Secrets

"Crying isn't gonna help you dumbass!" I watched the man cry, because I might kill him. "I-I didn't know" He shrieked. "How the hell don't you know the difference between Real and Fake Diamonds?" Took the duffle bag and dumped it out. All the fake Diamonds bounced around like balls. "A man who steals fake diamonds isn't even a theif .."

"Are you working for someone else?" I pointed the gun at his head. He flinched seeing me with a grin on my face. "P-Please.." "ANSWER THE QUESTION!" He tried crawling away, "The more I think about it...I owe the police a good kill, since they can't do anything." He was on his knees begging. "Ugh shut up!" I pulled the trigger and shot him in the forehead.

I pulled my phone out my pocket and noticed it was ringing. "Yes, Boss?" I heard him clearing his throat on the other line. "Did you complete the mission?" I sighed before answering. "Yes I did."

"Great! Now all that's left is Jeon, Jungkook." My mouth dropped hearing his name, My boyfriend. He wants me to kill my BOYFRIEND?! "Y/n?" His voice vibrates in my hand. "Y-Yes?" My voice trembled as that word left my mouth. "I order you to kill Jeon Jungkook.." "B-Boss? I-I.."

"Is there a problem with that?" "N-No.." I said. I can't kill Jungkook, he's my boyfriend....I might get fired but I don't care. "Now, I will talk to you sometime later alright! See ya!" The phone hung up. I put the gun in my back pocket and left the ally. I thought about the DA's Rules. If I don't kill Jungkook...They will.

I dialed Jungkooks number hoping he'd pick up...YES HE DID! "Y/n? Babe...What is it?" I took a deep breath before responding. "Are you okay?" I heard him laugh a little over the phone. "I'm fine what's wrong? Are you okay." Hearing he was okay for now is what kept me sane. "Jungkook...Listen to me carefully...Go to my house. And go in my room and don't leave." "Why?" That word pounded through my heart like a bullet. "Please, for me.."

"For you..." He said... if there's anything I could say to him right now....It's this "I love you Jungkook, so much okay...Don't forget that."

"I love you too kitten." I hung up and placed my phone in my pocket. I opened my door to my car and got in. I put my stuff on the passenger seat.

"What have I gotten myself into..."

My House~

I got out my car and unlocked my front door. I closed the door behind me. "Jungkook?" I called his name but didn't receive a response. I walked upstairs into my room, he was sound asleep on my bed.

I walked over to him and hugged him lightly. "I'm so sorry..." I couldn't think of anyone harming him, I won't kill him. And they can fire me...And try to kill him but I can't let that happen. I walked out the room and ran down the stairs. I went into the kitchen and began sharpening a knife.

Two sides of me are saying different things.

"Kill him" or "He's the love of your life..." I don't know what I want anymore. I heard the front door open and my mom walked in. She immediately hugged me. "M-Mom...I can't do it.." she hugs me tighter. "I know, I know. I'll try and make them reconsider...But it doesn't always work.."

"Why doesn't it have to be him?..." I had tears flowing down my face. "Hey...It'll be alright. Just be with him right now. That'll comfort you." I put down the knife and walked upstairs to my room. I opened the door and he wasn't there. "Jungkook?" I whimpered. "Baby! I'm in the bathroom!" He yelled.

I smiled through my broken heart. He came out the bathroom and immediately stopped what he was doing. He cupped my face. "What are you crying." I just hugged him...I didn't know if this would be our last hug so I took advantage of it.

"J-Jungkook...What would you do on your last couple days on earth?" I felt so bad for asking, but I can't control it. "I would, just be with you...Spend my last couple days with my girlfriend...Because I probably won't see her anymore." It felt like the hug got tighter. I looked up at his face and kissed his lips passionately. "Jungkook...I love you.." he wrapped his hands around my waist. "I know kitten. I know"

Morning~

I stretched a little trying to move but I noticed his arms were still wrapped around me. "Jungkook-ahh, move.." he groaned. "No, lets stay like this." My mom completely forgot about the killing thing. I turned around to face him and scooted closer.

