Chapter 1
YEARS LATER.
Kelly pov
I got up from my bed and took a shower and got dressed
I went down stairs to cook then felt hands hug me from behind
I smiled
" good morning ” I spoke holding his hands smiling
" morning love”
I turned and seen my dad
We kissed and he held my waist and we madeout again.
He held me closer deepening the kiss and then we gave each other air, our foreheads were pressed to each other and our faces were close.
He kissed me one last time then stepped back to sit on the counter watching me cook.
As I finished up I looked over at him, he then motioned me to him with a finger smiling.
" Kelly come here” he spoke happy in life.
I smiled and walked up to him and stood in between his legs.
He smiled and looked at my face while holding it, he leaned down and kissed my lips soft.
" You look just like your mother Chelsea now..god your so beautiful..” he spoke looking me in the eyes.
" thank you”
He nodded and kissed my lips again.
I looked at my dad, looking at his bluish green eyes, light brown and blonde hair,and very muscular body from being in and out of prisons.
He looked at me with a nervous emotion now.
" .....Kelly I love you so much...” he spoke softly
I looked at him, wondering what was with him , his nervousness was hesitant in a way.
“Do you..” I asked looking up at him
“Yes I do...I love you so much..and I think this is the perfect time for me to do this Kelly”
He got down off the counter and stood in front of me
I looked at him and he got on one knee , he reached in his pocket and I stood there so shocked
" dad....” I spoke
He looked up holding a small box then open it and a beautiful ring was there
" Kelly.....love..will you marry m...”
(Kelly pov woke)
“NO I WILL NOT MARRY YOU!, ARE YOU CRAZY!” I screamed in reality waking up breathing hard
I took a long breath and ran my hands through my hair
" oh my God...he just won’t leave me alone...and he’s freakin dead...“I spoke
" another dream babe?” Dylan asked looking over half sleep
I looked down at him
" yeah....sorry I woke you..“I said feeling bad
" it’s fine, it’s morning anyways..so um he married you this dream huh....” he spoke smiling wanting to laugh
I pushed his face smiling
" ...I’m glad you find this humorous, but its not like I can control the dreams Dylan they just...”
" I know it’s just... they are getting weird and less scary not like they use to be like the nightmares you’d get sometimes ”
" yeah don’t remind me” I said yawning and took the covers off me
I got up and took a shower and then later Dylan joined me
Dylan was now very muscular and got a lot buffer, he went to this gym so much he ended up owning it, he now works as the boss and head boxing trainer there, he trains clients from everyday people to professionals, he also trains our son. And for me I got my degree In college like I wanted and work for Zachary’s (stepdad) company DSF he co owns now. I have his old office that...I was kidnapped out of by my father. My father’s memories to this day go with me everywhere.
“So what’s today’s plan babe”
I looked up at Dylan as he washed his hair showering and I noticed I spaced out
" I’ll check in on your mom in the hosptial then finish helping Lilly at the office then see you for lunch, from there.... the usual I guess..”
he nodded and we took our shower together
I finished up first and kissed him and walked out
I looked in the mirror at my scars then ignored the memories of what my life use to be and got dressed again.
As I finished I went to my closet to grab shoes, I bent down to grab the pair of heels I normally don’t wear and I seen in the back of the closet my old journal that was under my converse shoes I had in college..
Then that meant.
I took the journal and stood up fast.
God should I read it or would it...
I looked at it for a long time and the temptation was killing me.
I felt my hands glide across the cover then I opened it up at a random spot.
Matt may be my biological father but he’s nothing compared to Zach, if I have to kill...murder my own real father to gain a real dad then I will. I fucking murder anyone who hurts me again.
I looked at that, seeing just how mad and hurt I was in life.
I turned the page and seen more anger being expressed, I turned and turned and turned.
the whole thing.
It was nothing but Anger. pure hate for my father and his son Chris for what they did to me as a kid, each page talked about how I hated them more and more and soon plan to destroy their lives. Planing my revenge.
I promised myself to never become that person again
I looked down thinking of cutting my father’s leg open and him screaming stop it crying in pain.
My hands were shaking now
I looked up away from the notebook and at my reflection from my closet
I closed my eyes then opened them and seen myself again not the past
I took a long breath
" the past is gone...”
Dylan pov
I showered then got out, I walked out our bedroom bathroom and into out room
" where’s Kelly...”
I looked over and she was in the walk in closet frozen then snapped out of it and grabbed her shoes fast
I hope she’s fine..
I watched worried and went to help
Kelly pov
I had a really hard time adjusting back to a normal life after my father and Chris died, my whole life style had to change back to a normal again, like nothing had happened.
