Mistaken Truth

Snowflake the boss wants to see you in his office said one of the girls that worked with me at the strip club. As I walked to the dee's office I couldn't help but wonder what was the reason for me being called down to his office. I got outside of the dee's office I took a deep breath as I turned the doorknob. I walked right in and said dee you wanted to see me. Dee said yes snowflake I called you down here because you're doing a good job bringing in this money. Also, there's going to be a little get together on Saturday and your presence was requested. Dee said keep shaking your ass the way you do you're making daddy dee a lot of money. I asked dee was that all he said yes and I walked out of the office.

My name is Tammy everyone here knows me as just snowflake. I don't have any friends here. I just come here to take my money and that's it. No one here at this strip club knows my real name. The girls here don't like me because I get all the well-paying clients. No matter what I speak my mind not carrying who’s feeling I hurt. I have become the cold very heartless person.

Since my time on stage had come and gone before going to see the boss. I went into the changing room yo change into something that showed less skin. Something much more comfortable. I grabbed my stage outfit and stuffed it into my big handbag. I make my way to the parking lot where my BMW was waiting for me. I bought myself a pink and black BMW she my baby. I had to rush home to try and get some rest before heading out to my other job in the morning. I was a real estate agent by day and by night I was snowflake shaking my ass. I had a very big job that I had to make sure I closed for my client he wanted a house that was like a mini-mansion. Sometimes I felt like if I was living a double life.

As I make my way home from my second job I start to get into deep thought. I tried to push all my pain and hurt to the side because I hate being in my feelings. I started to turn on the radio, doing my best to forget so much. I realized that I was about to be home. I was in the process of selling my house. To find a new place where I could make new memories and not be reminded every day as to what has happened over the years. I didn't want to move from my family home but I just can't take the pain and reminder this house has on me. I stay away from this house as much as possible. This house had played a big role in me finding a job at night.

I worked nights for five hours or more every night to make it home to sleep for about three hours to do it all over again the next day. I did all I could to not be home for long. This place had so many memories that I just didn't want to think about. I just didn't want to think at one point I just focused on my job. One day everything came tumbling down. I lived in this very big five-bedroom house that also had three bathrooms. I lived here with my mother and father. I grew up in a beautiful home and a very good neighborhood. My mother was a computer programmer, my father was a very well known big shot lawyer. They both made sure that I nor needed or wanted for anything. I was popular in middle school and high school.

I was popular but I was never a mean girl. I did my best to help out whenever I can and whenever I was needed. I would help feed the homeless. I did all that I could to be part of the well-known community. I started seeing this boy who I thought was very awesome cute and smart. Things seemed to be going well. Things started to change when I was invited to a party. A party where there were drugs and alcohol. I went to this party to see my boyfriend. So I thought I was. I was accompanied by my best friend at the time. Lee was very beautiful very bright she was the life of the party. She was Spanish and Vietnamese. Lee was someone that I knew since we were very little. She was the one I told all my secrets to. Secrets that no one would have ever thought I had.

Lee and I get to this party and there's already a lot of people there. The music was very loud. I saw a lot of people popping pills. As well as doing other drugs. There were people drinking while others were making out. I made my way to the back of the house where there was a pool. somewhere in between the front door and the back door of the house, I managed to lose lee. My attention was by the back of the house by the pool. I was trying to see if I could spot Charles, my boyfriend. I didn't see him at the back of the house. I got to the table where there were all kinds of drinks from different beer to very different liquor and juice. I grabbed a cup of juice I wanted to play it safe. The night was very beautiful that I decided to stay by the pool and just look at the stars. I was looking and admiring how beautiful everything looked up in the sky.

I was out by the pool if maybe about five or ten minutes when I hear lee loud ass voice calling for me. She came by the pool and said look who I found she was playful pulling on Charles. Like the time I didn't think anything of it. Charlie then said to me your best friend is a trip. He then asked how long had I been at the party. I told Charles it was maybe twenty minutes of us bring there. Charles said no. I just thought I saw you earlier going upstairs. I said nope that was not me. Charles then asked me what I was drinking I told him juice. Charles then said can I get your cup. I didn't think anything of it.

