisy walked over and sat down. Jasper was behind the bar serving drinks we ordered two Jack and cokes with two shots of tequila. Jasper eyed us up you could see he appreciated what he seen, but didn't say anything. He gave us our drinks and we downed the shots ordering two more we downed those then started on our jack and cokes. I felt the burn down to the pit of my stomach and a warm feeling spread through me.
"Harls, Jax looks like he is gonna eat you babe," Daisy whispers in my ear. My heart starts to beat faster and I feel my palms start to sweat.
"Seriously? I walked in and he didn't even look at me?" I say in response. But Tank looks like he's ready to eat you for definite." She blushes and looks away.
"Well he is looking now. Shit. He is on his way over here,"she says to me.I stilled,feeling suddenly sick my I started sweating Suddenly a hand landed on my shoulder and I shivered some one was close to my ear I presumed it was Jax. It wasn't it was some guy I didn't see around here he was about 5 ft 10 so on the short side with dark hair and a beard he looked about 30.
"What's up baby? You a sweetbutt?"He slurred into my ear.
"Listen, dickhead, fuck off. No I'm not a sweetbutt, and even if I was, I wouldn't go near your rank ass."
My temper was starting to come out.I could see anger clouding my vision as he started to tighten his grip on my shoulder before I could say any more he was flung on his ass. I turned around and Jax was standing there his chest vibrating with what I assume is anger. Six-foot three of him, he was breathtakingly beautiful with his dark sandy blonde hair that was jelled back his face was clean shaven today except for his goatee. His bright blue eyes were like the grey blue sky. He was tanned from working outside this summer and he was now sitting astride the man who insulted me, beating him to a pulp. Suddenly, John yanked him away and he shouted at the man.
"Stay the fuck away from her! She is off limits!" he roared spit flying from him.I sat stunned and shocked about his announcement.Knowing that him saying this meant he was claiming me. But I couldn't understand why.He always said I was just the pres's daughter a little girl even though he was only 22 he wasn't much older than me. I got up suddenly and ran to the back of the clubhouse to where the rooms where I had a room here for when lock down was happening. Just as I got to the door I felt a hand on my arm. I jerked it away stunned I turned around and Jax was standing there looking as intimidating as ever I could see the anger in his grey eyes.
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DRESSED LIKE THAF FOR? DO YOU WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE A FUCKING WHORE?" he roars.
Wh...what? I stuttered.
"I said what the fuck are you dressed like that for you tryna act like a whore darling because you were near getting treated like one out there if I hadn't stepped In. You know what like these men are if you ain't wearing a patch they will think you are free pussy."I could feel my blood start to heat. I was so mad I slapped him he looked at me shocked.
"Don't you fucking dare call me a whore. You would know all about whores cause your always running around the sweetbutts , but I ain't one you fucking asshole. GO FUCK YOUR SELF I SHOUT RIGHT BACK AT HIM."
Before I knew what was happening he had me pinned against the door. His breathing got heavy as did mine his eyes become so dark it was like a thunderstorm was going on in his eyes. He looked down at my lips then in to my eyes.