I literally change my appearance just to start a new. I dyed my hair brown so I didn’t have my father’s light blonde/brown hair color anymore, I was more tan now but that was just because we lived in Florida, but really I had to just changed my personality, I went from angered and fearless to....a wife and first time mother.
Putting my past behind me was hard but one thing and person I try and wish to remember more was my own mother. I didnt have alot of time with her but as a child I had her morals up until Matt came into my life.
I closed the notebook and put it up in a drawer away for now so I could destroy it soon.
“Babe you okay” Dylan asked
“Yeah.” I hid the journal.
I heard him get dressed then I walked to the kitchen I past my son’s room, his door was closed with a keep out sign. I kept walking because he wasn’t In there.
I walked to the kitchen and got breakfast ready. I heard the front door opened
" aunt Kelly!” Skylar yelled happy
I looked and smiled seeing Lilly’s daughter crash our breakfast again before school. Lilly took her other daughter to a daycare since she works and her husband does too.
Sky walked in dressed-....if you can call it that..
" what.. are you wearing? “I asked cooking pancakes
" leggings and a crop top aunt Kell. ” she spoke in a duh tone
her shirt was half a shirt showing off her stomach and her black leggings were just another skin really
" uh..Sky do a 360 for me” I said fixing her plate now
she turned but then started modeling
I smiled
" Sky you’re too much..” I laughed
As she was modeling I examined her more
You could see the shape of her backside completely but what killed it was you could see her thin lacy underwear, and her chest was out showing cleavage. She was taking advantage of her parents not being able to check her clothes before and after work because she’s home by herself for a while around that time to change before and after school.
She posed finished and I saw a piercing.
" when was this!” I asked walking over quick
“oh you like?! yeah it’s not real but its cool huh! Got it last week shopping” she spoke smiling looking down at it
I ripped it off and gave it to her
" go home and change now.”
This was stuff i never had to deal with having a son.
" What?! why aunt Kell?! Come on your the cool parent please!”
" Now Skylar.”
" But Aunt K-!!”
" Now.” I said serious and stern
she looked at me
" I hate that face you two make it’s just like my moms,hell its scary...” she smiled but was serious too
" Then do as we say..” I smiled
She just threw the fake ring in the trash and grabbed a hoody out her bag that would covered her back side too. I cooked again then all you heard was..
" WHAT in the HELL?! ”
I smiled hearing my husband
Dylan walked over with wet hair to her carrying his gym bag ready for work too.
" You might as well be naked Sky! Throw that outfit away now!” he yelled
“Okay you two are just so old school I swear! everyone now at my school wears this stuff today!”
" Except my niece. Go ahead and invest in that hoddy right there.” He said serious too grabbing juice out the fridge
" You people know nothing about fashion as a teen” she said annoyed and left
I smiled shaking my head and Dylan shook his head too grabbing a plate kissing me
" what is that school turning their princess into babe?” he asked now sitting down grabbing syrup
" beats me...it makes me wonder about him you know..”
" yeah..”
Dominic pov
I woke up late again, I wish my mom was here to wake me up like in the past when I was young, I loved it, some days she’d either sing to me or at least knock on my door once I got older, I swear I was her favorite.
I looked at my dorm room, nothing but posters of models, old pizza boxes stacked up and video games I shared with my room mate Kyle.
I looked over and he was on my lap top Again! I got so heated because it would be dead for classes now. I relaxed before I made a sense something my father hated between me and my mother. we had disagreements. Alot.
I got up after pushing off unfolded clothes off me and walked over to see what he was using my shit for.
He was so into what was on screen, he looked as if he wanted inside. He was probably studying for exam were about to fail.
" you ok over there? ” I asked yawning stretching my arms
I walked over then looked and yelled.
" AHHH GROSS MAN GIVE ME MY LAP TOP YOU MASTERBATING MONSTER!”
he was cumming on the floor with his mouth hung opened and eyes in the back of his head saying Ahh
I backed up fast as he shot load after load on our floor not stopping
" Ahhhhh that hit the spot, you have no clue I can fail in peace now” he spoke cleaning up. So he was studying at first...
I just stood there grossed out but at least he studied..unlike myself.
Kyle though had no boundaries because he was my best friend since 1st grade after fighting off bullies with me who tried beating me up for a gold necklace they wanted, ever since then me and Kyle have been best of friends. He was like a brother to me, him being from New Jersey though he spoke his truth about everything and would do what ever he felt like not caring if it made him look bad or was bad to even do so we fought a lot in high school together too. We we’re ride or die.
