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"Baby,I don't understand this." I smiled as I finished singing Changes by Xxxtentacion. I put down my guitar. It hit the wooden floor that I was sitting on. I stared at it. It had been a long time since I used it. It had some dust on it. I slide it away with my fingers.
Usually I play my piano while singing. But today I was cleaning my closet. And I saw this. It was almost broken yet it held alot of strong memories. I touched the guitar a few times. I saw my blurry reflection on it and a young me in it.
I remember as a chiled I loved to sing a lot. I always begged my parents to buy me a guitar. They said if I get A in all my subjects then they'll buy me one. I got super happy. But scared at the same time. What if don't get A in all subjects.
I started studying very hard. I skipped meals and didn't let my hand touch any mobile or computer. I was deep in study. Always in my room studying hard. Always books around me. One day I fell asleep while studying.
Everything was in place. Me and my books. Just that. But no. Thats not it.
While I tried my best to study my mind always found their way to something. Something very special. I can't even live without it. Singing.
Finally it was the time for my result. I waited patiantly on my desk. Looking around my class. I see my class mates. Few jumping and laughing. Few with their heads down on their desk.
"Camila" the teacher called my name. I nervously stand up from my desk. My heart was hammering in my chest as I walked to my teacher. I was walking as I stepped on something and nearly fell down. But balanced myself before falling.
I look up to see a girl. She is the class captain. She looked at me worriedly. "Are you ok?" She asked. I tried to remember her name. What was it. Umm....maybe a- akina no no its Anika. I looked at her dark brown eyes and smiled. "Yes I'm fine um..Anika" She smiled back.
I turned around and started walking towards my teacher. As I reached the table I saw the look in my teachers eyes. He was angry. I got scared. I guess I couldn't make it. But then his facial expressions change. He smiled warmly at me. "Congrats" he said as he handed me the letter.
I opened it and a huge smile made their way to my face. I got A's in all my subjects.
And as I thought I got my new guiter. That was laying on my room floor all broken up.
These past memories somehow made me happy after my break up. I loved him. I really did. But he changed his mind and cheated on me. Well I guess that was just the past. Past means just a few hours ago........
I got up from the ground and made my way to the bathroom to get ready to go to my fav place. I left the guiter on the ground. Cuz my room is very messy and I don't care.
I got out of my bathroom and changed into some shorts and a blue top.
I got out of my house and locked it. I put the keys in my pockets and started walking. It was a sunny day. But now it was evening time. The sun was going down. Wind was blowing quietly. Making my weavy brow hair blow a little. I was having my time. Since today was my off day from my work place I was fully relaxed.
I stopped infront of a beauty parlour. It was my fav place. I come here every single day. Not becouse I spent too much time in my beauty and care about my skin. But bcuz I come here for something. No not for something but for someone.
I entered through the small class gate as a little bell rang. Making everyone know that there is a customar.
My eyes searched for that one individual. My eyes found their way to that man. He noticed me and greeted me with a warm smile. My heart started racing. It was beating wildly. How could a mans smile can make me go crazy? I wondered.
I smiled back. "Hey Shawn!" I said. I was staring at his beautiful features. His deep blue eyes. His knife like sharp jaw. His plump full kissable lips. His perfectly tanned sking. Board shoulder. His shinny smooth hair. He was waring this beauty salon's shirt and apron. I wonder what could be hiding behind those clothes......
Ugh what the hell am I thinking about!
He seemed to notice my stare. He chuckled. I quickly looked around somewhere else. Embarassed.
"I umm I- you look good today." I said quickly. Wait? What did I just say? Oh god I want the ground to swallow me right now. Ugh I wanna go home.
"Thanks" he said with that warm smile still on his face. But I could see he was trying his best to not to smirk.
I was blushing like crazy. I know I look like a tomato now. My gaze fixed on the ground. I can't even look at him at this point.
"So you want your regular head massage?" He said changing the subject. Yes I want that. His head massage is the only thing that can calm me down.
"Yes. Please" I said finally looking at him. Aaaaand I got lost AGAIN into his deep blue eyes. He is doing alot of things to me. And I can't take'em all.
He lead me to a emty chair. And gestured me to sit down.
I sit on the chair and looked at my reflection on the mirror in front of me . Or in other words his reflection. He looks so professional. He is so good. I can't take my eyes of off him. He was just perfect.
