Chapter 1
Pain. Searing pain. I have never had sex before, but I never imagined it would hurt to this extent. Porn could not have prepared me for this. I can hear his breathing in my left ear. It is ragged as if he is being choked. His breath is unbelievably hot as it hits my neck creating beads of sweat that trickle down to my shoulder. I can hear him swearing. I can smell his cologne. It makes me want to vomit. Damn, it hurts so much. There is so much pain. I want to pass out. No, do not pass out. I cannot think of how much more he would do if I pass out. I cannot tell which is worse, the pain from his thrusting in and out of me or the pleasure I am staring to feel. I lose my focus and begin to cry. Shut your damn mouth, he orders. With a free hand, he covers my mouth and speeds up the pace. To think I would be raped in my father's office. Think of something else, I plead with myself. I look at the clock on the wall. How much time has passed? It has been more than twenty minutes at least. Tick tock, tick tock. The minutes seems to slow with each passing second. It is starting to feel good. I cannot lose. I cannot let it feel good. Am I being punished? What did I do to receive this kind of punishment? I cannot believe he still has not finished. You are starting to relax, he says, so you must be feeling good. Am I starting to enjoy this?
A hand around my throat jolts my eyes open. I have been flipped over onto my back. When did that happen? Damn I must have been dreaming on the job again. Henrietta is going to kick my ass if she finds out.
"You dumb bitch," he swears, "are you even interested in making me come anymore?"
"Of course I'm not. The only thing I'm interested in is killing you."
As always I am given a confused look, but it is fine. It is in this moment that I can get my real work finished perfectly. They are all so naive. Before he realizes the truth, my gun has already started smoking through its silencer. His blood stains the sheets as he slumps over to the side.
"Looks like you figured out just a little too late there senator."
