Sophomore Year

“I told you, I would get what I wanted from you. It was just matter of time before Noah would leave you alone. I could get to you away from the life you thought was so perfect.” He says as he steps closer to me and brings his body aligned with mine. I can feel the heat of his breath on my skin, making my skin quiver is disgust.

“Ryan, you don’t have to do this! Please! Please don’t hurt me. There must be another way. Why don’t you just move on and find a girl who wants you in return?” I reply with my voice shaking so bad, I am not even sure I know what I just said even came out clear. I am begging this man to listen to me. I don’t even think it will work, But I must try.

“Wouldn’t you want that? Wouldn’t you want to be in love Ryan? Just let me go home and I will pretend this never happened!” I try to reason with him. In hopes that nothing bad will happen to me. By the looks on his face, that is not going to happen any time soon. Fear takes over.

“I DON’T WANT ANYONE ELSE!!” He screeches at me… Making me jump back.

“I’ve waited months for you to let me fuck you! I waited months for you to give it to me. while you wore, those tight shorts showing off every crevice of your ass and your shirts showing off the top of your perfect tits. You made me want you, and you just teased me every chance you got. you think I want to be obsessed with getting you? Do you think I want to want you this bad it has officially made me a crazy person? Well, I don’t!! So, I’m taking what is rightfully mine, and you are going to let me take it and like it!” His tone is so scary as he approaches me closer and places his hand on my cheek gently. I flinch back scared he is going to hurt me, but he doesn’t.

“Your skin is so soft…” He says with a low tone, like he is trying to show me I can trust him not to bring me any harm.

“He can’t make you happy. Do you really think he can? Why because his family has money? Because he claims he will wait for you to be ready for sex? Or that he claims that he loves you? He won’t, Noah will get sick of it just like I did. Do exactly what I am doing right now. taking it instead.” He says, his voice is cold now. With tears pooling in my eyes.

“How stupid are you! Do you know how many men will tell you that they love you just to get in your pants and fuck you just to walk away. The only man that truly loves you, is me. I will be the only man that never leaves you. I deserve to have you any way possible.” His voice is so believable. I believe that he thinks he loves me, but his obsession has completely taking over.

“Ryan! You can’t kidnap me and think it’s okay to force me to have sex with you. The thing you need to learn and understand quick you can punch me, slap me, and even beat me up and rape me. That isn’t love! That isn’t love at all. It wasn’t that I wasn’t ready for sex in general it was that you were not the one for me. I’m sorry if that hurts you Ryan. But, hurting me isn’t going to change it. You weren’t the one for me, do you not see that! At one point, I thought for a quick minute you might have been the one for me. Then you became controlling, pushy and wouldn’t let me do anything without you. You never once made me feel special. Noah looks at me with such love, like his eyes were made to look at me, and me only. He never once made me feel like a loser for wanting love before I have sex. You on the other hand, just think that you can take my virginity from me like it’s some sort of prize. Whether, or not I want you to be my first or not! That right there makes Noah more of a man then you ever will be!” I scream at him. With a sharp sting across my face, I regret everything the second he has hit me.

Ryan pushes his body into mine making my back crash into the window. He grabs my waist as I try to step away from him, he grabs ahold of me and shoves me into the window, it felt like the glass would have broken, I hit so hard.

“Like I told you! Your virginity is mine! Now that I know he hasn’t taking it from me yet, I’m taking what I want.” The force behind his voice sends a shiver down my spine filled with fear.

“I will never have sex with you!” I scream. My hand balls up into a fist, without me even realizing what is happening I swing for his face, right in the nose. He backs off grabbing at his face with both hands. I run for it, making my way to the door that he just came through. Going as fast as my legs will take me. I make it to the door frame. My face bashes into the floor, as he tackles to the floor.

“Get the fuck off me!” Screaming as he is flips me on my back his body is hanging over me. My hands are now pinned above my head, I am unable to move.

“Don’t you dare fucking try and pull that kind of stunt again! Give me what I want, and you can go home safe and sound.” The fear shakes through my body like a hurricane. I just want to get out of here. My phone suddenly begins ringing in my back pocket. He rubs his hands down my body with what he thinks is a loving touch to take my phone.

“Look, babe is calling you.” He says as he turns the phone and I see Noah’s face.

“Why don’t we see what lover boy wants.” Ryan hits the green button on my phone.

“Noah, Noah, Noah. Ava’s a little busy right now; getting nak-.”

“NOAH!!!!!” I scream out cutting him off with tears pouring down my face, hoping he can hear me. Ryan smacks me across my face to shut me up.

“Don’t worry Noah, I’ll send home my sloppy seconds, but she won’t want you after my cock is done with her. She will only want mine… Oh no buddy, she is okay. She wants this…. No! you cannot talk to her… She is busy right now looking hot for me… Good luck.” Ryan hangs up the phone. I can’t believe this is happening. Again, but I think this time he is going to get exactly what he wants. The phone is ringing again, and he doesn’t answer it. He grabs me off the floor and drags me over to the bed and throws me on it.

“Please just let me go! I beg you!” My voice is still shaky between the sobs of my tears.

“You are not going anywhere. Until I am done with you!” He notices my left hand, and ripping my ring off my finger, throws it across the room just in time for my phone to ring again, this time he looks at it and answers it

“You have some balls calling the way you are like you think this is fake and she will be answering to tell you this is a joke. Guess what Noah boy, it’s not. Your girl will be coming home someday soon deflowered and fucked properly! Then you can have your way with her.” He laughs at his own words.

“Noah! please!!!” Screaming for him again.

“Now why would I just let her go? You think it’s right that I got teased and used as a crutch when her brother died, I lost my best friend and I fell in love with his little sister and she just fucked with my mind. Toyed with my manly hood, giving me blue balls all the time; just looking at her did that to me. She has a nice body doesn’t she Noah boy?” He says to Noah over the phone.

“I’m getting what I want… Sure I’ll let you talk to her, that’s all its going to be for you. You’re lucky that’s even happening, I’ll play along with this game.” He looks at me, hands me the phone.

“No funny business! Or you’ll regret it.” Grabbing the phone from him in a hurry before he changes his mind.

“Noah? Noah! You there… Babe!” I scream into the phone with a heavy panic and fear in my voice. Trying to get my words out as fast as I can before he takes the phone back from me.

“Baby are you okay please tell me you’re okay and that he hasn’t hurt you!?” Noah’s voice is panicked and filled with so much worry.

“I’m okay now, I am hurt my head is bleeding, I want to come home.” I reply with a trembling voice.

“I’m going to get you home okay baby I’m going to find you, I promise… Can you give me a hint to where you are? Anything at all?” He asks. I can hear the worry in his voice, knowing how important it is to find me.

“I can- headed to the store and got pulled into the alley, and-”

“I said no funny business!!” He screams into the phone at Noah cutting me off before I could finish what I was trying to say.

“No! You lost your chance... I told you no funny business and you lost your chance.” He yells into the phone. I start to scream!