CH 1.) Oh, Hello.
I was scrolling through My Websites one day and I came across someone who was very diffrent. Someone that I never imagined talking to. Someone very me. My type 110%. Someone who was very exotic to me. He was something that my parents would NEVER approve of. It was almost like he was put in front of my face by Beelzebub himself. He was so rare, and special, and unlike anyone I have ever talked to. My parents always had a certain kind of guy for me in mind. The type they thought was fitting for me, was not even close to what I was attracted to. So I rebelled a little bit and sent a request for his link and then I messaged him. This dude had the nerve to CUSS ME ALL TO HELL.... on the first message. Like, DAAMN what the fuck did I do wrong? I figured it was pointless, and maybe my parents were right. Maybe I am just gunna have to suck it up and conform to what they want for me. I knew in my heart and sould that there was something more to this dude then just a asshole message. I craved to know.
A couple of weeks went by and I caught myself frolicking through his link and daydreaming through his pictures. What does he sound like? What does he really look like? What are his favorite things? What does he do for a living? Whats HIS type? I went for the kill again, though I did peep that he was fresh out of a realtionship, so maybe that is why he was so damn cranky the first time. I wasnt flirty or anything, just asked him how he was and how he had the audacity to cuss me out for no reason. I cant really remember how that conversation went, but I know it went good. From that day on we talked all the time. Then we got each others numbers and started texting and calling. Thats when things started to get deep between us. We were talking all day, everyday. On the phone for hours upon hours at night. Even on school nights I would be on the phone until four in the morning. It was getting to the point that we were pretty much dating and I knew that soon he was gunna ask me out. I was hoping anyways. Well, what thou shalt manafest, will come to fruition. My intuition was correct and one night he asked me what we were, I asked him what did he want us to be. He wanted me to be his and only his.....I said YES! I was so happy, beyond what I had been in awhile. The talking and texting only got later and later and more and more. I was so happy I made the grave mistake of telling my mother. She questioned the hell out of me. Only one question stuck out from it all......"Do you even know how old this dude is!?"
I was in shock. I was so blindsided with our connection, how powerful it was, I forgot about even asking the basics. Things that were mandatory to know before you should even consider a realtionship.
PAUSE.
Youre probably wondering who "I" am & who "HE" is.
Well, Ill tell ya. "I" am a now 22 year old named Pricilla. Y'all can call me Cillia, or Cee. Im from Nashville, Tennessee and LOVING it. Im a little crazy and paranoid, but Im loads of fun and positivity most days. Ive been through trials and tribulations, but I keep a smile on my face and a sparkle in my eye. Youd never even guess the things ive been through and that is the way I want it to be. I am a mother of three kiddos, we will get to them later. I am engaged to a man named Callion, I call him Cal. His part in my story is coming soon.
Moving on to who "HE" is. "He" is a now a 27 year old AMAZING man named Ollie. He resides in California as far as I know. He is just as crazy as me, if not a little more. Very dominant. Lies a little but I know I can trust him with a lot of things. Hes been through hell and back as well, and he lets you know it. Hes seen things, and done things. Things that I will never know about and its better it stays that way. He is a father of 3 kiddos, who we will get to later as well. He is single now, from what he tells me and he really doesnt mind, until it comes to me.
RESUME.
His age, his fucking AGE yall. How did I not even think of that? How did HE not even think of that? We both never asked, so I just went with the flow. Until...... my birthday came around and lemme tell you when my eldest sister posted a 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY CEE, YOURE THE BIG 1-4 TODAY!", I almost had a heart attack. He didnt even say anything about it all day, so at lunch I mentioned to him that I needed to speak with him. I think he already knew. We got on the phone and we started talking. I told him that I was only 14 and I could hear his jaw drop. We got on a video call and Ollie proceeded to tell me that he was 19 years old yall..... 19. That means that if anyone who was petty enough to report him found out, my man would be going to jail! I was freaking out and everything. All I remember is him saying, "Baby, you know that I can go to jail for this?". Then his brother walked in the room, he muted the call, but I could read his lips. He asked his brother how old I looked, I dont know what the brother said but I seen Ollie say that I was only 14. All three of us were in shock. But, hey, dont blame me cause I look older and act mature. I was down about this for weeks. I thought Ollie was just gunna wake up one day and tell me he couldnt do this anymore. BOY, was I wrong.