I said okay I was so caught up talking to him that I hadn't noticed that Lee had left to enjoy the party lee style. Charles can't back with my cup full of something sweet. I thought it was soda. I took a very big sip to the. Realize after I swallowed it that it was vodka and juice. I knew what it was because I remember trying it a while back and not liking it because it made my chat burn. Like if it were on fire. Charles said to me I need a little juice of encouragement this will help you loosen up a bit. I really didn't want to drink because I knew I couldn't hold my booze does. I said it was okay since. Charles was with me I said fuck it. You only live once right. Charles and

I stayed by the pool and enjoyed each other's company. I was so caught up in conversation that I didn't realize that I drank my drink faster then I should have. I told my boo that I needed to use the bathroom. I started to get up from the bench when everything started to spin. Charles saw that I was stumbling so he tried his best to help me get to the bathroom. From me getting up to use the bathroom I couldn't remember anything. I remember waking up at that house where that party took place.

I woke up in so much pain my clothes were all ripped up. I couldn't stand on my own. As much as I tried my best to find out or remember what happened but I could remember anything. I grabbed my phone the first person that came to mind was Charles. I called Charles's phone about three times but there was no answer. The next person I called was lee I thought she would answer or even call me back if she saw my number but neither of the two called me back. I really didn't know what had happened last night or what I did. I was trying to make my way to the front door but it was very hard for me to move. I really didn't know how. I couldn't move I had to ask my brain permission to help me move my legs. There was a girl that came from inside the house. She saw me having trouble she asked me if I was okay. I really didn't know what to say.

I said where you at the party last night. The redhead girl said yes. I asked her was acting normal. She said I can't say because I don't know your normal.she said well you were dancing a little crazy and drinking. She then said damn girl you do look good. I said something doesn't feel right. Can you call me an over or better yet can you use my car and drive me to the hospital. I really didn't know what to do. I told her if she didn't have anything else to do. The redhead asked me what hospital did I want to go and I told her to take me to Central hospital. I couldn't remember much if anything I passed out. I couldn't remember much of anything. I woke up to see the redhead girl next to me. I was laying in the hospital bed. The redhead girl that she was going to get the doctor.

She told me that the doctors were doing a lot of tests. The redhead girl went and grabbed the doctor. They came back into the room and the male doctor said we had to pump out your stomach. The doctor said to me if I would have waited a little while longer I wouldn't have been so lucky. There were a lot of drugs and alcohol in my system. The doctor then said I called your mother and father and they are on there way.

About last night do you remember anything that happens. I replied very quick no. The doctor then said I'm going to have my coworker take over your care. She is a woman you may feel more comfortable talking to her. Her name is Lisa I thought that he thought I was living. Doc to Lisa came into the room. She asked me how I was feeling and I told her I felt as if I got hit by a mack truck.

Lisa said to me I want to do a take kit on you to make sure I cover everything. I said out loud everything is not okay. Is that okay with you said Lisa. I said I really fond know what's going on. I asked the doctor about the redhead girl. Lisa said she was outside in the hallway. Until the doctor did the test that she needed. Lisa then asked me if I showered. I told Lisa that I couldn't remember anything about last night. I'm going to give you a change into this because I need to take your clothes and bag them so I can give them to the police for evidence. I asked did I do something wrong. Am I going to be in trouble. Lisa said you didn't do anything wrong. Lisa said I have to do protocol. I did what I was told. The doctor came back in and had me spread my legs on the bed.

While my father was talking he did all he could not to look me in the eyes. The lady officers said that they were going to do everything in their power to get the people involved in this crime. They handed my father a card and said if there is anything anything at all that your daughter remembers please give me a call no matter what day or night. A few minutes later the doctor came in and said that I would be able to go home. The doctor gave me pain meds and also something to relax me. My mother signed the papers as soon as she could. My mother had my father get the car. My father was waiting for us in the front in the car.

My mother helped me get my clothes on that she brought me from home. I got dressed and the nurse came in the room with a wheel chair so I didn’t have to walk to the car. I just wanted to get home to take a shower and get under the blanket. On my way to the car there were a lot of reporters waiting by the door as we made our way to the car they all came running towards us. I really had no idea what to do. My father got out the car and acted as a Shield for me and my mother. We got in the car and drove off without looking back. Once I got home I took a long shower and I scrubbed my body so hard that my whole body had become red.

I felt so dirty so nasty after I was done on the shower I put some clothes on and I started to put my phone on the charger. I was really trying my best to find out what was going on or I should say what happened that night. Was this something that was planned and was my so called boyfriend and best friend apart of this mess. I started to feel like I couldn’t trust anyone because my boyfriend was not answering me and my so called boyfriend wasn’t packing up. I didn’t want to think that I was being set up. I didn’t want to think that my best friend would do me dirty this way. As my phone cut back on my phone started to go off. I had so many messages that started to come in.

