Darkest Desires

It's been a couple weeks since you started your new job at a manufacturing company. Everyone had been super nice and welcoming towards you, and you couldn't have been more thankful for that. Except for maybe your boss. Ben Hardy.

Ever since he hired you on to the company to be his personal assistant he's been making it his personal job to make your life hell.

From having you run and getting him coffee to giving you last minute paperwork that he wanted done that day. Not wanting to argue with him especially since you just started, but you couldn't help but roll your eyes every time he rang you.

Everyone else felt sorry for you cause they had all been in your position, and ever since then they've moved up the scale. Thing is nobody warned you just how bossy and demanding this man was. It's like he knew if you literally took a second to relax because next thing you know you were being tasked to do a whole days worth of work.

For the most part Ben was a straight up asshole, but he did kind of flirt with you a little bit. Like his tone was flirtatious with you and made your heart flutter. His body language towards you was so inviting you almost accepted the offer. Than you would be brought back to reality that this man was your boss, and nothing could happen.

There was always this weird sexual intense tension between the both of you. It couldn't be explained though whether it was when he brushed past you every so slightly your body touched his. Or the way he said your name and how easily it rolled off his tongue.

The pay of course was amazing and that's exactly why you took this job. Nobody else was willing to pay what you worked, and when you applied for this job you thought how bad can it be?

Coming in early and leaving after everyone else, people thought this girl either must like her job or she's spending the night here. It was exactly safe at night in the city, and you had no one there to make sure you got home safe.

Groaning when you heard your phone ringing for the trillionth time today and you didn't even need to look and see who it was.

"Yes Mr.Hardy." Saying with your best professional voice you could muster up.

"I need you to look at the files and write some reports on them and I need them faxed back to them today." His stern voice rang through the other line.

"Yes Mr.Hardy right away." Hanging up the phone not even waiting for a response.

Of course all this needed to be done today, and of course he told you at last minute. It was like your brain was so scrambled from this place you couldn't think when you got home.

The only reason you haven't quit your job yet is cause your boss is extremely delicious. From his blonde slicked back hair to his designer shoes. Always walking in wearing a suit and tie, and when he walked by your desk you could smell his musky pine cone scented cologne. It almost made you melt into your seat just getting a whiff of how good he smelled.

He would never go out with you though. He probably only dated super models and girls who shared the same status as he did. Radiating absolute power and control it almost intimidated you.

"You going out tonight?" Your co worker Shelley had asked you pulling you out of your thoughts.

"Can't. Work." You said pointing towards your stack of papers.

"Man he's really got you running through the mill huh?" Just chuckling at her and shrugging feeling bad you turned down another offer to go out tonight.

Your co workers felt bad for you knowing you are young and wanted to go out. Offer after offer you had unfortunately refused. At this point they'd probably stop asking you and not even bother. Hopefully they didn't think you just didn't like them cause you did.

"Oh come on y/n it wouldn't kill you to go out for one night. I promise it will be fun. Just put aside your homework and come out with us tonight. Plus it's Friday so it's not like you're doing anything tomorrow." Begging you by grabbing onto your arm giving you her best pouty face.

"I don't know Shelley." Looking into Bens office to see him on the phone and it looked like he was having an intense conversation with someone on the other line.

"Please please please. Don't make me drag your ass out cause I will." She laughed.

"Alright fine I'll go out with you guys." She shouted with joy making you laugh but you stopped when you looked over and saw Ben intensely staring at you.

Great he probably heard you wanted to go out tonight and was going to give you even more work so you wouldn't be able to leave. It's like this man could hear the word fun and did everything in his power to stop it.

Amidst Shelley's cheering and you laughing at her your phone started to ring. She looked at you with slightly wide eyes and you took a deep breath before answering the phone.

"Y/n can I see you in my office please." Was all he said before he hung up the phone. Preparing yourself for either a lecture of some sort or for him to give you so much work you wouldn't be able to go out for weeks.

Smoothing out your skirt and fixing your hair up a little making sure you always presented yourself well in front of him. Shelley gave you a 'good luck' and you nodded and started heading towards his office.

Before you could even knock on the mahogany door his voice called out with 'come in', and you opened the door to see his standing in front of his floor to ceiling window. He was just staring outside staring down into the streets his hands clasped behind his back. How could he have heard you with his back turned to you?

