1. Like She Never Left
I couldn't breathe. I wasn't told she would be back today. No one told me she would be even more beautiful then the day she left. I took a step back between the tables full of food. If I just played it cool, maybe this will go better then I think it will.
I've gone through our reunion in my head a million times and it all ends the same way. One swift smack to the face and an "I'll never talk to you ever again." All from her of course.
"Theo, you see what I see? A ghost just showed up." My best friend, Ian was whispering like he knew I didn't want anyone to see me ogling my old best friend. The same person I told I would never forgive if she left. The very same girl that I cried about for months after she did leave. She was so stubborn that she still texted me and sent me pictures and updates on her new life in New York City for the first two years. All left with out a response from me because I was even more stubborn then she was. After another two years passed her messages dwindled down to nothing. I hadn't heard from her in over a year.
"Come on man, you can't hide out over here. I'm sure she's going to make her way to the food tables eventually." Ian had a point. I know how much she loved my mom's cream cheese pin wheels. I glanced back up to her, just in time to watch her pull my mother into a tight hug and my heart started beating rapidly.
"Let's go over by the guys." Ian said pulling at my forearm. He was right again. I couldn't corner myself like a lost dog.
I followed Ian towards a small group of friends that I invited to our Summer BBQ my family held every year and it was always a huge event. It was almost like summer was not allowed to start with out the BBQ. We had it late because of the weather a few years back and people started showing up asking if mom was sick, like no you crazy coot. It's been raining for two weeks straight.
I was standing idly with some guys as they talked about some basketball game. I wasn't listening to them though. I was listening to all the back ground noise. Waiting to hear her voice. Waiting to hear her name.
"Have you seen Theo yet?" I heard my mother ask and I didn't hear any response but I turned at the sound of my name and my eyes met her lime green orbs. Her skin has always been fair but it looked like she hasn't seen the Tennessee sun in four years, and she hadn't.
"Theo." My name slipped off her lips in a whisper and my body was moving towards her like she was reeling me in.
"Sadie." Her name finally came out and sounded rough coming off my lips. I didn't expect her next move. In all of the scenarios I had played out in my head this move was never in them.
Within seconds she was sprinting towards me to close the small distance and one swift leap of faith she was in my arms. Was she smaller? Smaller then I remember her being before she left?
She wrapped her arms tightly around my neck and my arms held her to me. Her legs snaked out, wrapping around my waist as she used them to lift herself up higher on my body.
"You big oaf! I've missed you." She whined against my neck before pulling away to look at me. My hands were itching to shift higher on her thighs so I could hoist her up by her ass cheeks. Damn it, my feelings are still messed up for her. Four years apart didn't actually do anything but make me want her more.
"I've missed you." I said my voice was gruff and my breath caught in my throat as I inhaled her sweet pineapple strawberry sent I've missed so much.
"You don't ha-ate me any-more?" The crack in her voice broke me down. She's fighting back tears. I could feel her chest shake against mine.
"Fuck no, Sadie, I could never hate you." I was still holding her but she wasn't letting go either.
"You never returned any message. Every call, voice mail, text, email. You never responded."
"I couldn't, I was hurt but I had to let you go." It was the truth. I couldn't force her to stay. I know if I told her how I felt about her four years ago it would have just complicated everything. She was coming back. She promised. So I'd tell her then. Now.
"I know. I'll never leave you again. God. I've missed you more then I can even say." She pulled back and tears were falling from her eyes. I set her down, back to her feet.
Then she laughed. "Did you grow like two whole feet while I was gone?"
"No, I think you're getting shorter." I said then ruffled her hair. She laughed, swatting my hand away.
"Don't you dare Theo!" She said grabbing my hand from the space between us. "I'm not the same little girl I used to be Theodore."
"Come with me. Really quick." I pulled her towards the sliding glass doors at my parents house. I didn't let go of her as I pulled her up the steps to what used to be my old bedroom. What I'm about to do is going to change everything. Everything we've ever known of each other is going to change but I'm not risking it again. I won't go another four years of missing her. I won't go another fucking second. As soon as I shut the door I was on her.
"Don't stop me." I said cupping her face in my hands and then the moment happened. Our first kiss. My lips met hers and it was like everything in me came alive. It was better then what I'd imagined. The kiss became frantic and needy as she gripped me tighter. Moaning into my mouth when I scooped her up by her ass. Her legs wrapped around my waist but this time it was completely different from the time outside in front of the entire town.