I started to go through my messages on my iPhone there was about five change messages. I really had no idea whose number that was sending me these videos. In the video clips you can see me being given a drink after drink after drink. I was so drunk I wasn’t even able to walk. All you see is my so called boyfriend carrying me up the stars as if I was just a rag doll. When I was brought up the stars the music for some reason was cut off. I couldn’t watch anymore. I let out a big yell and started to cry so hard.

My mother heard me yelling and she ran so fast I thought she was going to run through my door and out my window. my mother said are you okay. what's going on? I said nothing and just handed her my phone. My mother looked at the phone and gasped with tears coming down her face. My mother yelled for my father. My father came stomping into my room. My mother and father grabbed my phone and walked outta my room. My mother and father started to argue.

All I could make out was my mother saying take care of this you are a lawyer. My daughter is in the other room not knowing what to do. Our daughter dodgy ask to be taped said, my mother. It took me three years to get the courage to me myself again I finished school at home. I couldn't bring myself to face anyone that was there that night or even be in the same school as them. Charles, Lee and three others were arrested and sent to jail. For years led was the one who set everything up Lee was going to spend the most time in jail. Charles and the other guys were also going jail time bit joy as much as Lee was.

After that has happened to me, it was hard for me to trust anyone. My mother and father were killed because they did all they could to protect me. They sent a son of a wealthy family to jail. My mother and father were taking a trip in my old car when they got into a very bad car crash they died on impact. Someone had cut the brake lines on my car. Since that moment I vowed to myself that I wouldn't let anyone make me feel low again, I wouldn't let anyone in to be able to break me.

I would only work on me and only me. Since I was all alone, I didn't have to care for anyone or take care of anyone other than myself. I'm set for life to where I don't have to work another day in my life. I choose to work to get my mind off of things. I did whatever I could to stay out of that house the house I once called home. I wish that life wasn't that hard for me at such a young age. But there was a lesson that I needed to learn. I have no friends. I find things to be easier and better that way. As I get ready to go to my first job salient houses. I really don't need to go into the office I just did as a habit.

I get dressed as quickly as possible and grab my cell phone handbag and keys. I locked my house door behind me. I make my way to my car I start the engine and before I poll off I make sure I have my music blasting before making my way out of my driveway. I make my way to the office o want to get there early. I wanted to find the best houses for my client. I had a checklist of everything Jones was looking for him his new place. He wanted a very big master bedroom with two sliding doors that overlooked the mountain. He also Wanted a master bathroom in or attached to the master room. The bathroom had to have his and her sink as well as a tub that could fit to adults.

He also wanted a stand up shower made of glass. He wanted his how to be full of windows throughout the house.jones also wanted a few acres of land. As I read this checklist I thought to myself I would be best for him to build his own house from the ground up. I never said anything to him about my thoughts. I put everything that was on the checklist on to my iMac computer to see if we had something that fits all of Jones needs. Well should I say his wants.

As I look on the computer to see if I found something my Clint would love. I found a few places. I even all of the pictures that I found over to my client via email. Attracted to the email of the pictures I sent him a note letting him know to choose a date and time where we could meet to get this up and going. As well as to let me know ahead of time which was the house that he was interested in. After I sent the email I came up with an idea. I wanted to get out of South Carolina. For a while or just for a few days. I told myself that I would say to hear back from my client. I just wanted to just try something different with my life. I wanted to start fresh. Looking to houses for my client made me think about the bigger picture. The one of me moving from this town to no longer return. I put so much on my life on hold so much of my life was wasted and I can't get that back.

It's sad that I have no life, no friends that these two jobs are the only thing I know. The only time I talked to someone was when I was at work. Since I was done with my job for now. I decided to go home. I wanted to start packing up my house and if I needed to I would put everything in storage until I found another place to move too. I wasn't going to sell my house, after all, I was going to rent it out. I couldn't find it in me to sell my childhood home. As I got home got this feeling that I hadn't felt in a long time. I made my way into the house I started to organize my living room. With piles of things I would put in storage and a pile of things that I would take with me wherever I go.

