The regret of her life.
It was the cloudy day and the freezing cold wind was blowing. As soon as she enter in the beautiful place where there were full of attractive flowers, she got lost in her thoughts. The melancholy singsong of that bird reminds her of their togatherness. The pleasant smell of the flowers sense her the perfume her mother used to wear.
The pleasing noise of that waterfall and the melancholy singsong of that bird draged her to that good old time with her angle mother.
--- "Hey!..honey,be ready fast it's already 4:00 o'clock we will be late to come back" said mother in a hurry voice.
"okay Mom, I'm done!."
Every evening at 4 o'clock ,they always used to go to that beautiful place just she and her mother (two of them) to spend the time together and to share their one day feeling.
Whenever they used to go there she always sees her smiling, a different one, which makes her even more happier.
She was a girl of a single parents, her father left them since 3 years back. She never knew what was the reason for leaving behind them alone, neither her mother told her. She was living with her only mother.
Ever since her father left them,she rarely sees her mother smiling and being happy. She notice that her mother being sad most of the time but showoff to be like happy in front of her, just to keep her happy. Furthermore the girl was bit rude and chubby.
Day and time passes by like a everyday flowing river. One day the girl asked her mother to tell her the reason for her father to leave them but her mother refuses to tell the reason,instead said, to go to her room and to keep her alone for some times. Without saying any word she walked away.
It was about to be 4, her mother said to be ready fast so that they can spend more hours together in that beautiful place but then the girl being upset for not telling her the reason shouted at mother,
"You always say like that to go away from you whenever I asked about the reason, why mom why? I don't want to talk with you now, I will never ever go with you like before, please leave me alone." shouted the girl with a crying voice.
"okay my girl, if you don't want to go today, it's okay we will go tomorrow. You just take rest my darling." said her mother with the heartfelt voice.
The next day, she saw her grandparents has came to their home and She was bit happy.
"Com'on my girl, see who came here, your grandparents, we came to stay with you forever and yeah i forgot to tell you that your mother went to Bangkok for some business propose, she will come back soon." said her grandmother.
"what!!? mother went away... Leaving behind me alone."
"how could she left me behind, she don't love me, she left me just like father," she thought to herself.
That whole day and night she cried lying on the bed without taking anything.
Time passed by,
Her grandparents gave her lots of love,joy,and everything she asked for. Her mother didn't turn up but whenever her mother calls her she never responded to that.
Now, she almost forgot the love and care of her mother.
After 3 month,
the door bell rang and all of a sudden her mother turn up. The daughter was upset and didn't talk to her.
When an hour passed, at 4 o'clock mother asked her to go again in that beautiful place but she didn't, instead she shouted at her mother.
"No, I will not go with you mom, you left me, do you know how much i cried, you don't love me and don't think about me why should i do that for you." she said on a ruddy voice.
please my girl please... I will tell you everything, Her mother begged to her but she didn't listen to it and futhermore she went to her friends house. "hey,honey!Before going please remember I love you very much and you are my world, everything okay." mother said with a sorry feeling.
Ignoring it, the girl went away.
When she came back from her friend's house, she saw many people gathering in her house and heard a crying voice. It was coming from mothers room,she went to look there she saw someone lying on the bed covering with white and yellow cloth. She asked who is this?
And she finally knew that it was her 'MOTHER', she saw her mother has passed away .
Someone gave her one parcel, and in that parcel it was written,
" MY DEAR DAUGHTER,
AM SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU BEHIND ALL ALONE, I DONT WANT TO GO AND LEAVE YOU LIKE YOUR FATHER DID BUT HAVE TO DO THAT,
BABY, I HAVE A BLOOD CANCER, YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO KNOW THE REASON WHY YOUR FATHER LEFT US KNOW? HERE IS YOUR ANSWER, HE LEFT US AFTER KNOWING THAT I HAVE A CANCER.
I HAVE ONLY 6 MONTH TO LIVE SO TO CREATE A BEAUTIFUL MEMORISE WITH YOU I TAKE YOU TO MY FAVORITE PLACE, I KNOW YOU ARE CRYING READING THIS LETTER BUT I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE WEAK MY GIRL , I DONT WANT YOU TO CRY, I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY WITH YOUR ONLY GRANDPARENTS NOW OKAY. I LET YOU TO GET LOVE MORE FROM YOUR GRANDS BECAUSE I WAS DIEING, I LET THEM TO PROMISE ME TO NOT TO TELL YOU. AND SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU THIS 3 MONTH BUT I WAS ADDMITED AT HOSPITAL, I TRIED MANY CALLS BUT DIDNT GOT ANY RESPOND.
NOW MY GIRL,I WANT YOU TO BE STRONG, STUDY HARD, BE SUCCESSFUL, MAKE YOUR ONLY GRANDPARENTS PROUD, I WILL ALSO BE WATCING YOU,AND SOMETIME TO VISIT MY FAVORITE PLACE WHICH WE USED TO GO AT 4 O'CLOCK.
I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER THAT, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY GIRL, I WOULD LIKE TO BE YOUR MOTHER IN NEXT GENERATION.
YOUR MOTHER. "
After closing the letter, she cried a lot and regret a lot for not responding to the phone calls, for not going with her and for ignoring her.
She regrets everything.
"Am sorry mom for my negative feelings towards you, I also love you very much, and will Miss you mom, will be strong and will follow on what you said." the girl said to her self with tearful eyes.
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