Clearing your throat after standing there for a couple awkward seconds. Turning around so he was staring straight at you. His green orbs staring straight through to your soul. Eyes looking your body up and down making you shift on the heels of your shoes looking down to the floor.

"Did you need something sir?" Breaking the silence.

"I wanted to say your last report you turned in was amazing. I was quite impressed." Walking towards you and standing behind you so close you could feel his body heat. Your breathing becoming erratic and fast.

"Thank you sir." Your voice quiet no more than a whisper. Body shaking with your nerves on edge with how close he was to you.

"Is there anything else that you needed?" Finding your voice again this time trying not to sound so nervous his breath fanning in your ear.

"Yes as a matter of fact there is. Are you able to stay late tonight?"

Your insides were churning. Of course the one night you agreed to go out he asked if you could stay late. Little devil sitting on one shoulder telling you to lie to him so you didn't have to stay. An angel on the other telling you not to lie cause it would come to bite you on the butt. The devil winning.

"Actually I can't sir I've got something after work with family I have to do." Trying to sound as convincing as you could hoping he wouldn't see right through you.

Walking back around so he was standing in front of you now he just nodded not even bothering to look at you now. Your heart racing you felt it might pump out of your chest. Fingers picking at each other a nervous habit you always did.

"Very well you're dismissed." His hand pointed to the door as he walked towards his desk. A part of you almost felt bad still being new here but you wanted and needed a break.

Turning to leave towards the door and opening it up he called for your name, and you looked over at his figure to see him seating down leaned back in his seat with a smile on his face. Waiting for some smart ass remark or comment towards you.

"By the way call me Ben." Winking back at you with a sly grin making your eyes go wide and your body stiffen. Wasting no time in running out of his office back towards your tiny desk.

Sitting down and exhaling so loudly you didn't even realize you had been holding your breath for so long. It was so intense it there you were so surprised your legs didn't buckle. Shelley was just looking at you clearly wanting you to spill what happened in there that had you all shook up.

"He asked if I could stay late." You said before she could even ask and her mouth hung open in disbelief.

"Are you kidding me? Even after all the nights you've stayed late he still had the audacity to ask you to stay late. I mean what an assh-" She ranted and you kept calling her name to stop her from talking so that you could finish.

"I told him no." Interrupting her and she stopped and looked at you smiling.

"That a girl. Now we can have some fun tonight."

"Where did you wanna go?" You asked twirling a pen in your hand.

"Well there is this new club I've been wanting to go to maybe we can go there." Listening to her go on and on about this club while your mind was somewhere else.

Cautiously looking over to his office you could see him sitting at his desk hands clasped together in front of his face. Elbows on the top staring straight at you and holding his gaze he was pulling you in. Biting your bottom lip being almost entranced by his gaze. A slight smirk on his face like he knew he had you right where he wanted you.

Pulling yourself away from his stare you looked back to Shelley still talking. Just nodding your head along with whatever she was saying, you still felt piercing orbs on your body making you shift in your seat uncomfortably.

"9 sound good?" She asked not hearing the other part of what she said.

"Yeah sounds good." Finding your voice even though you were extremely distracted.

"Oh my gosh we are going to have so much fun. I'm so excited for you to come out tonight." She squealed making you just shake your head at her.

Not understanding why he didn't go for a girl like her anyway. She was always so bright and bubbly and all the men flirted with her. Making you slightly jealous but all the more thankful cause you weren't a big fan of that much attention.

Hours went by and it now being nearly 7, and Shelley reminding you the time before she took off wanting to make sure you didn't ditch. Looking into Bens office with his head in his hands looking absolutely stressed. Now your guilt was starting to eat away at you for lying to him. This poor man was probably going to be left all alone by himself to do all this work.

Standing up and walking over to his office door you knocked first of course and heard his grumble a 'come in'. Opening the door and poking your head in his head looked up at you and straightened himself out a little bit.

"Do you need me to stay sir?"

"No it's fine y/n you relax spend time with your family. I'll see you on Monday okay?" His voice soft and tired rubbing his eyes dark circles starting to form.

Yeah see you Monday. Have a good weekend sir." You headed towards the door and his voice stopped you.

