Chapter 1
Euphoria Frostella Del Paz's POV
I was alone inside my room. Staring at my phone as I listened to a Billie Eillish song tracks I moved my head according to the beats of ‘All the good girls go to hell’ Song as I wrote my answers in my homework for today.
I was thinking of the best answer for question number five when the song stopped and my phone vibrated as it rang. Mom... Calling I stared at my Phone for five second hesitating which button to push but ended up answering my Mom’s call.
“Mom?”
“Baby, I found a new good psychiatrist that could help you cure your Phobia” Again? Tss. We’ve talked and consulted and undergo therapy’s just to remove or to conquer this phobia. I really wanted to be happy, But I know that if I did become happy for a minute.. Days, weeks months and years of pain and sadness will overwork all those smiles and laughter.
“Mom, You don’t have to. We’ve already had consulted too many psychiatrists and doctors for over tons of times local and internationally. you’re wasting money for this uncurable situation of mine.” I said as I continued writing down the answers I found in Google Chrome
“Sweety, Money doesn’t matter as long as you’ll be cured. I want to see you smile again. Euphoria I know you’re still on a trauma from-”
“Mom let’s not bring that up. please.” I quickly said to stop her from bringing up the bloody road accident that I have survived. The day I lost three of the most important persons for me aside from Mom.
Suddenly screeching tires and terrible car crash sounds echoed inside my brain. Tears started to fall once again remembering how My Dad tried his best not to hit the uncontrollable raging Ten-wheeler truck,how my twin sister Eureka screamed in fear before hitting her head into the dashboard and how my fiance Sephron hugged me to make sure I wouldn’t be hurt.
“Sweety? Euphoria are you still in there?” “H-huh? Ah.. yes Mom. I’m listening.” I lied.
“So now Sweety please let’s do this. Who knows maybe you’ll be able to conquer your phobia? Do this for me,for us Euphoria?” I heard her sniff, probably she was trying to stop her tears from falling down her eyes. I sighed
“Okay Mom.. I’ll see that new Psychiatrist of yours. Take care there in your office. I love you” I told her before pushing the end call button.
I finished my homework and slammed myself into my bed and drowned myself into another song of Billie. I lost have the appetite to eat lunch so I decided to go to the garden and feel the warm breeze for a sunny day
I sat on my favorite swing and looked to the swing beside me. Eureka’s favorite swing... Eureka used to love things Hello kitty-fied while I love stitch designed stuffs
I suddenly missed my twin, My Dad and My Love. I looked up in the sky and waved my hands as if saying hello and goodbye to them. No more fun times, No more laughter, No more happiness, No more Dad, Eureka and Sephron. It’s just me and Mom. Still I’m thankful God has left me alive in order to be with Mom. I’m sure she’ll be sadder if Almighty God would took Four lives of her loved ones if so. maybe the reason why God only took four. As I stared in the sky my phoned vibrated and a message notification lit up in my screen. I opened it up and read the message
[Good Afternoon, Ms.Euphoria Frostella Del Paz. I’m Dr. Sappiro Emperor Bien, You new psychiatrist.]
I glared at the message and put my phone back into my pocket
No one will ever be able to bring back my happiness. I just know it or so I thought?
