Jin
Jin POV
“Stop stop stop!!!” our instructor shouted. For like the 15th time today. I’d be lying if I say it isnt annoying but then again its my fault.
“Seokjin!! What the hell?” he faced me again. Good thing the room only consisted of me, him, rap mon and two trainees.
“Youre mebarrassing!! Trainees beat you too it!! Even Namjoon got it!! Whats your deal?!” he’s closer to me now. Almost face to face. I didnt want to look weak so I kept my face straight. But deepdown..... I wanted to scream, cry.. Anything.
Our instructor huffed and said a fre words that I will never forget.
“I dont even know how you got to debut. You dont deserve to be un BTS.” after that he left. My eyes were wide as I looked at tge floor.
No one has ever said such rude words to me before. I cab feel my eyes get damp as the trainees left the room quietly. I felt Namjoon come up to me.
“Hyung..... Dont listen to him...” he had a hand on my shoulder as i was still looling down, hands in fists.
“Go ahead Namjoon....”
I heard him sigh. “Alright. But I’ll be in the van. We go home together. No excuses...... Not even for this...”
It was silent for a while before his hand left my shoulder and I heard footsteps get out of the room.
I looked up to see myself in the mirror. How did I end up in BTS?? I sighed. As much as I wanna practice, I dont want Namjoon to be too tired.
I went out the practice room, turning everything off, and head towards the van in the basement. It’s been a long day. And we have a free day tomorrow. I’ll just practice then.
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I was the first to wake up in the dorm. If you call that waking up. I hardly slept. Those words kept going through my mind.
You’re embarrassing!!!
Trainees beat you to it!!
I dont know how you even debuted!!
I dont know too.
Without telling or waking the other members, I dressed up and head for the company. After passing by a cafe for some coffee and a bagel, I went straight for the practice room.
When I got there I was surprised to see a girl inside. I stayed outside just looking at her. She seemes to be dancing a slow song since her moves were smooth and slow.
She. Was. Good. You could feel the flow of the song throug her moves but they’re still sharp. Following the beat. I was literally staring at her the whole time.
I didnt even notice that she already stopped and was on her way to the door.
Yoomin POV
It was 5:30 in the morning when I arrived at Big Hits dance studio. My proper training wont start till 7am but I wanted to get a head start so my body would be ready for a whole day of training.
I turned on ‘Thinking out loud’ by Ed Sheeran and moved. I would always dance slow songs in the morning as it calms me and it stretches my body.
I was dancing for a good five minutes now, with the same song, changing the steps once in a while. I noticed a prescence outside the dance room. It’s been there for a while but it was only now I noticed it was a boy. As I finished, I went straight to the door, opened it and greeted.
“Uhm. Good morning. May I help you?” I bowed as respect. The boy seemed to be shocked and bowed as well.
“Oh. Hello. I’m Jin.” he looked at meand took out his hand.
“I’m Yoomin...” i stared at him for a second and came to a realization, “are you.... Perhaps... Kim Seokjin? From BTS?” He smiled. Oh hell no. Smiles.
“Yes thats me. Are you a fan?” he said getting in the room. He’s been here more than me anyway. And he’s my senior.
“Yes but. Not much.” I shyly replied. Im alone with THE Kim Seokjin in the dance room how’d you think I’d feel.
“Oh... Haha.” It was awkward after that. With us just looking everywhere but each other. I was about ti get my stuff until he asked me something.
“How did you do that?”
“Huh?” I faced him, confusion clearly on my face.
“How did you....... Dance.... Like that??” he asked with his hands behind his back and looking down.
“THE Kim Seokjin. Visual and vocal of BTS. Is asking me, a simple trainee how to dance?” I giggled abit seeing how he was a bit flustered.
“I’m not all what they say you know...” I kept quiet urging him to go on. “I’m all visual... I have no talent.... I cant dance.... My singing? Huh. Not good enough. I simply debuted because I just have the looks...” by now he was by the wall, slid down and sat by it. His head was down but I’m sure he was close to tears.
“I dont deserve to be in BTS. All of them are special in something.. Even the maknae has more potential than me.. I bet if I didnt have looks I’d be nothing........ Then again I think I already am.....”
I pity him. Super. Not because he’s been told that many times, but because he doubts himself. This is unacceptable.
“You’re kidding me right?” heard him sniff a bit and look up.
“You. My friend. Is in a huge pickle.” he looked so confused now.
