Not our time, not yet
I’m standing in a moving bus
You’re on the pavement outside
Time slows down on my end
Speeds up in yours
Similar emotions
Different time frames
You were the first to fall
The first to break
You didn’t know
Didn’t have a clue
That
While you broke your heart over me
Mine was busy being shattered by another
I was breaking
But you
You brought me pizza
With pineapple on top
And I hated it
You loved it so much you ate mine too
I laughed till I realised I was
First time in weeks
You turned me away from the edge
You were there
So clear right in front of me
And yet
My eyes were too blurry with tears
You knew
It wasn’t our time, not yet
We made a pact
We’re best friends
I love you
Just
Not that way
I don’t want to lose this friendship
That’s what you told me
I agreed
I believed you
But you didn’t know
That what you didn’t want to lose
Is what I wanted so badly to
Because I
Was
Falling
I wanted more than this
But you didn’t
The pact was made over pizza
With pineapple on top
I still hated it
I loved you
But I knew
It wasn’t our time, not yet
You were drunk when you said it
It meant nothing
As all drunk words do
I was leaving in two days
It was a celebration
Of friendship, Of love
Unrequited
Love that had grown every moment after
Yet remained unknown to you
Until
You told me the same
I didn’t believe you
You said you never stopped
I didn’t believe you
You said you loved me
More than pineapple on pizza
I didn’t want to believe you
I lied
When you asked me the next day
I lied and you forgot
And I never told you
It was’t our time, not yet
It’s been a while
Since my heart skipped
A beat
That smile
As you walk towards me
We’ve been through a lot
Through life
I was married once
You never tried
You knew
We both knew
You were pretending that night
Because you remembered
How could you forget
How could I forget
You’d only had two shots
I was your best friend
Still am
I know everything
Is it our time yet?
You ask me
I smile and wrap my arms around you
The way I’ve always wanted
Since the day you brought me pizza
With pineapple on top
I say
Yes, yes it is
