prologue
Love.
What does it mean to you? Does it mean pain or pleasure? What does the word make you feel? Do you feel happy when hearing the word or pain? Does it even exist in your eyes? Does love at first sight even exist?
These were the type of questions that swarmed my head.
I never loved anyone other than my family and friends. I always wondered how it would feel to love someone to have someone. To be able to call someone yours and to be theirs. To feel heartbreak and sorrow.
I feel inexperienced and inadequate when these questions swarm my head. Will someone ever love me? Will I ever love someone?
How does it feel to be completely lost in someone? Too many questions and a life time ahead of me yet I can’t help but feel as if my time is limited.
I can only hope that I get a taste of what love is. I really do hope so.
