to my ex best friend
to my ex best friend,
it’s crazy when we walk by each other, and it’s like we never even knew each other. like all those late night conversations, those 2 am crazy sleepovers, never even happened. those inside jokes about boys, about musicals, about youtubers. being crazy with you, getting stared at and kicked out in public. why didn’t we try harder? i thought i’d know you till the end, but things really aren’t going as we planned. i miss you. i wish you didn’t think i was a bad person, because i try my hardest not to be. everytime i see you, i want to run to you and start talking, like nothing ever happened. but i can’t. because he turned you. he took you. but then again, it’s your fault too. you PROMISED me that he wouldn’t take you away. well, heere we are now. seeing you with him.. you’re just going to get hurt and i’m scared for you. but go ahead. you’re happy, and that’s what you deserve. so enjoy it.
we really messed up this time.
~sasha