I went to the basement to see if I could find boxes to start putting things away. Not sure what came over me but one thing I knew for sure that I was tired of living this life. I have nothing tying here to this town anymore. I had enough money to just up and relocate without having to worry about anything. I wasn't going to do anything until after I helped my client. I would still be working my day job for wherever I agreed on move to. The night job was no longer in play. I didn't need that job or anything like that in my life. I was doing my best yo clean up the mess that I called my life.

I'm ready to do better and be better for my family legacy. I need to better myself and get the real help I need to be able to move on with my life.

My dreams have always been to be in a relationship and get married and have kids and well just live my best life with the love of my life by my side. I'm not sure how that was going to happen if I was having trouble trusting people. I must have been stuck in thought that I hadn't even heard my ringing I also lost track of time.

My phone ringing that was my client Jones he said to me hi I already know witch house I want. He then asked if we could be tomorrow. To talk more about what he wanted to do. I said that tomorrow was fine. You text me the time and the place where we can meet my agenda is open. I think up the phone this was a big sigh of relief because I was going to start the process and then I would hand it over to someone else at the office. I wanted to be out of town, the sooner the better. I had so much on my mind them that I had lost sight of what I was trying to accomplish in that moment that I gave up and called a moving company to pack and remove my things to put them in storage until I was certain as to where I would be moving to.

I wanted to let the people at the office know that I was going to be leaving and that someone who had to take my clients until I found my place. I told them that whatever money I made while working there should be put into my bank account after the checks clear. I wanted to let everyone know I was moving but they were not going to know where to. I also told one of the girls to put my house for rent. And you let me know when everything was done. Everything at the house was packed up and put in storage the things I was going to take with me was also packed. I really didn't want to stay at the house.

So I decided to stay at a hotel until after tomorrow to see what was going to be my next step. I called the best hotel in my area and made a reservation for two day. I also got one of the best rooms in this five star hotel. My life had become so bored of repeating the same thing over and over again that I wanted a real big change in my life. I felt more alone as i got older. I didn't talk to anyone really had a phone with no one to call. I really needed to make friends.

I had my belongings brought up to my room.i went to the bar area at in the hotel. I haven't had a drink since that night I got into that situation.i decided to go to the bar and have one glass of wine. I started to have a drink when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I look back to see who it was. There was this beautiful woman standing in front of me now. I was trying to remember who she was and where i know her from. I said yes how can i help you. The girl looked at me and said you don't remember me. I said to her i can't say k do.

Jessi the redhead girl from the party years ago. I looked at her and said wow look at you. You look good. The year's have been good to you.jessi said you look good yourself.i said hey have a seat. You want some wine. Maybe we can catch up a little bit if you don't have anything to do.

Jessi said that she was waiting on someone but i will sit with you until they get here. Jessi said after your mother and father made their way to your room. I got out of the hospital, the sooner the better.

I seen the way your father was very upset.jessie said how have you been. I told jessi well I don't talk to anyone. I have trust issues my mother and father are no longer walking this earth. Due to what happened that night. I asked jessi how had she been she said she finished school and let the town left and just come back on business. Which I really don't want to be here. I said well i'm about to leave this town myself.

I want to start fresh. Jessi said that's awesome have you decided where you want to go. I told jessi that I had no idea. Jessi said that she has an extra room. I am looking for a roommate. You can give it a try if you don't like it then you can make other plans. If you do maybe i can help you get situated and also help you find a job you like. I told jessi i was selling houses. She then asked me was that something I like to do. I told jessi i would think about her offer and I would let her know. I then asked her how long was she going to be in town for. Jessi said she was going to be in town for another day. I said to jessi well it was nice talking to you let me get going

Jessi then said hey what your phone number. I want to call you later i have to ask you something. I asked for her phone she gave it to me and I put my number in her phone. I then pressed talk to be able to get her number as well. After I did that I gave jessi her phone back. Jessi then said we have a lot to talk about. After she was my best friend for years. Where I really only seen her that day after the party.i then got up and made my way back to my room. I wanted to be physical, emotionally ready for this meeting.

As well as starting my new life I also had so much going on that I wanted to make sure everything was in. Place. I want to also think about the offer that Jesse had propositioned me. I really didn't know how was it that she realized who I was. I had changed over the years.

