VIKASH
It's heavily raining beta!You need not go today"-Mom shouted but I was all ready with my cycle to go to school,I ignored her and started my journey in the rain as I always did.
No,that was not the first time I was doing this.Everyday I went to school,no matter whether it was raining or storming outside. I was not at all that much studious and I was not going everyday to study only....I don't mean that I was not studying at all,but some other reason was there.
I reached school and placing my cycle in the stand I rushed to the class room.
'Oh God!I shouldn't have come today',I told to myself and sat in the corner. My cousin was there,she was smart enough to read what was going in my mind from my face.
'Oh!!!You poor one-sided lover, you know nahh she doesn't come to school in these rainy days and still you are here completely drenched and looking for her.Grow up bro',she said and then went back to her friends.
That day was quite boring. I returned home with worries on my face.
"Arpita was right, she never comes to school in these rainy days and I'm only mad for her.She never looks at me even and it's not surprising. She is the class topper and I'm a dumb boy,so why should she love me."This was not the first time these thoughts came to my mind. I knew it very well my one-sided love will remain incomplete like this forever, but everyday I'd rush to have a glance at her.
In the evening I came to my study room,opened my copy but I was continuously thinking about her.I had numbers of crush,but the day I saw her I felt she was the one for whom I was waiting.I felt as if she was made for me.
"She is a very mysterious girl.She doesn't talk to others.Luckily my cousin,Arpita is her friend,but she never talks to me though she knows I'm mad for her.Arpita told her all about me and my feelings, but it seems she is not at all interested. She never talks to me and I'm such a coward that I never dare to talk to her."My thinking would continue always like this.I could not notice that when I was merged in my own thoughts, my sister was there behind me.
She shouted,"You stupid boy!How many times need I say you that you should stop thinking about her,but you...she is not only the topper of your class but also egoistic one.When you know this all...."
She stopped, but I could never accept she is egoistic.... 'no she can't be'-I murmured and slept.