BLOG 2
Sometimes you meet someone new who share the same pain as you. Someone who stays with you maybe to become the most beautiful temporary person.
Arshi met someone like this. Someone who is broke just like her. Someone who is dead from inside but shares happiness wherever he goes. Arshi and that guy lived in the same area. The guy was judged to be a good, sensible and righteous guy. He was 24 but looked no less than 124. He chose the most beautiful and white collar profession. Arshi was always told to become like him disciplined, good human being and righteous person. But no one ever knew that the guy was wild, adventurous and he was in love with new stories. They crossed paths many times but still, they never knew each other. Arshi was 19 when they met. Met as started to know each other. They shared number and talked. Arshi felt like other guys who use cheesy pick-up lines and just want to get into her pants, he was someone who was intelligent and witty to talk with. she felt new magic in her life. That person’s main motive wasn’t to get her on the bed naked but was to hear a new story. Maybe he also wanted to start a new chapter in his life.
So after 3 days, they met for beer and they shared each others story. They both understood that they are broke, they feel shit. But both were there mentally, physically and emotionally to give comfort. The guy had a life full of shit while Arshi was dealing with some problems of herself. But till the time they were together, she wasn’t reminded of her problems. She just enjoyed the moment. Moment of togetherness, a moment of passion, a moment of attraction, a moment of her beauty. She was beginning to feel just a pinch of emotions and feelings for the guy. She was falling for a guy who was beautiful from within. Someone who has seen worst scenarios, but still show a smile on his face every time. She liked the touch of his hands, he holding her hand and looking at her when she smiled.
She loved it when he held her face while he kissed her. She felt satisfied when he told her she is amazing and she is beautiful. She didn’t feel the urge to think or overthink she just lived the moment of a passionate make out. Maybe people will judge her for kissing a guy on the first day of meeting him but that’s what she needed. She needed someone to make her feel wanted. She wanted someone to crave for her. She wanted someone to say that she is amazing and beautiful. She was fighting with so many problems that she always thought she isn’t beautiful, she is just that boring nerd who doesn’t know things. But he made her feel beautiful.
For once in her life, she was selfish. For once there weren’t any emotions or tags involved but just her needs. For once she could open up to someone she knows won’t judge her. For once she didn’t feel to give a tag to this thing. She knew that whatever it is, it's just perfect at this point. She likes the guy not because he is a good kisser but because he is mature, good, responsible, and altruistic. for me he is MY MATURE OLD SCAREDY CAT, for him, I am BEAUTY WITH BRAIN.