" Kyle bro you have to stop using my lap top okay”
" NOOO! I HAVE TO MAN! my parents monitor mine still with this security sh’it from my dads job still”
" I wonder why” I said sarcastic
" whatever man we all don’t have smoken hot girlfriends like you”
I smiled and sat on my bed
" Dom there’s this girl on this por’n she’s pretty hot”
" aren’t all porn stars hot man?”
" not like this.. she moans and it’s so f’ucking hot look”
" man I really don’t want to see p’orn at 8 am, I have to get dress for class, when your done clear my history please ”
" will do. ”
I grabbed my phone and called my dad
" ..... ..... ..... Hello?!” he yelled over people boxing
I heard screaming, gloves making contact with faces and yelling in the background.
“Hey son what’s up”
" you sound busy?”
“Uhhh” I heard him get punched
" I got the time what’s up”
He’s training on the phone fighting. I smiled, hes with a client again.
" I’ll call you after my exam pops”
“Thank you son, love you”
" love you too dad ”
I hung up and got dressed
" family busy still” Kyle asked
I just got dressed then went to class.
Kelly pov
I sat at my office and looked at my sons picture of us..
he had my eyes and hair color and just....
I took a breath needing to call him now that it’s been months.
I picked up my phone fast ready again.
Dominic pov
" ok guys after this week, for break you have a month and three weeks off so enjoy it! But don’t stop studying alot of you failed today okay...for this week though we wont be doing much work do to wrapping up the unit, so be prepared to just have extra pass time and use it to study and retake this last exam” my professor spoke
I looked down seeing my grade
A- 92
" Kyle do you know what this means!” I spoke smiling seeing his exam 86 B
he stood up in the middle of the class lecture
" party party partyyyyy!!!!” he yelled thrusting the air each time he said party
I laughed and nodded Because we get fucked up.
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After all my classes I chilled with Kyle in our dorm planning parties we’d host, crash and just attend around campus so we could forget our pasts.
I made a checklist of the parties that were held by frats, sororities and some where just at night clubs around campus
“hey man dont you have a dinner tonight with your girlfriend”
oh sh’it..
" yeah that’s right...it’s around like 5:30 I believe ” I sat up dropping my controller.
" oh...wait so how did it go when you took her to meet your parents like she wanted to months ago you never brought it up”
" uh yeah it was...good....well uh my mom doesn’t like her of course, but shes never really liked any of my girlfriends” I said looking through a magazine of Ufc fighters now
" she didn’t like her maybe Because she knows how old she is probably”
" age is nothing but a number okay my dad thinks it’s...okay for now. But like no one my age is... ”
“Mature enough”
" exactly.”
Kyle pov
I nodded and walked to the restrooms,
Dom’s mom has found it odd for a 26 year old woman to be with her son right now. But Dom likes older females and always has, yeah they’re hot and mature the ones he picks but she could drink and go to clubs where he shouldn’t be, she has nothing in common with him really, she just likes him because he comes from money like she does. Dom though loves her as she does him but she’s just bossy and sees him as a opportunity and I couldn’t say anything because she’s done nothing wrong yet so to say something would to seem jealous or be a hater but really I just wanted to look out for my brother because shes not looking out for him. And I know this because she was his professor before they had sex in her office.
I wouldn’t be surprised though if they run off together, he said since junior high he’s into woman and I see now he wasn’t lying.
Dominic pov
I looked at my phone seeing a picture of my girlfriend and I smiled then my phone went off
" hello”
" its me”
I sat up
" hey so um...what are you doing?”
" working still..”
“lame, so how was your day?”
" pretty normal for the most part, how was yours?”
" same, past my exam again like normal..can I ask you something...”
" shoot”
" why do you disapprove all my girlfriends mom? ”
I heard my mom just laugh a but which made me mad at her
“.. because each one had a flaw I couldn’t help but hate and you know that Dominic.”
" what was Stacey’s flaw huh?”
my girlfriend from senior year in high school I met visiting a college, I was a 12th grader she was a freshmen in college
" she was a compulsive lair.”
" okay she lied to you because you scared her mom, you make this face that says I’ll kill you, it’s scary as if you’ve done it, so yeah she lied alot, can you blame her.”
" still if she cant tell the truth then she cant be the one or at least someone you should date anyways”
" okay what about my girlfriend now, I can tell you hate her when you met her too”
" oh yes Anna..“she said with an attitude like her name was venom in her mouth again.
" yeah..my girlfriend.” I spoke mad
" she’s well...sorry but she’s a slut”
I heard a co-worker laugh in the background
" what!” I yelled standing up
“I’m sorry, but just watch her, I know one when I see one..and plus she seems pushy.. I just want the best for you is all you know that”
Kyle was right after all..
