Chapter 1
Homosexuality has been with us since the beginning of time, and will always exist just as heterosexuality. It could oppose many of our ideas of what we want for our own children. We must acknowledge some children fall to this. It is not something a child is born with, like LGBTQ community promotes.
I am not an expert in psychology, but actually part of the LGBTQ community. 57 years of not being able to embrace this lifestyle. I have always just wanted to know "WHY?" like most others of this community or not. Many adults are inflicted and do not ever come out.
I am here to share with you the mystery behind gender attraction. We are not born with iniate behaviour. We as children are innocent, thus often make innocent choices by the way we feel and like about something, or learned as well.
Tradition is male to female attraction. I am a Christian and believe this way like many. Sometimes a child is swayed through some act to make a different choice than traditional plan. Many times this is done innocently through a touch, glare, playful kiss, ect. and the child feels excitement, likes it and the brain creates branches. Then the subconscious builds a branch and other branches build, confirming a gender attraction.
The child goes on not really thinking about this and even over time forgets this moment of choice. When older I like to say this, "If you think you were born gay, you don't remember making that innocent choice as a young child." I do express innocence.
