Miserable Life

Once again,It is a sleepless night for her.

Once again,She is crying to sleep.

Once again,She is begging for mercy from Almighty.

But the result is same,Still She believes her Almighty,her Jesus.

*Crack*

She jerked her head when she heard the cracking sound of broken vase.She cried once again.It became her habit to Cry daily.She looked at her little brother,John who have his headphones on listening to his favourite songs ignoring the battle that is going around him.

Sometimes,she would think of why couldn't she be like her brother?

Her brother is an extrovert,fun type guy.He takes everything easily and enjoys with whatever he have and whatever comes his way.He is a 13 years old boy,average in studies yet intelligent.

She is an intelligent student too yet she is a fool to cry over the things alone that happens around her,daily.

She heard foul words Once again.

B*****d

Cheater

Mental

How dare you?

Kill me.

I'll kill myself

I don't want to be killed by a b*****d like you.

Why the hell did I marry You?

I'm just living with you because of my children's.

She just closed her eyes to sleep once again.But Alas,her heart and her mind didn't ler her sleep.

A sleepless night is awaiting her.

She woke up startled with the nightmare she is having from past few years.She grabbed the water bottle near her and finished the whole bottle.

She looked at the watch which is beside her.

3.00 AM

Still there are 3 hours for her to get up and get ready for her Office.She was laying down on the bed to sleep once again when her phone Started ringing.Her beautiful eyebrows frowned at the call at this midnight.

She looked at the caller id.Her posture became worried looking at the caller Id.

Her Mother's Doctor.

She lifted the phone call and started her conversation and as usual the result was same.She sighed away and slept.A lone tear escaped through her eyes into the white and fluffy pillow.

It was morning.Birds Chirping and the rays of the sun disturbed her sleep.She got up from her bed and started her daily routine.She brushed and then cleaned her whole house.She prepared breakfast for herself.

Stay a little longer with me.

Stay a little longer with me

Oh Baby..Stay a little longer with me.

She heard her cell phone ringing and took her phone only to realise that her brother is calling her who is staying in hostel for his further studies.

After having a daily routine conversation,she hanged up the call.

She is not an Orphan Exactly.But it is only her responsibility to make her Brother student.

It is her responsibility to fulfill her brother expenses because her father is dead.Her mother is hospitalised.

She closed her eyes remembering her painful past once gain.Her past was painful,doesn't mean her present is beautiful.It is worse,more than worse.

Yet,She still believes her Almighty.

Yes,she is a Christian.

Yes,she believes in love and marriage.But she is not yet ready to adventure on sensitive relationships like marriage and love.

She loves her mother and father.They are the best example for a married life.Sure,She was inspired from her parents married life of how to not lead a married life in a way that took her father's life and her mother's sanity,particularly.

She sighed away at this thoughts and went to complete her daily routine.

It's her Office time.

"Hai!",her colleague said smiling at her.

"Hello!",She replied curtly with her usual strict posture and a forced smile on her face.

Her colleague turned away forcing a smile at me.She knows that now her colleague must be cursing her for her strict posture.

She didn't care.It's her usual routine.

She is an introvert.

She doesn't believe anyone.She doesn't believe her own shadow itself.20 years of life taught her how to lead a better and Non-adventerous life.

She was not like this,an introvert.

She was the most active and naughty kid during her childhood.Her innocence was brutally murdered when she was 9 years old.Her strong posture was brutally murdered when she was 19.

She went into her painful past,Slowly.

To be Continued...