I smiled again.
" thanks.. I have a feeling like every girl though I bring home just won’t cut it. I’ll end up single forever, only you know the perfect type it seems for me so what is she huh...you.” I spoke thinking turning on my Xbox holding the phone to my face
It was so quiet for a second I thought she hung up on me again.
? was that a bad joke.
" hello”I spoke.
" no of course it’s not me.” she answered
" I know it was kinda a joke, I was joking. But someone like you is the point. ”
" not even that..the girl honestly doesn’t require much to be a good pick, I would just like to see you date girls more your age yet mature like you are”
She had another point, each one my age was immature in their own way, rather that be selfish or only wanting just s’ex a lot, this is another reason why I date older girls they know what they want.
" hey why cant we ever talk like this face to face again....?“I wondered what happened during high school
it was always in public but there are just some things you don’t talk about in public so if it was this private it remained on a call never in person. Not even a car ride. She went and bought me a car the day I got my license so I could drive myself. I thought it was a cool gift then but It was a dodge.
She paused and I waited
" ..hello?”
" .....its complicated."
she always says that...
" ..can I ask why?” I finally did.
" I really rather not talk about it okay”
" ....okay...”
I could tell she wasn’t really up for conversation now so I wrapped it up again.
Kyle walked in now fixing his pants
" hey well..I have to get ready for this dinner....“I spoke
" ok, I’ll let you get ready.. ”
" call you tomorrow?” I asked hoping
" O..okay...I’ll call tomorrow ”
she said that but sometimes she wouldn’t pick up or dial, she later use some excuse that she was too busy with my the family, work, or something un-true because later I’d call my dad asking where she really was or my grandfather Zachary at the office
“promise you’ll call me.” I spoke serious
" ..I promise. ”
I smiled
" I love you”
" and I love you more.”
my smile grew bigger hearing that
" you know I wish we could talk face to face like this, It would feel so much more...different..more..real.” I spoke about our relationship.
" yeah I know..and I’m sorry..it’s just..” she stopped I finished for her
" complicated..”
" yeah....” she sighed hard feeling sorry once more
" ok..well I’ll let you go..” I spoke but I really wanted to keep talking with her and hearing the sound of her voice. I needed it. I craved it now more than ever as a child.
" alright...” She spoke
I waited hearing her wait too
I smiled
" have a good day...” I spoke and sat back smiling
" you too, and keep up the good grades for me”
“Anything for you...I promise.”
I heard her laugh a bit
“Good...bye Dominic”
“Bye...”
We took a second but hung up and looked at my phone seeing 8 minutes and 14 seconds of conversation. I recorded it and dated it and just remembered our conversations. I looked at my list of our time together in the past year since I moved out in my journal and put it back into my bag fast before Kyle saw.
" bro are you like...cheating on Anna with some mysterious lover?!” Kyle asked happy for me it seemed and looked over
I looked over confused.
" no...w...why?” I sat back
" why, the conversation was just...it seemed....like who ever was on the other line with you was in a relationship with you was all. You sound like you’re in an affair on Anna.”
I looked at him for a minute kinda confused yet mad because that was my mother on the line.
" bro I’m just saying” he said with his hands up in defense
" well I’m not cheating on Anna okay”
" Okay, sorry...”
I laid there thinking about my mother.... to only end up falling asleep with her on my mind again missing her more.
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Kelly pov
I looked down at my phone
" your boyfriend ” my newer assistant asked smiling
I looked at her
" um no...” I just spoke
she looked confused
“it’s none of my business sorry.”
why would she think that.
" sorry Kelly it’s just the way you smiled and the conversation seemed like you not lusted for who ever but were involved with who ever. Sorry”
She worked again and I sat there and thought about that now.
this just proved my point as a teen I shouldn’t have had kids because I couldn’t have a normal relationship with a son in my future, like always my past was slowly catching up to me again..
Dominic pov
Hours laters I woke up to end up hearing moaning from somewhere
I opened my eyes fast and looked over.
Kyle was at it again with my laptop.
" you need a girlfriend man”I yawned
" all girls are sluts man, I use to bring them home like every night, I’m good with this here and one night stand hook ups, I don’t need a girl who is annoying like my last one when I got this. aye check this babe out now this hotty is a nice piece of ass”
" man I’m about to see my girlfriends parents, I can’t have a hard on. ”
“soooo true. but. at least look at how hot she is!”
I groaned
" fine..” I said
I walked over
then my phone went off
" one second bro” I spoke
I grabbed it and answered
" hello?”
