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Before I start this I must say this talks about dark subjects like rape drug use suicide e.t.c. If you don't want to hear that then don't read this, enjoy a different tasteful fan-fiction. If not continue to read and have a good time. -Author (TicciBandit_9)
(FGerard p.o.v)
I have graduated college recently and got a degree in art, I have been living with my boyfriend Bert. But I don't even like him that much as I used to now he abusive and doesn't let me talk to people he doesn't trust. The only reason I'm still with him and why he is my boyfriend is because he gonna beated me up and forced me to stay with him, trust me I tried before. And why he is my boyfriend is because my mum knows his mum and knew I was gay and that Bert is, so she try to make us date and it worked. I was happy back then being with Bert....
As I grew older I realised that people don't care about other people anymore and that it doesn't care about what wrong with you because they wouldn't care. After thinking about it a lot I decided to talk to my best friend who's one of the people who actually cares about peoples feelings. So I went to her parent's house to see if she is there and I knocked on the door and she opened the door to see me and asked, "Oh hello Gerard how are you doing?" She moved from the door for me to go let in and I walked in. "I'm getting better anyway I have got a question I've been thinking of asking you Lindsey.",I told her directly. "Let hear your question then!" ,Lindsey exclaimed. "Well how would you get your self out of an abusive relationship but you tried before and they beated you up and forced you to stay?" ,I queried knowing it was a long question as knew what I was taking about. I walked to her into the kitchen to see what she was doing. She gulped and did her thinking face and answered, "Well you could cheat on him or go and confront him about it." I nodded like the suggestions she said. "Okay thank you I will try both of them.", I agreed to the ideas.
I walked out and thanked her again for her generously. I went back home to see if Bert is back from work. I opened the door and thankfully he wasn't there yet, so I went to the bad streets on New Jersey all of the streets are bad buts this part is the worst. I went to a back alley way I sat down on the ground for a while, I saw a shadow on the walls coming nearer to me so I tried to keep my distance away from the shadow. It came closer and closer and I had no where else I could hide or run to, I decided to at least try to run out from the alley way. As I was running I felt something tap on my shoulder so I looked over and I saw a man who looked much older than me probably in his early mid 40's. He grabbed me by the waist, I tried to break free using my feet by kicking up in the air. He then dragged me back into the alley way we were in before I tried to run and he held me to the ground and took my hoodie and shirt off. He started to kiss me by the temple down to the bottom of my torso. He started biting my skin giving me dark bruises and I accidentally moaned and he whispered, "You like that you bitch then enjoy this."
Automatically after he said that, he slapped me and punched me in the chest. He then got a mouth mask from his pocket and putted it on my mouth. I tried to scream but it was useless no one would hear me. While trying to scream he grabbed on the throat and threw me to the ground saying, "Your a bad boy." He gestured to wait here so I nodded, I wouldn't of be able to move anyways being tried with ropes on the a pole. He ran to my right I don't know where he was going, I decided to have a nap to pass the time. I woke up to someone kicking me in the back and turned around not to see the person who raped me but another person who had dark brown hair slicked up and was wearing a black jacket and blue jeans on. He thought while taking off the mask, "Oh god what happened to you?" I took deep breaths relieving that air still exists and told him the whole story expect the abusive relationship with Bert. He was in shock about what he heard and immediately exclaimed "We're going to police to tell them this." He remembered I was still tried with rope and put his hand in his pocket of his jacket and pulled out a knife, and cutted the ropes. I nodded about going to the police even if I didn't want to go to the police I put my shirt and hoodie back on. I hugged him and told him,"Thank you for saving me for maybe a life time of miserableness!"
I stood up and followed him to his car and I asked, "Sorry if this is rude but what is your name? "My name is Gerard Way." I continued as we went in his car. "Cool name well I'm Brendon Urie." He shooked my hand I reached out. Brendon started the car, the fear of being in a car went up I said to myself, "Breathe breathe it's okay." Brendon heard me and asked, "Is every good Gerard you're talking to yourself?" I jumped when I heard him and answered "Yes sorry just had a bad time in a car before." I hoped he wouldn't ask what it was he asked instead, "Can I ask what it was or not?" I nodded "When I was about 15 nearly 16 I was driving a car and then a random person jumped into the car and pointed a gun to my head, luckily he didn't shoot and I called the police." "You were lucky you are still alive most people would be dead." "Sometimes I wish I did die from it." ,I said in my mind. We sat in the car in silent after what Brendon said, we got to the Police Station and I asked "Can you do most of the talking I'm not good talking to people of the law?" He nodded politely agreeing. We went out of the car to inside the Police Station.
(I'm not going to write this scene because I don't know how I would.)
"Thank you again." I thanked problem. "No problem do you need a drive home?" Brendon questioned. I nodded quietly he opened his car door he went inside first then I did. I gave him the street and address to drive to, I also gave him my phone number so we can talk online. I gave him my username for my Instagram account and so did he. We got at my house and said, "Thank you for driving me to 'my' house!" I waved at Brendon as he drove away. I went inside Bert and my's apartment, he was in the living room with his arms crossed and a stern look on his face. He shouted, "Where have you been I been here for more than a hour! He slapped my face as I fell silent in pain. "Well aren't you going to answer me or do you wanna be hit again?" I shook my head and lied "I was at my grandmum's house and I lost track of time sir." "Okay only this time I'll let it pass but again and you will never see the sun again on your pretty face." He grabbed my wrist and took me into the bed room and threw me onto the bed. He took off my hoodie I was wearing and he took off the shirt he was wearing, he began sucking on my skin I faked moaning so he thought I enjoyed him but I didn't.
