Chapter 1 and 2
CHAPTER 1
Most of us still carry part of the childhood pain. We live with it everyday.
Some are horrific and some are more painful. The world is full of cruel people that we have to deal with. Many girls dreamt of having a perfect partner, i spent my childhood wishing to be safe and happy alone.
Being a child abuse survivor is not a weakness. There were no bruises. All is left is a scar with no wounds, a scar with pain. The shadow will always follow you. Trying to forget it is impossible.
I lived with it with so many years trying to find escape.
CHAPTER 2
Today, i saw you again, standing across the street.
The anger that i was trying to conceal started to rip out. All i could hear in my mind was, " why is he here".
I could hear my heart beating, i felt confused whether to face you or run away.
I wanted it all to end, i could not face you even if you were wrong. I could feel the pain that i felt on during those days. All i wanted was to run away from my childhood pain. The pain when no one believed my words. No one could be my comfort. Just alone going through all this. It made me strong , it made me a warrior but it could not make me a better person.
We all have been through pain but not all of us are survivors. I wish i could fight you for mading me miserable
