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Want to hold you in my arms

But you want nothing to do with me It's the little little things

That you do baby

That make me so damn crazy

I'll always remember that day couldn't love me anymore

You've got me on my knees I'm your one man cult

Cross my heart and hope to die

Promise you I'll never leave your side

'Cause I'm telling you you're all I need

I promise you you're all I see

'Cause I'm telling you you're all I need

I'll never leave

So you can drag me through hell

If it meant I could hold your hand

I will follow you 'cause I'm under your spell

And you can throw me to the flames

I will follow you, I will follow you

See, that's the funny thing about love

It's never been a friend to me

Just an artificial enemy

I've known it's face, but only watched it leave

Save yourself, I'm not worth the time

This failure is built deep into my design

Is there something wrong with me?

Still missing you and I can't

See the end of this just wanna feel your kiss

Against my lips

but

It hurts me every time I see you

Realize how much I need you

Don't want to, but I can't put

Nobody else above you

Do you miss me like I miss you?

Fucked around and got attached to you

Friends can break your heart too

And I'm always tired but never of you

You take my silences and make them less alone

A fresh coat of paint inside my coffin so it feels like home

I know I'm not enough, out on my own

No, I'm not enough

I need you when I'm bruised and broken

It's all that keeps me here and hoping

I need you when I'm bruised

I need you when I'm broken

No, not yet

I know I'm the one you want to forget

Cue all the love to leave my heart

It's time for me to fall apart.

Baby, you were my picket fence

I miss missing you now and then

Sometimes before it gets better

The darkness gets bigger

The person that you'd take a bullet for is behind the trigger

And now I don't understand it

You don't mess with love, you mess with the truth

And I know I shouldn't say it

But my heart don't understand

Why I got you on my mind

I have these lucid dreams where I can't move a thing

Thinking of you in my bed

You were my everything

Now I'm just better off dead

I'll do it over again

I didn't want it to end

I should've built a home with a fountain for us

The moment that he told me that he was in love

Too young

I was too young

Too young, too young, too young

And if he ever goes back to the water fountain

The handle will be broken and the rust set in

But my hand, it will be open and I'll try to fix it

My heart, it will be open and I'll try to give it

I'm losin' my grip right now

Why aren't you here?

'Cause I need you right here, right now

I can't see clear

My head has fallen to my knees

My heart is just fallin' to pieces

Irrationally

I won't pretend it's all your fault

When you were there through it all

I messed things up, I always do

Something drove us insane

Maybe we were faking, faking

Something's pulled at our veins

Now we're stumbling, vacant, vacant, bleeding out

What the hell happened to us?

What the hell, what the hell happened to us? Yeah

We never had any fuss

We never, we never had any fuss

We were up, and now we're down

We were loud, and now there's no sound

Like what the hell happened to us?

What the hell, what the hell happened to us? Yeah

I can't help but assume there's somebody on the side

And I'm too jealous

This isn't us, I'm getting lonely

You're always saying that you're sorry

Then you act like you don't want me

Why would you tell me that you are in love?

Up on the shelf and I'm collecting dust

What the hell happened to us?

When things are simple, they get hard

And I know

With difficulties, we ain't ever made it far

People 'round here want love so bad

They don't care if you're faking it

If it feels fugazi, there's no changing

There's no mistaking

As I'm dreaming of your face

And I miss you there

I can't imagine being anywhere else

I can't imagine being anywhere else but here

How the hell did you ever pick me?

Honestly, I could sing you a song

But I don't think words can express your beauty

Tell me what's the point of life

Is it material?

Had everything I could ever want and probably more

When I lay in bed at night

All I do is think of you

So when all this is gone what do I have to come home to?

And I can't go on staying alive if I'm alone

Pick up the phone and say hello

I'd rather die with him

Now my night's so cold

When your heart is frozen

Mine's exposed you know this

'Cause you're the only thing that's keeping me alive

And I don't wanna wait for the down set date

'Cause I would rather end it all tonight

If I mean anything to you

I'm sorry but I made up my mind

I got these questions always running through my head

So many things that I would like to understand

If we are born to die and we all die to live

Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts?

I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down

The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house

I wrestle with my thoughts I shook the hand of doubt

Been looking forward to the future

But my eyesight is going bad

In these crystal balls

It's always cloudy except for

When you look into the past

Come on, make it easy, say I never mattered

Run it up the flag pole,

Before the world catches up

'Cause there's always time for second guesses, I don't wanna know

If you're gonna be the death of me, that's how I wanna go

I may never sleep tonight,

As long as you're still burning bright.

If I could trade mistakes for sheep,

Count me away before you sleep

I'll still wait till I trade my mistakes,

So they fade away

there's a part of me that just wants you back

You're the one thing I want, that I never did have.

That I never did have.

Oh, no.

Fill me up

Steam me up.

Hear me shout

Tip me over and pour me out.

Pour me out on the concrete, next to your feet.

Do I have to cry out?

Can you hear me?

Oh just to be with you.

But to this day my heart you stole

In a bind left behind waiting for your call.

Merrily we fall out of line, out of line

I'd fall anywhere with you,

Cause I have hella feelings for you

I act like I don't fucking care

Like they ain't even there

'Cause I have hella feelings for you

I act like I don't fucking care

'Cause I'm so fucking scared

I'm only a fool for you

And maybe you're too good for me

I'm only a fool for you

But I don't fucking care, at all, oh

Tell me pretty lies

Look me in the face

Tell me that you love me

Even if it's fake

'Cause I don't fucking care, at all

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

'Cause he's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even, no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK

I'm falling to pieces, yeah