"Please I told you to call me Ben y/n." He said smiling back at you.

Smiling at him you walked out the door and through the building to your car. Taking off and thinking about Ben on your way home. He was all you could think about now, and a part of you wondered if he was hoping you would stay. A part of you wondered what would have happened if you would have stayed. Just the two of you there alone.

Going back to being in his office and how close he was to you. It made your throat tighten to the heat radiating off his body. He's never gotten that close with you it was almost too risky with him knowing there was a building full of people who could have walked in.

Throwing those thoughts to the side you hopped out of the car and took off your clothes and popped right into the shower getting cleaned up. Making sure to wash your body with that honey and vanilla body wash, and shaving every part of your body.

Stepping out of the shower you picked out a tight little red skin right dress along with some black strapless heels. Setting those aside you blow dried your hair quickly giving yourself some waves. Applying your makeup a little more heavily than usual. Not being the type of girl that really wore makeup, never feeling the need for it.

Stepping into the dress adjusting the straps and placing on your heels you took a look at your figure in the mirror. Almost shocked with how extremely good you looked. Heads were going to be turning tonight when they saw you.

It's been a while since you've gotten any time of physical contact. Having been too busy and focused on your career to have a boyfriend or any type of intimacy. To say the least you were hoping to take someone home tonight. You might even like the person and want to start something.

Honks outside your apartment shook your thoughts, and you grabbed your phone and purse. Heading out the door to see Shelley in a cab waving her arms at you like a mad woman and you couldn't help but laugh at her.

"Wow damn y/n you look sexy as hell." She cheered looking at you.

"Thanks you look really good too girl."

The cab driver had already taken off, and the two of you making small talk along the way. She was dressed in a dark purple strapless dress that went way above her knee. Her blond hair curled like she was getting ready to do a fashion show. Lips red as blood and eyeshadow dark as night.

Now starting to feel subconscious about how good you were looking compared to her. She would hands down be taking someone home tonight, and it was starting to make you want to exchange this dress for comfy clothes. No you had to put on a strong face and just have fun tonight.

The cab stopping in front of this black bricked building with red light illuminating all around it. People lined up way outside the door trying to get in. You groaned thinking how long it would take the both of you to get in. This didn't sound fun at all standing outside without a drink or music.

Shelley grabbed your hand leading you over to the bouncers who smirked once they saw her. Confused you looked at her in question as to how she knew these guys. She smiled at them flirtatiously and winked and brought you closer to her side so they could take a look at your figure.

"Well well well Shelley who's your gorgeous friend?" One of them said looking your body up and down with a grin.

"This is my good friend y/n. She needed to get out tonight to have some fun." Sheepishly waving to them not having as much confidence as her.

"Head on in ladies try not to have too much fun." He chuckled at her and opened the rope for the two of you to enter.

After walking through the door you were almost deafened by the booming music blasting through the place. The flashing lights all around you almost made it hard to see. Talking a glance around you saw sweaty grinding bodies on the dance floor. Dancing so close and intimate you would think someone was having sex right there.

Making your way through the drunken bodies and towards the bar. Shelley ordering a couple shots which she downed no problem. You on the other hand took the first one and hissed when it burned down your throat. Coughing at the feeling and grabbing the second one and took that more quickly that one not being as bad.

"This place is so cool. Aren't you glad you came out." Screaming into your ear once she ordered two drinks.

"Yeah this place is fun we'll have to come here more often." Your one words surprised you maybe it was the alcohol already kicking in.

"Is Ben seeing anybody?" You asked Shelley and she looked at you confused.

"Uh I don't think so he never talks about anything personal. Why?"

"Nothing never mind I was just curious."

"Did something happen in his office today?" Shelley squealed and now turning closer to you wanting answers now.

"No I was just curious is all." Looking down at your drink twirling it around in the glass before taking a sip.

"Something happened didn't it." Her voice full of amusement.

"No he was just a little too close to me and maybe I got the wrong impression." Now that you said it out loud it sounded more stupid.

"Never mind just forget I said anything." You beat her to it wanting to end the subject.

"Okay fine." She held her arms up in surrender probably on her second drink at this point.

"Do you have a boyfriend Shelley?" You asked and you swear her body straightened up and her eyes lit up.

