Chapter one
This is march another winter almost over. Were did it go? I am thinking to myself when I hear my lover,my husband,my worst enemy,my man Blue.Yes that his name. Guess his parents ran out notmal names!Or maybe it was just nickname i was so self absorbed that n our 14 year and 10 month relationship I never cared to ask or look @birth certificate. I guess i like it sounds cool Pheonix @ Blue Mercy. In two montha our wedding anniversary would be here and Blue was telling me"he wasn't excited about party to celebrate." He wanted go vacation alone weekend getaway.I was all for no people but all the pysco meds had me all spaced out.Blue was screaming pheonix you got talk me .He said"i feel alone in our marriage,do you even care ? Do you love me pheonix ?Answer me!Hello."He walked out room and house without waiting for me unfog my mind and answer him.BLUE ,BLUE ,please dont leave me, dont give up on me!?