“YOU ARE FRIKKIN KIM SEOKJIN!!! Visual and oldest member of BTS!! The pink prince! The man who has... Fingers weirder than the alien known as Kim Taehyung!!” he chuckled a bit on that one. I hope I’m not embarrassing myself with myself throwing my arms everywhere.
“You’re not supposed to care about what that teacher said! Or otger haters for that fact! They’re just jealous because you got looks and matching talent!! Maybe not as good as the others but you got it!!” he stood up and cane closer to me.
“You were here when saem gave me a lecture?” I paused a bit. Did i say that??
“Yes!! I mean I didnt mean to intrude on that but I couldnt help but hear and get annoyed!! You made it!! You debuted!! You’re famous!! Best at dancing, singing or not the chicks digg you!!!”
“Even you?” he smirked. I didnt catch that so of course I said.
“YES!! EVEN ME!! And so!! Because of this dilemma of yours and since you have so much self pity!! I, Han Yoomin! Vow to help Kim Seokjin!! Improve in his dancing skills whether he likes it or not!!!” with that said, I pulled his arm and turned up the music.
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Jin POV
It’s been two months since I met Yoomin. And I cant be more thankful. She helped me alot. She didnt even want anything in return but I insisted so now, she’s teaching me dance I’m teaching her singing. And I have to say..
I’m falling for her more and more.
She’s just so amazing in everything she does. She’s so passionate and dedicated. She’s inspired me to become a better idol. My mentors and members notice how much I improved and are pleased. Im even the opening center for our next comeback. She’s taught me so much. I just wish theres a way for me to repay her for her unlimited kindess.
And I think I’m getting thay chance this afternoon. It’s the monthly assesment for trainees and Yoomin’s up for a debut audition. She’s ready but also very nervous.
“Jin.... Jin I dont know if I can do this...” yes. She’s freaking out right now in the waiting room. All I could do was look at her and smile. She is just adorable.
“What if I forget my lyrics, my dance steps.... Ugghhh!!!” I chuckled at her outburst. I came near her, held her shoulder and looked her in the eyes with a soft smile.
“Yoomin relax. You can do this. What happened to the girl who rambled at me for being a wuss?” she smiled a bit.
“She’s about to face the biggest audition in her life.” she looked down. I smiled and held her chin to make her look up.
“Well she has nothing to worry about. She we will do great. She’ll get in and debut. Achieve her dreams. I know it.” it got quiet as we juat stared at each other. I was about to hug her when the coordinator came out.
“Han Yoomin.” he gestured her in and she smiled at me.
“I gotta go. Wish me luck.”
“You dont need it.” I smiled and did something I never thought I’d have the guts to do.
I hugged her and kissed her forehead. She seemed shocked but it seems that my actions gave her energy. She grinned and ran in the room.
She was there for a good hour and a half before she came out. By now the othwr BTS membera joined me un waiting. They know her too since they wanted to meet my mysterious trainer. Now she’s like a little sister to them. Just them...
When she got out I was shocked to see her crying. Hard. I quickly ran to her and enveloped her in my arms. I didnt speak for a while. I just let her cry.
“What happened Yoomin? Why are you crying?” I asked still in a hug.
“arjwfodfplajddon...” she mumbled against me. What?
“What?” i asked again. This time she looked up at me but smiling.
“I got in...” I stayed quiet. “Im going to debut in a year....” it took a while to process, I couldnt help it.
“AAHAAAA!!!” I hugged her tightly, lifted het and twirled her. The boys were hollering in the background. I didnt care. The girl I love is achieving her dreams.
When I brought her down we smiled at each other. Just smiled. No words. With the boys cheering faint in the background.
“I love you Yoomin....” I smiled softly at ger shocked face.
“You dont have to say the same. I underatand. You’re a trainee and I’m an idol and it will be difficult and you’ll debut soon so your----”
“I love you too Jin.....” wait what?!
“You heard me... And I’m not repeating it...” she smiled. I hugged her tightly again.
“Please be mine....” I whispered.
“Already am...” she replied.
I pulled away and stared at ger real good. She did the same. I looked in her eyes and saw nothing but love and respect. I couldnt handle it anymore so I garbbed her face and kissed her full on. The uproars in the background got louder as Yoomin smiled in the kiss. Her arms around my neck and mine around her waist.
I love you Yoomin. Thank you.
