Chapter one
Chapter 1
The moment i woke up i knew i fcked up again, i turned my head and there he was ‘Josh Wendel” number one playboy and my brothers best friend. I pulled my dress from the floor and left before he woke up.
When i got home i put my phone on a charger and took a shower, i felt dirty but the water didn’t help that much so after a while i got out and put my towel on and decided to lay down on my bed. My phone beeped for notifications,
‘where are you?’
‘we had fun last night, x’
Did i tell you Josh was a playboy? I know it isn’t smart of me by sleeping with hem but it doesn’t help much that he is like the HOTTEST guy in town, and his leather jacket en badboy additude can make every girls panty’s drop..
I replied with a simple text back ‘@home see you later’
It was later on the evening that my mom called me down “Lily will you come down? The food is ready’ ‘yes mom i will be down in a second’ i yelled back. When i walked downstairs my brother opened the door to his room ‘where were you last night? i thought we would ride back together?’
Before i could came up with a response our mother called again ‘Ryan, Josh is waiting for you..’ i smiled at him as he hurried past me, thankgod it’s Saturday and they always have something planned then, not in the mood for Josh i waited a few minutes before going downstairs but because i’m out of luck there he was, sitting on a chair laughing at something stupid my brother said.
My mother had disappeard somewhere and the boys had started eating, guess Josh was joining us for diner. I sad down on a chair across from Josh and asked Ryan where our mother went ‘ she told me she had a emergencey at the hospital, she wont’t be home tonight..’ since this is quite normal at our home we continued with our meal and no one talked untill ’hey Josh’ my brother started ‘did u see my sister leave yesterday? She left without telling me en now she won’t tell me where she went’ my eyes went to Josh as he smirked.. ‘i don’t know man, i was quite bizzy myself with this girl’ they both laughed untill Ryan asked his next question ‘is this the same girl you have been hooking up with for almost 7 months now? She must be special’ for a moment i hoped he would tell him that this mistery girl was special, so i was a bit irritated when his response was ‘haha no mate, she is just some easy lay, someone you call when you wanna fuck but don’t want to put effort in to find someone ’ i excused myself from te table and send out a groupschat to my friends
‘waddup, u in for going out 2night, drinks @ my house?’
Within 5 minutes everyone responded that they would be at my house in a hour. And Jason told us he knew a new Club in town he wanted to check out.
Wanting to get Josh out of my head i decided that i would put a little black dress on and straighten my hair, next up makeup, i wanted a little bit more than i normaly put on so i decided to go for fake eyelashes.. we where going to a club en i hoped to find a guy that would take my mind of that statement.. i’ve said it before but i’m done sleeping with te guy
Let me explain how it even happend.. seven months ago i was at a party with my friends, my brother was also there with his friends.. i was dating a guy named Luke at that time and i really liked him, so it was a shock when i saw Luke hooking up with another girl on one of the couches. After that i only remember drinking way to much, looking for Ryan but finding Josh, and that i woke up naked with Josh nowhere to found and a text message that he had fun.
Since then once in the so many weeks we meet up at a party to discus that it can’t happen again en next thing i know we wake up naked and one of us sneaks out before the other one wakes up.
I know that it’s wrong and if my brother ever finds out he is gonna be so mad at us, that’s why we both try to stop it, but what he said hurt me! I’m not easy, i’ve only slept with one guy in my entire 17 years of living and that guy is Josh but if he thinks that he can just use me he has another thing coming for him.
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