This time I really was never going to let her go.
"Oh my God." She said throwing her head back giving me complete access to her neck. My mouth worked down her throat and to the first button on her little light pink blouse.
Shit. I didn't think before I ripped apart her shirt. I'll have to give her another shirt to wear.
"Damn that was hot." She said through wild breaths. I was hoping she was just as innocent as she was when she left but I know she lost her virginity to the douchebag Scott Beilak the summer she left. It was another reason I had to try to move on from her. I mean I was no saint and today I couldn't count on both hands and feet the amount of women I've been with but she was always supposed to be only mine.
Now I'd finally get to make that happen.
My dick was so hard it was actually hurting. Begging to be free and like she knew what I needed, her little hands started working against my button, then to my zipper. I shimmied my jeans down lower to relieve my aching hard on.
"Fuck, Sadie." I took in a breath of air after my dick finally found some relief.
"Yes Theo, that's what I want you to do." I felt my dick go even harder with her words.
I pulled at her little jean shorts before pulling them off. I have never seen her like this before. This bare. Her blouse was wide open and her shorts and flip flops were gone.
"Take your shirt off." She said leaning forward to shake off the remaining bit of her blouse. I did as I was told and then my hands were at her back unhooking her pink lace bra.
"You have the most amazing body I've ever seen."
She pressed herself up towards my dick, rubbing her self against me through our underwear.
"Take those off too." She didn't stop rubbing herself against me as I slid my boxers down too.
"Jesus Christ Theo." Her voice was higher now and she pressed back against the bed. "You've been keeping that from me all this time." She said reaching out towards it. Once her hand made contact my heart stopped for just a second. This was really happening. I was about to fuck my best friend. There's no coming back from this. Shit, I don't ever want to.
I moved away from her, pulling her panties off with me. She was shaved completely bare. I spread her legs wide so I could see her glistening pink pussy.
"Just a little taste." I said going down to my knees on the floor. My lips met her folds and my tongue darted out to her clit she was breathing heavy and her hips were girating against my mouth and damnit she tasted so fucking good.
"Theo, please." She got out through heavy breaths. Fine. I stood up pressing the tip of my dick to her opening.
"This what you want baby?" I pressed myself against her harder, just barely sliding in.
"Please Theo. Yes." She said as I slid all the way inside of her tight opening. I could feel her little pussy stretching around me.
I could never go back. I could never go on with out her ever being mine again. I'd have to tell her. She needs to know that this. All of her. Belongs to me.
"I'm not wearing a condom." I said bitterly. Since I didn't this time I'll never wear one with her. It's too late to go backwards and her warm wet body feels perfect against me. I'd never want her another way.
"It's okay. I'm on the pill." Was all I needed to hear to pound into her harder, watching her titties bounce with every thrust I gave her. I brought my hand down to her pussy the closer I got to my release. I wasn't going without her and I couldn't hold back too much longer. This orgasm has been years in the making.
"Oh yes. Oh yes. Oh fuck Theo. Ooohh myy goddd." She moaned out as her walls tightened around me and I couldn't hold back anymore as I started thrusting deeper emptying my seed inside of her.
I leaned over her to press my lips to hers again. Sealing the deal.
"I can't believe that just happened." She was smiling at me as I pulled my clothes back on.
"Yeah, me either. It was okay though right?" Shit, my voice let off how nervous I was now.
"Okay? Theo it was amazing." We were interrupted when her phone starting to ring from the pocket of her jean shorts.
"Will you toss me that? I don't think my body works just yet." I looked at her grabbing her phone from her shorts that laid in a pile on the floor.
Bryan ❤️😘 Missed Call
It normally took more to piss me off but seeing that made my blood boil.
"Who the fuck is Bryan?" I knew I sounded pissed and once I saw her face pale I'm sure I looked just as pissed as I sounded.
"It's not what you think." Her voice was weak and I didn't even want to look at her anymore.
"What is it then?"
"We split up, sort of."
"Sort of? What the fuck Sadie?"
"Theo, please just let me get dressed and explain everything to you."
"Yeah, fine. Let me grab you a shirt. You can go to the bathroom and clean up. We should hurry or else my mom's gonna come looking for us."
"Okay, okay."