"Yes I do his name in Joe and we've been seeing each other for about six months." Her voice started to fade out when you looked around the club.

It felt like eyes were piercing through your body. Like someone was watching you and you couldn't see who. Maybe you were just paranoid but it felt like someone was staring at you. Your body started to shift in the chair and your mind going in and out of focus.

Shelley wasn't paying much attention to your absentmindedness and continued to talk. Every once in a while you would nod so she didn't think you were completely ignoring her. Your hand gripping onto the glass before taking another sip. Looking back to Shelley you saw her eyes staring behind you with wide eyes.

"What? What is it?" You asked looking to where she was staring and you felt your stomach doing summersaults. All the air from your lungs escaping, and your entire body froze. You felt like a little kid being caught with their hand in the cookie jar.

His eyes on you never once leaving yours, and a part of you wanted to get up and walk away. Your body couldn't move though, like it was almost afraid of what would happen if you did.

"Hello ladies. What bring you two here tonight?" His voice deep and sexy.

He was wearing a long sleeve white dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up, and some skinny black jeans with some black combat boots. His hair was a little more messy like he ran his fingers through it so it wasn't so straight.

"We just wanted to see what the buzz was all about here. Needed to get Shelley out and have some fun for once." Shelley spoke first and you glared at her with the second sentence and she just giggled at you.

"I see it looks like you ladies are having fun." Even though he was speaking to Shelley his eyes remained on yours.

He had caught you in a lie and all you wanted to do was beg and plead for his forgiveness. Hoping come Monday he wouldn't fire you for lying straight to his face. His eyes burning a hole through yours, and you looked anywhere but him. Knowing Shelley very well could feel the tension between the two of you.

"Yeah I gotta go to the bathroom real quick I'll see you guys later." She took off leaving you alone with him and you just wanted to crawl under a rock.

"Ben I am sorry I lied to you. Shelley really wanted me to come out with her tonight and I almost stayed but she really made me promise to come out with her and have fun." You apologized quickly before he could say anything.

"Y/n your fine I don't care that you wanted to go out. I'm actually glad you decided to take a little break." He chuckled at how nervous you were. His body leaning more into yours.

"Oh okay. Wait how did you know where we were?" Curious as to how he ended up in the same place as you.

"I didn't. I heard about this place and wanted to come check it out for myself." Standing so close you could smell the whiskey and cigarettes on his breath.

His chest almost touching yours and his head looking down at your figure. Staring at you waiting for you to probably say or do something. Something about him just always intimidated you, and you felt like you were stuck when around him.

"Wanna dance?" Asking when he noticed you weren't saying anything. Taking the rest of Shelley's drink and downing it hoping to get some more liquid courage.

Grabbing your hand he led you over to the dance floor and spun you around so your back was to his chest. Your bodies fit so perfectly it's like there were made for each other. His hands grabbed your waist and pulled you flush against him.

Your ass pressing against his crotch and he started to move your bodies along to the music. His head nuzzling into your neck breathing you in. Swaying your hips along side his along to the best. His fingers digging into your skin when you started to push harder against him.

A part of you wanting to tease him with your hips moving slowly and than picking up your movements. Growling at how tempting you were you giggled to yourself feeling your confidence come back.

"You have no idea how crazy you are driving me." Whispering in your ear making your body shudder. One of his hands went up to your hair and pulled it over your shoulder so he could place light kisses along the side of your shoulder. You eyes closing at the feeling thinking this was all a dream not wanting to wake up from it.

Hands now moving in from your hips closer to your front. Staying there on your stomach and you felt butterflies erupt in your stomach. It felt like you were the only two in this club. No one else was around you and Shelley was long forgotten. Right now your focus was on the intoxicating man grinding his body into yours.

If you weren't wearing panties right now you for sure as hell would be dripping down your leg, and onto the floor. Your eyes closed feeling the music and his body pressed up against you. His body so warm you wanted to stay there forever.

Turning your body around so your chest to chest now, and his hands moving to your ass cheeks gripping. You felt your body melting into his and staring up into his eyes to see how dark they've become. Eyes full of lust and desire for you wanting nothing more than to take you home.

"Let's get out of here huh?"

Without hesitation you nodded your head and led you out of the club and into his car.