I was second guessing myself and as if I wasn't ready to go start over. I was trying to make a name for myself. As I sat in this big beautiful tub with bubbles that smell of cherry blossom touching my caramel complexion skin. I grabbed my cell phone to check my email. There was no such thing as me relaxing at this point knowing that tomorrow I was going to help one of my wealthiest clients find his dream home. This deal could make or break me. My career I confirmed with my client and we would meet down at the bar of my hotel where I would be staying at.we would meet about noonish. Just as I finished sending. The email to my client. I feel my phone vibrating it was jessi. I didn't know if I wanted to answer I was like what the heck and i didnt I said hello she said it's me jessi are you busy can we talk I said sure what's on your mind. Jessi said after that day at the hospital. I did get to see you again what happened. I explained to her

Everything that had transpired she then said Im sorry you went through that. I would like to tell you something after that happen to you. You were not the only one that it happened to. There's about five other girls that happened to by you going through that. Your family helped them in trouble nothing mattered anymore. No one wanted to say anything nothing mattered anymore no one wanted to say anything.

The kids that did that not all were in trouble I told her due to me not what happened the case was hard. Jessi said I know what you went through. I went through it as well, that was a very big reason why when I was done with high school I left this damn town. Jessi then asked have you talked to anyone. She then asked how did i get help after all that was done to me.

I said no that I dealt with my issues my own way. She said hey i thought about something while sitting at the bar waiting on the no shows. I was thinking why don't we write a book as to what happened and well like help people that have gone through and what your still going through. I was thinking more like a support group said jessi. I told jessi that sounded like a good idea. I told jessi that I had to fight my demons before i could help anyone out.jesse said we can help each other. Jessei said to me I know you have trust issues let's take things one day at a time. Jesse then said hey let's meet up tomorrow i said sure about like two pm at the bar. I really wanted to get to know jesse better.

I want to get a feel for her personality to then decide if i would take her up on her offer. Jessi said cool see you then. I said okay and hung up the phone. I talked to her i didn't feel anything negative. As if i known her all my life. Everything about jessi seemed genuine. I got out the tub i put something comfortable to wear to bed. Put my phone on the charger. As soo. As my body touched the bed i fell out for the count. The next morning I woke up to the sound of my alarm going off. I got up early to make my paperwork in order as well as get my clothes and make up on point. Everything thing needed to be at perfection. I laid in bed for maybe an hour more after the alarm went off. Just trying to get my thoughts in order.

After really woke up i got out of bed put on some music for motivation and i started to get ready for my day. I got a pinstripe suit with red apple bottoms heels on. My hair was up in a nice bun. I started to make my way downstairs to get to the bar to get me something to eat at the same time wait for my client. I want to get this part over and done with. As i looked at my phone it was now eleven fifteen am. I sat down and order myself some breakfast. As I sat at the table i had just remember that Saturday I was needed for a meeting or should i say a dance for daddy. I didn't care because that's life of night dancing for me at this point was over. I look to see a nice beautiful well dressed man sitting next to me.

Hi tammy im jones i am here for our meeting. I said yes. How are you, how's your day going this far. Jones said your beautiful. I said thank you. Jones then said i found the house that I like. He showed me the one I new he was going to love. We did a walk thru without leaving my hotel. I showed him that everything on his checklist fit to a tee. He liked it so much that he didn't care to see the other houses. He then said so where do i sign i grabbed a pen and paper from my bag without thinking twice. Before I handed him the paper to sign i needed the check. Jone said well no need to worry i have your check and much more. He handed me the papers that he already signed. He also handed me two checks one was for the buying of the house and the other. One was for my time and hard work.

I told him that I would be leaving and someone from my office will make sure everything all set as well as get you your keys once the check cleared. I then said to jones it's a pleasure doing business with you. Can I get you a drink to celebrate said jones. I had a cup of wine to close out the feal officially. I then got up from the bar and said thank you. I then went to the bathroom. I wanted to also text jessi to see if she was still coming for our meeting. I text jessi and she said she was on her way. I said I would be waiting at the bar for her. I called one of my coworkers to send her everything I had on the sale that I closed on a little while ago. The two checks were mine. I did all the work and i was leaving maybe to start something of my own. Not really sure as of what yet as to what i was going to do. I was so deep in thought that I had not realized that jessi had just made her way to the bar.

Jessi then asked me if i was waiting for her long I told her that I had just came out from the bathroom and i was just making some last minute phone calls.jessi asked if I had eaten i told her i only ate this morning. Jessi said hey do you want to join me for lunch i said sure I asked her what she had in mind. Lets get some seafood and talk more. I said hey i have a better idea how about we order in and make our way up to my room. This way we can get comfortable and also be able to talk more privately. Jessi was on board with the plan. We started to make our way to my room. I then asked jessi where was she going to order from. Jessi said this place is called crab juice it really good.jessi then said i will have my assente being up some wine. I want a good bottle of wine said jessi as she was on the phone.

