Epigragh
“To dream the impossible dream, To fight the unbeatable foe, To bear with unbearable sorrow, To run where the brave dare not go. To right the unrightable wrong, To love pure and chaste from afar, To try when your arms are too weary, To reach the unreachable star.”
Andy Williams









Dedication
This book is dedicated to an amazing team of angels both in spirit and Earth Angels that have come into my life to assist me in letting life unfold and for the many lessons and journeys as well as the many miracles, and heartaches occur. Thank you for being there for me and allowing my life to unfold before my eyes. I love you all
AcknowledgmentTo my “little” brother Michael, my best friend, pal, and confidant who is now one of my main spirit guides and Badass Angel #1, thank you for coming into my life and the memories we created and now for assisting me to step into the real me and for always protecting me. I love you To Baret Cakir, my Badass Angel #2 thank you for coming into my life and allowing me to work with you as your healer, ah for assisting me in “growing a fucking backbone” and for the cooking lessons and for the guidance on setting boundaries when working with others and for learning to ask for their sign. I am forever grateful and thank you for being by my side always. To Emma Nowbaveh, thank you so very much for agreeing to be my artist! For such an amazing young lady of 12 years old, you have an amazing future ahead of you as an inspiring artist and I am excited to witness you blooming into the inspiration I see ahead of you! I look forward to the many projects that we will be working on! Keep smiling and never let anyone blow out your spark! To Marc Lainhart, thank you for being an amazing Master Jedi, and for allowing me to join your amazing Spiritual Development Group. You have assisted me in becoming who I am today and I am forever grateful for your support and guidance. To Mike Sergo or otherwise known as Fucker. Thank you for manifesting me to be your sister and for assisting me in becoming who I am today and for literally stepping into the shoes of a brother. I love you and am forever grateful and for you finally getting me to write this damn book already. Smile To Salvatore, an amazing soul, thank you for coming into my life at one of my weakest points and for showing me what life is about, for sharing amazing music and for having me look at my life literally through Heavens Eyes. I am forever grateful for having you in my life, you’ve made these Irish eyes smile. To Dr. Douglas Wisch or otherwise known as “Doogie”, thank you for being an amazing man and surgeon and friend. You literally gave me back my hand an amazing beginning to an amazing life. No, I never forgot you and never will I. Looking at my hand you would never know how many surgeries you performed or how bad I was broken. You literally saved my life and I am forever grateful for you. To Riley and Hanna, thank you for choosing me to be your Mom. Ah, to be a witness to seeing you both overcome since the get-go the challenges you both overcame and to now watch you both create your lives is amazing. Yes, I know I drive you both crazy, but that is ok I make life more interesting. I love you both and no matter where our paths take us, I am only a call away. To my parents and siblings thank you for the lessons learned, the memories and for guiding me to find my own way. You all played a vital part in my life and I am forever grateful. Yes, I do love you all To Lizzy and Snoopy thank you both for being there to cuddle, for me to cry on and for the long walks Lizzy and time spent in nature and Snoopy thank you for the company when we travel, there are plenty more trips ahead of us.