He brushed his thumb against my lip. I wrapped my arm around his neck pulling him closer. I kissed his lips gently, biting his bottom lip. He pulled me on top of him. I was sitting on hi kissing him.

"YAH! Y/N!" It turned around and my mom was standing at the door. "Mom...." I whined. "Jeez...If you were gonna have sex with him at least close the door." I threw the pillow at her and she chuckled.

"Babe, we gotta go to school.." Jungkook sat up with me still in his lap. I sighed and got off his lap, I'm trying to do anything to forget about that phone call. I walked to the bathroom and brushed my teeth.

My phone buzzed on the sink of the bathroom. I picked it up and it was my boss...

"Yes boss?" I said with a tired voice. "Y/n you need to hurry up and kill this dude... Okay? I don't want the DA looking down on me or YOU!" He screamed through the phone. "Yes, I will get right on it.." "I know he's your boyfriend...Your mom begged me. But this is what the FBI is asking for. Him dead." Tears started streaming like the Niagara falls, down my face. I wiped them but they just kept coming. "Please, I'll do anything. Anything! J-Just...don't kill him please.." I begged.

"I'm sorry...Y/n? Y/n!" I hung up the phone. I looked at it and threw it at the wall. I looked at myself in the mirror. Drenched in my own tears. I took my fists and punched the mirror, causing it to shatter. The bathroom door swung open.

"Y/n...What are Yo–" I hugged him one more time.

"I heard you crying what's wrong...?" There only one way to solve this, if I break up with him they'll leave him alone. But as soon as he's with me...He becomes a threat. "Let's break up..." those very words broke me more than it broke him. "H-Huh?"

I pushed him off me, "It's over..." I looked at him with the most straightest face I could. Jungkook grabbed my hand I pushed his hand away.

"Come on..You can't be serious?" I'm so sorry Jungkook. "Does it look like I'm joking? I don't wanna be your girlfriend anymore. Get the fuck out my house..." I walked past him and back into my bedroom... "What happened? You were just kissing me like you were afraid of me leaving. And now you let me go..." I could hear his tears. If he wasn't crying he definitely wanted to. "Jungkook, go. Now. Before you get hurt" He didn't even hesitate, I pissed him off. I'm so sorry baby.

I rushed downstairs seeing my mom closing the door. "He's gone sweetheart." I fell down on my knees and cried my eyes out. "M-Mom...What have I done..." she came over to me and crouched down to my level. "I'm so sorry...At least he won't die now."

"At least?! I JUST LOST SOMEONE I ACTUALLY CARE FOR!...someone who cared back..." I screamed in frustration. I ran upstairs and grabbed the things I know could make me feel better. I put on a large hoodie where no one could see my face and some joggers.

School~

I got out my car and locked the door. I walked past Minseo and into the school building. She ran after me calling my name but all I did was keep walking. "Y/n...what's wrong?" I just headed to my seat. Not giving a damn, about what she was saying. I sat down in my chair and put my head down.

"Y/n girlie? We need to talk okay?" I lifted my head a little bit wiping my tears. "What happened?" I wiped my eyes, "I had to break up with Jungkook." I started sniffing, she sat down in Jungkooks chair and hugged me. "Why?" "They wanted me to kill him and I-I just couldn't. I can't do that too him, I broke up with him so he won't die." She pulled me out of that hug, "It's okay...Just explain it to him."

"Minseo I can't! I can't okay...If I do they will hurt him and maybe even you.." she gave me a half smile. "Write it down on paper..Give him an explanation." I looked up toward the door and there he was, you could tell he was my boyfriend he wore the same exact thing... "See Y/n..." He doesn't love me anymore.... "He's talking to Yuri..." it's fine...I'm not hurting deep inside. I'm not.

I'm not dying inside...I'm killing inside...