I grabbed my key card from my bag. As we made our way into the room, I realized that there were red roses and a box sitting on the table as soon as you enter the room. Jessi said tammu are you okay you looked like you just saw a ghost. I tolr jessi i was fine. I grabbed the flowers and looked for a card. I couldn't find the card any faster.

IT READ THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME SIGNED J. I then looked at the box in the box there was a beautiful set of a necklace and bracelet with a ring. It was all a set. This set looked very expensive. I didn't know what to do. Jessi said wow someone must really like you to get a gift like that. I told jessi that it was a gift from my client. I got it as a thank you for closing on a deal for his house.

Anyways enough of this lets go hang out in the living room area. Jessi then says any topic is fair game to talk about. Are we able to talk about everything. I said to jessi sure its okay. I want to put this all to rest. I told jessi i would talk about it one more time and then after that night, not another word about it.i wanted to leave my past behind me.if you start to feel uncomfortable, let me know and we can change the conversation.jessi said i know that to be a big help. So that we can get this project up and going. I said okay no problem.

Jessi asked me if I remembered anything. I told jessi i didn't remember then and I don't remember now. Do you remember the way you felt when that happens. I felt hurt lost and alone. The few people I thought I could trust. They really didn't care about me. They everything they could to see me hurting to see me alone. That's what really happened . My best friend at the time set me up to get raped. My so called boyfriend didn't do anything to stop what was done to me. He didn't do anything to stop what was done to me. He didn't love me he didn't care. Jessi saif what happened the day after you went home. From the hospital, I started to get chain messages they were videos of me and everything that had happened that night. There were messages of people calling me out my name. Judging me without really knowing what was going on.

When i seen the first video I started to cry and I yelled. When my mother came into the room and that i was in a big mess. She graber my phone and she saw what i saw and she lost it. The last thing I remember that my mother took my phone and left the room. After that night things didn't get any better. We were put through hell. My dad didn't take things easy. I went to court for the past two years. After that situation happened. I felt like my life was going nowhere and fast. So i decided to stay away from everyone. I had no friends i am alone i have been alone and on my own since my mother and father were killed.

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I swore to stay away from everything and everyone. I found myself selling houses. During the day and I was dancing at night for over five years. Until about a week ago where I said enough is enough and I wanted to start my life over and away from everyone that did my family wrong. I was going to sell my house but I changed my mind. We had so many worries that I couldn't bring myself to sell my house. Jessi said what are your plans now. I told jessi that i was going to leave this town. As i got through the crazy story of my life. There was a knock on the door. Kesso said hey love i got this jessi said. Jessi answered the door. The sea food was here and i woke up an appetite right behind the delivery person was jesse assistant with our bottle of wine.

We all got everything at one shot. We started to eat. Jessi then told me about everything that she had planned. Jessi then asked me what was it that I thought about doing. She asked me if I made up my mind about her offer. I said I wanted to leave with her. I wanted to test the waters until i was shown my true calling. Jessi said that she was okay with that. We ate our food drank our wine. Before I knew it, it was one am. I moved the living room around to make sure that jesse was comfortable. I hadn't realized that she feel asleep. I gave her a blanket and I went in my room.

Layed down and feel out my self. I didn't even bother to change my clothes. After that night I decided to let my past go. The next morning jessi and I left and never returned to our home town. 6 months after the night of jesse and I hanging out in my room at the hotel. Jessi waa my manager as well as the love of my life i never thought I would be saying this but i was in love. We started to do tours around the world promoting my book about the issues i insured as a child. The out come of my life now. Me and jessi also did live talk shows on how to get help when happens the way that it happened to me. The dos and don'ts. Jessi and I would never talk about what i went through after that night at the five star hotel. I stopped being a victim. About two years after my book tour jessi and i got married. We lived a happy life with being pregnant now by artificial insemination. I told jessi that i wanted to move out like to a farm with a white picket fence. What i asked for i got. About a few days after moving in to our new place. I had our beautiful baby girl juliana at the farm house a couple hours after having my baby girl i her in my arms and looked at the beautiful stars while in my light room at the new place.

What a beautiful way to bring a new life into this world.

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