Virgils drowning

Virgil was always the odd one out, the guy no one liked, the bad guy.....

Virgil curled up in a ball on his bed like every morning contemplating his existence. Virgil hated him self with every fiber of his being. He felt as if he where drowning. He didnt want to hurt anyone he just wanted to feel accepted and loved by the people he lived around.

Virgil finally got up out of bed 20 minutes later to go get something to eat from the kitchen. When he arrived he was met with a happy Patton cooking breakfast.

Patton turned around to get a plate only to be met with virgil makeing toast.

Hi virgil how did you sleep said Patton with a grin no his face.

Alright, I guess virgil said straight faced.

When his toast was done he grabbed a plate and jam and sat down at the table where logan now sat with a cup of coffee.

Good morning virgil, logan said without looking up from the book he was reading

Virgil replied with an you to before sitting a down and spreading the jam on his toast and takeing a bite. After a few more bites and Patton sitting down with his made breakfast roman finally decided to bless us with his over joyful presence.

Good morning everyone, he almost yelled makeing virgil flinch at how loud the price character was being so early I'm the morning.

Patton and logan replied with good morning and virgil just sat there finishing up his toast.

After everyone finished there breakfast virgil went back to his room and Patton went to go chat with thomas and logan went off to go read his book somewhere quite leaving roman alone.

Roman was really board and had nothing to do but bother someone else he thought of Patton but he was with thomas and logan didnt want to be bothered so that left virgil to be annoyed.

Roman speed walked to virgils room.

Virgil wanted to be left alone but he also wanted someone to distract him from his thoughts and the voices that taunted him day and night.

Roman finally reached virgil's room and barged in to see virgil in the corner whispering to him self, he couldn't exactly hear what he was saying. Roman inched closer being a little worried about virgil.

Roman finally reached virgil and placed his hand on virgil's shoulder and asked v-virgil you okay?

Virgil's head flew up and looked at roman with a horrifying expression upon being found in this state.

Roman was beyond confused at what was going on. And asked again are you okay virgil.

Virgil froze and at that moment wanting to just disappear. Virgil managed to say quietly f-fine, can you leave please, even though he wanted so badly to cry into Roman's shoulder and tell him everything that was wrong.

Fine... but we are going to talk about this later, got it? roman said as he backed away from virgil on his way out the door. Virgil shook his head yes and roman nodded and shut the door.

Virgil ran to the door and locked it. He started sliding down the door no wanting to move. Virgil started to shake and the voices got louder saying things like,

He's going to tell everyone your crazy!

Roman is scared of you!

You should just die already you useless peice of trash!!!

Virgil was in tears whispering to the voices that they where wrong, but he knew they where right he should kill him self he would be better dead than alive. Virgil haveing a panic attack now bawling his eyes out and shaking violently.

He didnt want to live anymore....