" Hey it’s Anna. Dominic we’re supposed to go to my parents place in like five minutes, are you dressed and ready yet?” my girlfriend spoke checking in like always
" ummm...not yet ” I said looking at myself in boxers
" ugh my gosh, it’s way past noon babe why aren’t you dressed?”
“I just over slept from napping again I’m sorry, I’ll pick you up and we can go okay”
" okay..hurry. bye.” She hung up
I hung up and I ran to the bathroom to shave my face first for her.
I shaved then got in the shower
" bro are you gonna check her out already!?” Kyle shouted from the room
" I’m sure she’s just beautiful as ever man but I have eyes for one chick and that’s my girl!” I yelled back to him
" YOUR WHIPPED BRO FACE FACT! DONT BE A LOSER”
" HA! AND YOUR SINGLE MASTERBATING ON MY LAP TOP SO WHO’S THE REAL LOSER!?” I laughed
I heard him laughing
" AYE F’UCK YOU MAN! BUT TOUCHE ” he laughed
I smiled and later got out the shower finished.
I looked in the mirror
" perfection if I don’t say so myself” I fixed my hair and noticed my eyes were kinda pink around my green/blue pupils like my mom’s
I looked around the room and seen smoke. Kyle was smoking with his bong..
I rolled my eyes and looked at my skin. Tan.
I had a ripped body and six pack all because my dad pushed me hard in training when I use to train more, I shaved a bit around my facial hair I grew out now. I couldn’t tell really if my hair was Brown or blonde or where it came from because my dad had black hair and my moms hair is dark brown.
my hair brushed my hair in a pompadore hair style and walked out the bathroom and got dressed up then heard a familiar voice from Kyle’s side of our dorm..
I heard it again and turned
" ....mom?”
I walked up to look then my girlfriend called again.
" WHERE ARE YOU!”
I looked at the time, I was more then late now
f*ck
“relax.. I’m on my way” I spoke walking out fixing my hair more
my God
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After dinner with her parents I went back to my dorm and crashed into my bed.
" hey Mr.lover how’d it go ” Kyle asked
" fine actually they like me still ”
" well how could they not?! everyone likes you man, your the greatest yet they dont know how much of an asshole you can be” he said smiling and jumped on my bed messing up my hair
" off the hair Kyle” I said fixing it again
I love my hair.
" okay okay, but man her mother is a b’itch how’d you get on her good side, the last time I seen her she cussed me out hard"
" because you hit her new Benz with your trucks grill guarder..”
" how was I supposed to know she was the jerkoff in my parking spot, people know better then to take our spots man ”
" I told you she would be over to drop off Anna remember since Anna got her licenses suspended for massive tickets”
" you did?....” he spoke thinking
I looked at him as he thought..
( one minute later )
" .....YOU DID!...she was suppose to park there 10 minutes ....oops, anyways I rather see your mom she’s so much nicer and kind and plus she cooks!...god can she cook...which reminds me do you think she cooked tonight I’m starving and your house is closer than mines and we have no food right now and its been forever since I had home cooking I’m over pizza hut and noodles. I want your mom’s cookies mmm”
I looked over hard
" you want her what.”
" cooking man Im starving! Are you listening?!”
Cooking...
" oh...well she busy I’m sure so we can go to your place I’ll drive.”
“man don’t be about your self fu’cker I’m hungry now, that’s a 3 hour drive! just go for a visit and I’ll eat her food and bounce!”
" uh...here’s the thing, me and my mom’s relationship is even right now”
" even? what the heck does that even mean. Even and what happens when’s it’s odd“he laughed
" well... we haven’t gotten to that point of oddness yet, we keep a distance ok...well she keeps a distance...she’s weird in a sense when it comes to bonding with only me....she likes break time ? I don’t know man she’s just weird with becoming too close as a mom or something. ” I said unsure myself
" what the hell? too close..I’m not following”
" I don’t really understand it either so just let it go please...”
" ok....well then... I’m going back to my happy place and I’ll order pizza..”
he got up and grabbed my lap top as I shook my head, this guy would masturbate anywhere and all the time
" finally check this babe out man”
“ugh...really Kyle I rather play Xbox and call it a night” if I see porn I’ll have to finish off.
I wasn’t one for po’rn, and plus it wasn’t enough for me. I wanted more or needed the real thing , I like se’x a lot not masturbation
" man just check it out ok it’s amazing, this young babe who ever the h*ll she is.. is so f’ucking beautiful and like a year younger then us too. ” he spoke
" I don’t like young girls man you know this.”
" you’ll love this one check this..”
I walked over and froze.
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