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As usual, after I had my dinner, I was checking my mails, because, I have my mail ID linked with most of my social sites, and I get mails of each and every activity of these sites and many other NGOs, INGOs so far I have signed in in. I was scrolling down, meanwhile my eyes stuck on one of the mails. I was shocked, who this could be, because it had no sender ID, and the main thing that really stunned me, was the mail starting with three questions I have never thought of before, the mail reads……
Were we born complete? Are we really complete on our own? Is this a half or full life? I’m talking about a normal human, who has got everything on his body, every organ in right position where they should be, how they should be, I mean, a perfect healthy man. Perfect in the sense, similar to all normal human kind, not a mere absence of any body parts. On this beautiful nature, as the sun keeps hiding at dusk every day and again someone finds and get it back in the early dawn to break charming sunny day, human is also playing the same game, when they die, they are hidden inside the earth, but surely, one day they again get back in the form of a new born baby, no matter how long they gonna take, but getting back is explicit.
A normal newly born baby, what does he do after his birth? Cries! Of-course cries, cries for the oxygen, because no human is complete without air. So first requirement for a human to be perfect on his living is oxygen. Well, with the time, a baby soon needs mother’s milk, other food stuffs and finally comes to the age when he can walk on his own, can talk well, eat foods by self, but still can’t leave his mother even for a while. I remember, I used to sob, when my mother was out of my sight. So, basically what I mean is, a baby has grown up, he can walk, he can talk, he can eat by self, he knows how to eat, how to drink water..., that’s all are the basic things for one’s living, isn’t it? But why the baby is crying when he doesn’t see his mother? Well, he has got his all body parts, he has got toys to play, he has got foods to eat, everything so, being complete on his own he is in search of another human so called mother. Hasn’t he got a full life? How this could be possible, to have incompleteness in a complete one? Why is it, that it feels so incomplete, we need another person to fulfill it? Well, u might say there is some kinda emotional attachment between mother & baby and that’s what makes baby cry, but isn’t that for some period only. But soon, when he/she becomes adult, he no more has that much attachment with his mother, which he had during early childhood.
Well, with his growth, soon he makes friends, and a new attachment with friends is developed, now he can leave his mother but not his friends with whom he plays together unless he comes to know, his mother is leaving for somewhere for 2-3 days or simply for long time than usual. If we talk about adults or people of any other age groups, they always seem to be in search of another human body. Normally, a boy always in search of a girl, and so does a girl, to spend a life together or for any reason, but the fact is they do. Even some spend their whole life on convincing someone. We are born alone, we die alone, no one is going to accompany u, when u die, even not your beloved one. When you are dying, if u ask your beloved,” will you join me please?” what do you think would be his/her answer? Of-course “NO” right! And this is the fact, what would you do then? At that moment, what else could be more heart rendering than his/her answer or his/her death. It’s not that, we have got incomplete life rather we have been unable to realize the complete nature of our life. We have made it in such a way that, we need another person to fill our life at any cost.
So, dear Raw, you should think upon this? About your life? You should realize that, people are wasting their valuable time, on convincing someone, just to be in relationship with. Even if they got succeeded, sooner or later, they are surely gonna be denied by the one for whom they spend their whole time, either by his/her death or some other way. Or, even if they gonna die earlier than their beloved one, he/she will not be accompanying him/her, it means they are going to be denied one or any way. And one thing, your life can’t be better by punishing or praising someone, you need to look upon it by yourself. See you in next mail.
After I had just finished reading mail, I was in confusion if I was in dream, because, this kind of things never happened to me before, and I was in deep thinking, who might have sent this mail, and why to me? The questions with great enthusiasm, were wandering over my head, mainly two things, one is that I had just read or simply the new philosophy of life, I had just entered into and second, one who made me enter into. Me, on my study table, was about to shut down my laptop and prepare for my bed, i had intense scintillates focused on my eyes, through my window from street. It was so intense that, I was unable to see for few minutes but when I opened my eyes, it was sunlight! from my window! I realized I was in my dream. I woke up, and when I was about to step out from my room someone grabbed me from back, and I had my heart nearly on my mouth! I was on roof edge!
